I´m happy, school wasn't so hellish, apparently the true hell will be in a couple of weeks! Niceeeeeeee!

And for those who were wondering, the plane is small, tiny small, like 3 inches small, thats why James didn't lose it in juvy xD he kept it hidden. And the plane Kendall did for him is about the same size xD.

Enjoy!

Warning: Fluffiness at maximum!

CHAPTER 9

James PoV

Love Kendall. Love Kendall. I closed my eyes trying not to smile like a fifteen year old girl. Ugh, I disgusted myself, how could I be so excited about a single word? It could be just a figure of speech and mean nothing at all.

Knock Knock.

"James sweetie, are you awake?" said my mom from the other side of the room. It was time to get ready for school; I felt like weeks had passed sense the last day I went there instead of just two and a half days.

"Yes mom, I´ll be out in a minute" I answered burying my face in my pillow, a part of me wanted to report myself sick and wait ´till Monday to gain strength to see Kendall again, but the rational and responsible part of me knew that I had to go and present that stupid project.

"James, can I come in?" I frowned at my mother´s words.

"Sure" I sat in my bed seeing her enter the bedroom; she smiled at me and sat beside me.

"How are you?" such a simple question and I had no idea how to answer it.

"Mom, do you…?" I trailed off, what if she thought I was an idiot for thinking that I might love Kendall? I did have a crush on him from a while, but love…that was a strong word.

"Why did you freak out yesterday?" she took my hand gently "Was it something Kendall did?"

"He kissed me" I bit my lip "And I got terrified and ran…then he left something for me at night" I got up and walk to my bedside table, opened the drawer, took the small white box and handed it to her.

"Oh James, it´s beautiful" she breathed caressing the plane like it was made of porcelain, then her eyes went straight to the box where the note resided. Fuck I forgot I left it there, now she would read it and know exactly what was going on with me "Love Kendall" she whispered raising her eyebrow before looking at me.

"I´m freaking out…d-did he meant it? Or w-was it just a figure of speech?" I rambled messing my hair.

"How do you feel about him?"

"Will you please stop asking questions and give me some answers?" I sat on the ground looking at her "Any advice?" I rested my elbows in my knees.

"I did see a spark with you too, but everything it´s up to you James, you have to know how you feel about him and take a chance" she sighed "Sometimes love scares us, but there´s nothing like the first love, it comes so unexpected that most of people run away from it…last night when I told you that I wanted you to overcome your memories, I meant it and maybe Kendall is the person that could help you do it"

"My knight in shining armor" I joked lamely "I told him the truth" I lowered my gaze.

"How did it go?" she whispered.

"He didn't want to hear it, he kept begging me to stop, but I couldn't do it…he cried for me, and he asked me why I trusted him" I grabbed the plane from her hand smiling "Could you love someone after days of meeting him?"

"I didn't think so, but seeing you, makes me believe that you could" she ruffled my hair "Now let´s get ready, you have to look better than Heath Ledger to get your cowboy" I rolled my eyes.

"I guess I have to get used to that kind of jokes" I got up and watched my mother leave the room.

I showered in record time and put my jeans on, I didn't know if I should go already dressed or take the clothes and dress in the school restroom. After a little hesitation I decided for the second option graving a bag and putting the clothes inside. Then I put on a simple tee and my converse. I was ready.

"I´m so not ready" I murmured sitting in my father´s car; I had a déjà vu kind of feeling. Five weeks ago I was in this same place about to meet the guy that turned my world upside down, and now I was about to…what was I supposed to do? Just get inside tell him that I loved him and kiss him? No way, I doubted I had the balls to do it.

"James, you have to get out of the car in the next 30 minutes or you´ll have detention" smiled my dad "Your mom talked to me"

"Later dad, right now I´m focusing on getting out of the car" I breathed before almost jumping of my seat when someone bumped in my window.

"Hey James!"Yelled Carlos smiling "Come on, your cowboy´s waiting!" he said repeatedly knocking the window until he got on my nerves.

"FINE!" I shouted exiting the vehicle "Damn, you´re so annoying!"

"Kendall said ´Make sure James gets his ass inside the school´ and as his best friend I had to do it"

"Bye son!" I turned to wave at my dad before he left.

