WITH YOU BY MY SIDE

I don't know what's going to happen with this ritual, if it works our lives continue as humans if it fails we die.

Laney didn't say that but I knew from looking in her eyes, we don't get to say oh well and skip away still vampires.

I don't want to tell Beau this and I don't think Sam quite understood what I was trying to tell him when I told that if this thing failed that it wasn't his fault.

He and Laney leave so I want to make love to Beau because it may be over forever.

Feeling her close touching her everywhere pushing into her and I'm pumping hard and needy into her wanting to feel everything and hear everything.

If I were ever to write a book it would be a best seller I'm sure and very, very long. Just the crap that happened to me before I turned twenty would be about hundred chapters so I guess a series would be in order one for every hunt. There you go my retirement is planned.

The intense heat of passion rips me back to Beau, the way she's moving and sounding has me euphorically high and I feel my fangs extend. I sink into her neck and she cries out.

It's intense as always pure sexual adrenaline pushing and pulling ecstasy filling from top to bottom and then I see Sam watching from the window and what I thought couldn't possibly get more intense does.

I pull back my fangs and smile at Sam I don't feel ashamed or shy just so full of lust and I want to see my brother come undone without being touched and now that he knows that I've seen him he moves closer to the window like he absolutely has to be there.

I slam into Beau so that she arches and cries out and I watch Sam closely.

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Porno has nothing on what I'm seeing and hearing right now. If pornos were like this even I would become addicted to them and that is saying a lot.

The way Dean moves with Beau is pure sexual decadence and I feel the tight heat building up inside of me without a single touch.

Just watching my brother making Beau come apart makes my stomach roll at the slight ping of jealousy that I feel and that is never going to come off right, he's my brother for the love of God.

Yet my eyes are glued to what he's doing and I think I'm beginning to get why women always threw themselves at him, they could probably sense that Dean was not no ordinary lay.

My mouth drops open as he slips out of Beau and turns her over and keeping her as covered as he can he pushes back into her his eyes still locked on mine. He is really slamming into her and she's not being quite about it and neither is he for that matter.

My balls are so fucking tight and just the slightest friction is going to push me over the edge and somewhere in the back of my mind a thought flutters that I'm standing outside of a motel room in broad daylight about to shoot a load in my pants.

I watch as Dean wraps one of his hands around a board of the slotted headboard and I can tell he's close to the brink.

I feel a sense of shame and regret that I feel that my brother looks absolutely beautiful at this moment but that doesn't last long how can it when my brain is presently mush.

He pushed into Beau his body in fluent motion and his eyes flutter his mouth open in ecstasy and I watch stunned as he breaks the headboard with his hand when he starts to come undone. He lifts his other hand as if he's reaching for me and he mouths my name.

I'm done and the most intense orgasm that I could possibly image without a single touch tears through me and I have to hold onto the wall to stay upright but my eyes do not leave Deans as we both ride out complete euphoric bliss.

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It's a sense of 'what the hell are we doing' that nibbles at my conscious for just a second before my brain and every other part of me gives into lust.

The afterwards is going to be even more awkward than this morning but you can't just stop something that feels so fucking good in and every sense of the word.

I'm beyond turned on that little brother is watching me make Beau fall apart and when I turn her over it's a whole new level of heat.

I pound into her making her crazy with need and I'm right there with her feeling the coming climax building higher and higher until it explodes and I find myself breaking the headboard and reaching for Sam and saying his name.

I see the instant he loses it and Sam looks beautiful at that moment of release. It's a whole new level of pleasure that rips through me.

Our eyes locked on each other's we ride out the bliss but then I see Sam turn to look behind him, we have company so Beau and I rush into the bathroom to clean up.

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I am just coming down from the high when I hear a vehicle coming up behind me and I turn to look surprised to find Bobby pulling up with Laney and a truck full of consecrated elder wood.

I know that I am beet red and I'm praying that I can get in the room before my moment of weakness shows through my jeans.

Laney jumps from the truck grinning. "I don't need my bag after all, Bobby worked a great deal."

Bobby smirks that 'I kicked him where it hurts' smirk.

Everything is coming together and I should be thrilled but no matter what the fact remains that I'm going to be burning my brother and his girlfriend alive.

Why can't rituals or spells ever be as easy as just drinking a glass of wine?

It's happening and God help us all.

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We are sitting eating dinner at a diner before heading out to a closed camping ground with cabins where we can do the ritual.

Everyone is going over last minute details and Sam and I haven't said much to each other.

Beau is sitting quietly holding my hand nibbling on fries even though we really don't have to eat normal food anymore. I guess it's comforting to her somehow.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Sam suddenly asks.

"Yes." Beau answers.

I nod because although immortality is an interesting concept it's nor for us. Our lives have been hard enough to where one day we actually hope to obtain peace.

We head out to the grounds and Sam, Bobby, and Laney set up the tier of wood and we sit and wait till midnight.

I do my best to sooth Beau and I find Sam staring at us.

"We'll be ok" I tell him.

I've been around my brother long enough to practically read his mind and I know right now he's thinking that if this doesn't work his last memory of us is going to be of something unnatural between brothers.

I squeeze Beau's hand to let her know I'm going to talk to Sam and she nods.

I pull my little brother aside and I don't get to say a word he just throws his arms around me. I hug him back hard and everything passes between us unsaid.

'It's going to be fine Sammy. I love you don't worry I'm always here for you.'

"Don't you dare leave me again, I love you and I need you.'

We pull back look in each other's eyes and just know as long as we have each other the world is golden.

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My hands are shaking badly as I tie Dean and Beau to the wood.

Beau is terrified and Dean looks as this happens every day for him.

We nod at each other and I step out of the tier.

Bobby pours the oil and recites in Latin as Laney tosses in one ingredient after another and I throw the match which instantly catches and the blaze rises high very fast.

The last ingredient is the blood and it makes the flames turn red and smoke up hard.

We step back to avoid the smoke and wait.

Everything seems fine so far until Beau begins to scream and Dean is yelling at me to stop that it's not working that their really burning and I start to run to help them but Bobby pulls me back.

I'm going to lose my mind hearing my brother screaming 'Sammy' and I just stand there and let them burn.

TBC

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