Well, it happened again. I happen to be stuck on stories. So, this is what I call loosening my creative muscles while avoiding asking for help because I feel like a bother when I ask for help. So, enjoy this entry from the My Fragile Heart storyline.
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I don't know what to do with myself. I really don't know what to do with myself. Carter seems to be pushing me away and I don't know why. It absolutely breaks my heart. We've always been so close and now he's avoiding me. What did I do wrong? I don't know and if I did I'd fix whatever it is. In the meantime, Shaggy's been supporting me. It's really surprising. When Shaggy arrived I kept my distance for obvious reasons but he's patient. Really patient. He didn't give up and that surprises me.
Why couldn't I have met him in high school? It's mind-blowing to think I might be falling in love with him. So many things are happening at once and it makes my head spin. Is Carter upset with me? Why would he be upset with me? Am I too strict? I didn't think I was strict. I've never had to be. Carter was always such a good child. When he was little he used to sneak into my room in the middle of the night and lay on the floor trying not to be seen. I'd see him and send him back to his room but he'd come back. After the third time, I'd pull him into my bed with me.
When he was born he latched onto my fingers and never let go. It was scary, terrifying know that this tiny baby was mine and he was counting on me. It was hard. Long nights were spent calming him down and caring for him. There were times when I wanted to cry but I couldn't I had someone to take care of. I had to finish school at the same time. It was hard. I watched Draculaura and our friends go to the mall, the beach and school functions of all kinds while I was at home taking care of my son. This was my new normal.
I'd better go set up the classroom now.
Christina.
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And there you have it. What did you guys think? Please leave a nice review for me while I go back to the drawing board.