"So, about the plane…" I looked at Carlos who had a weird expression, it was a mix between fear and shame "I´m sorry" he looked at the floor "The whole destruction thing was an accident, and instead of apologizing, I wrapped it up and gave it to you…"

"I already hit you, there´s nothing else I can do" he smiled sheepishly "I´m not mad about the plane anymore, I guess that I forgave you the minute…"

"Kendall kissed you?" he laughed when I felt a blush creeping in my cheeks "Kendall and James sitting in the park, K-I-S-S-I-N-G" he started singing making kissing faces "I know, if you talked to me it meant that you had forgiven me…Logan told me that"

"Does Logan know everything? He´s in another fucking city and knows more than all of us" I chuckled.

"I think he´s lying about wanting to be a doctor…I bet he´s studying to be a CIA agent!" he started making an angry face "I told him I wanted that job!"

"Okay" I kept my smile, Carlos seemed like an interesting and fun guy.

"Jamie!" I winced at the name before Camille came to greet me "How are you? It´s been so boring without you here"

"It´s not like you didn't have my phone number this whole time" why did she seem suddenly annoying? Maybe it was that she was using that name "And don't call me Jamie please"

"Aww, do I remind you of your mom Jamie?" she joked laughing

"Really Camille, don't" I begged her, only one person called me that and the last thing I needed was to remember said person.

"Jamie, Jamie, Jamie" she started saying thinking that I was joking.

"I believe he said to stop that Camille" I tensed hearing Kendall´s words and not daring to look at him.

"Fuck you Kendall" she growled "Let´s go James" she grasped my hand and pulled me to school "Gosh I can´t stand him!" she screamed rolling her eyes "He´s such a hypocrite, there he goes defending you like he hadn't made your life miserable the minute he saw you"

"Why do you hate him?" I asked as we walked to our lockers. Part of me wanted to know a little more about Kendall´s past, but the most part of me wanted to ditch Camille and run to find the blond.

"What´s not to hate? He´s an asshole" she commented like it was settled as she started to gather her stuff from her locker.

"Yeah I know that, but he hates you too, and I think there´s too much dislikeness to be just because he is an asshole" Officially that was my third most hated word, Kendall was a lot of things but an asshole. I hated when he said it, like it was an irrefutable statement.

"He is an asshole" her features darkened "Who ditches his friends at the moment he meets someone with more status and starts making their lives miserable" she took a deep breath leaning in her locker "We used to be friends when we were kids, the five of us: Kendall, Carlos, Logan, Jo and I. Normally we weren't the most popular guys, I know I´m weird so that's not a surprise, Carlos was the class clown, Kendall was the team leader, Jo was pretty blonde and Logan, the nerd" I raised my eyebrow when she smiled fondly "Logan was bullied a lot, but Kendall and Carlos were always there to protect him…until he moved and Kendall found his first boyfriend"

"Boyfriend?" I was not jealous. I was certainly not jealous.

"Yep" she murmured "Jett, a hottie I might say…he…I don't know what he did to Kendall, he started to snap at everybody, threatening and beating the ones that made fun of his sexuality…he changed" she grimaced "And Jo and Carlos changed with him, leaving me alone because I didn't want to be a part of their club…one time I got tired of him and yelled at him that he was an asshole, that I was sure his dead father would agree with me… I got him where it hurt, and he hated me ever sense"

"The first day, you said that he wasn't that bad" I looked at my clock, I still had twenty minutes to change and get to class.

"He´s not, I know the Kendall that was my best friend is still in there…and I know that he hates me for what I said, and I hate myself too for saying it and for that our friendship is broken beyond repair, but I think someday he might meet someone that…" she cut herself giving me a funny look "Why the sudden interest?"

"No reason…look at the time! Have to go" I escaped from her directly to the restrooms, I didn't know what that Jett had done to Kendall, but I didn't want to know, all I wanted to do was go and talk to him.

Kendall PoV

He didn't want to see me. He hated me. Period

"Quit mopping" said Carlos sitting beside me. We were already in our classroom and I was completely dressed up, I had a white cowboy hat, a green shirt, my jeans, dark brown chaps and boots. The minute I walked through the door everybody started whistling, if they thought I looked hot they would drool when they saw James.

"I defended him from Camille and he ditched me anyway" I started playing with a small toy gun I brought.

"She´s the only friend he has here"

"Don't go into mature Carlos mode, please…I don't need someone to tell me how bad I´m doing"

"Fine" he smiled goofily "James and Kendall, sitting in the park, ouch!" he whined when I smacked him the head.

"I have a better idea, shut up Carlitos" I started laughing at his pout until my eyes saw a tall, dark and sexy cowboy walk inside the classroom. Hello boner!

"Oh. My. God" I head Jo say from behind me, and she was absolutely right. James was wearing a black hat, a black and silver shirt; black pants, chaps and boots. Thanks to that attire his eyes looked darker and mysterious.

The minute our eyes locked it was like everybody disappeared, leaving just the two of us. I could see so many emotions manifest in the hazel orbs. Maybe he didn't hate me; maybe we could at least be friends, at this point I would take anything he was willing to give me. Then the whistles and howls started making us go back to the real world.

"Thanks for stopping Camille earlier" he said sitting in his place waiting for the teacher to show.

"No problem" was all I could say before we heard a small ahem from the door, I turned to see a secretary standing there.

"Mr. Smith is sick" was all she said before leaving.

"Free period!" Carlos shouted running from the classroom followed by everybody except James and I. Leaving us alone and free to talk.

"I´m…" I started turning to see him.

"Don't say you´re sorry or I´ll fucking hit you" he growled taking the hat of and putting his hand on his face "I didn't sleep last night all confused about that kiss and your gift, so don't fucking say that you´re sorry"

"Ok, then I´m not sorry" I smiled, so he had been thinking about me.

"Why did you kiss me?" he took away his hands keeping his gaze lowered, I shift uncomfortable not wanting him to see my tight pants.

"Because I wanted to" I answered truthfully "I wanted to do it sense I saw you for the first time"

"O-on your letter…"

"I meant it" I smiled starting to feel hope, I carefully raised my hand and cupped his face making him look at me "I had a crush in you this whole time, but in these days I´ve fallen for you, hard…knowing that you trusted me above everyone else made me realized that I love you…and I know it´s way too soon to say it, but that´s how I feel and I wanted you to know that even if you don't feel the same and want to go slower or just be friends, I don't care as long as I´m in your life, learning from you, giving you strength, seeing how you overcome the darkness, how you care about your family…damn we even love the same music" his eyes were closed and his breathes were slow, he looked calm and relaxed…just before he raised his hand, grabbed me by the head and crushed his lips in mine. This kiss wasn't like the other, in this we were both participating and battling for dominance, our lips dancing together forcefully at first and then slower and more intimate, just transmitting all the emotions we held inside. I had no idea how long were we kissing until our lungs screamed for air and we had to break it.

"That's how you kiss somebody" he mocked resting his forehead in mine making me smile.

"Fuck you diamond" he frowned looking amused.

"I was going to say ´you wished´ but I can see that you do" he said looking at my crotch.

"How do you do it?" I straighten looking at him in the eye "How can you joke about boners and things like that with everything that happened?"

"I guess I´m a sick person" he smiled sadistically "I didn't lose any sexual desire after all that…I just started fearing people´s contact, that's why my dad hugs me every day, my shrink recommended it… I also don't want to bottom anyone anytime soon"

"That's why you freaked out yesterday" I sighed feeling so bad for what I´ve done not really putting attention at his last statement.

"No" I looked at him questioning his words "I freaked because my feelings scared me…I´m not afraid of you touching me, but I…"

"Why not?"

"What are you, a four year old?" he smiled caressing my cheek "So many questions"

"Answer at least one of them" He locked his eyes in mine before he leaned and kiss me again, sweeter this time.

"There´s only one answer that really counts" I felt his thumb in my mouth pressing my lips "Because I love you…I´m the moron that fell in love with the guy who used to bully him because he found out that the said bully turned out to be a guy that loves his friends, that is funny, caring and certainly NOT and asshole, also because that guy saved him from himself, and made him happy for the first time in years"

"You´re so corny" I smiled at his fake offended expression before shutting him up with another kiss.