Ok so sorry I haven't updated in so long but here it is I apologize to everyone so here is my update also I will try to update either tomorrow or sometime soon so stay tuned.


Today was the Miss Mystic Falls pageant so I had to go to be there for Elena, because I promised her. Me and Damon stood next to eachother as we watched each one of the girls come down with their escorts. As soon as they called for Elena I saw Damon step in since Stefan wasn't there for some reason. He looked over at me as they walked out. He mouthed for me to go look for Stefan.

I nodded and shoved my way through the crowd making it outside finally. I stood at the edge of the woods inhaling the air for Stefan's scent. I picked something up north. It was Stefan's scent mixed around with a human girl's scent.

I growled out not caring anyone would hear me. "Dammit Stefan" I growled out cursing him silently to himself. I than blurred into the woods following his scent. I soon came into sight seeing Stefan caressing the artery vein of the girl ready to attack. "No Stefan don't" I yelled out catching his attention. He looked at me with a confused crazed look across his face.

I blurred up in front of him throwing him to the ground as I held the girl in place. "You have to run, and run like hell" I said easily compelling her as I pushed her off to the other direction. She ran just like I ordered her. I sighed happily than turned around to see Stefan was gone. "Fuck" I hissed out as I followed the two scents once again.

When I got there I saw Stefan biting the struggling girl vigorously taking the life from her. I saw everyone else was now coming out to the horrid scene. "Stefan no" I yelled out ripping him off her. He struggled against me growling loudly caught in the bloodlust haze. He threw me into a tree, causing me to groan out as I blurred back up with my fangs popping out. I lunged at him and pinned him against the tree. "Not so fast baby" I whispered to him teasingly with a victorious smirk.

He growled and still fought with me. Soon enough we were in a blur as he tried to hurt me. I knew everyone else was watching infatuated of how the scene was going to unfold right before their eyes.

I growled as he hit me against the tree causing a few deep scrapes across my back. I soon fell to the ground yelping out as my skin burned like acid. A vervain tree with my poison growing right off the vines. I saw him snap out of it as he saw me on the ground in pain.

The pain surged through me causing me to feel sedated slightly. "Go home we'll get Alex home" Damon told Elena reassuringly. "I'll do it" Stefan offered quietly as he stared at Damon stubbornly. "Ok than I guess I'll go with Elena" he said nodding to Stefan.

I saw them walk off leaving me and Stefan alone. "I'm sorry" he whispered silently as he bent down to my level. He picked me up, but I screamed in protest feeling more excruciating pain surge through me.

He grimaced silently as he sped off back to the boarding house. I felt tears shed silently as I sobbed silently from the pain. He soon got up to his room setting me down as gently as possible.

He sighed silently as he stared down at me indecisive on what to do with me. "Get this off me, it makes it worse" I said helping him out. He nodded silently and gently lifted me up to get me out of what was left of my dress.

He looked down my half-naked body before he turned his attention back tp getting me something to wear. He handed me one of his white wife-beaters (tongue-twister ;) I slipped it over my head tenderly trying not to hit the marks.

"Ahh" I breathed out as the fabric grazed the skin of my back. I slipped on a pair of sweatpants of mine that were in his room somehow. I sat at the edge of his bed staring at the ground painstakingly. "Alex I'm soo" but I quickly cut him off. "It's ok you were in bloodlust, you couldn't control it" I said shrugging nonchalantly but quickly regretted my movement.

I looked up at him through unshed tears not able to say anything. "What happened, that caused you to run off and leave Elena hanging by herself" I asked trying not to cry.

"We broke up and they were gaining up on me" he said silently as he sat next to me. "How could that happen, you guys were like perfect" I whispered venomously. "No, I always knew it wouldn't work out in the end" he whispered directing his attention to me.

I looked up at him feeling slightly delirious. Could he finally be mine? Or will it just die out and never happen.

"Not now" I whispered sadly as I blurred out of his room leaving him pissed off in his room fuming silently. I saw Elena go into his room. He lied to me how could he? They were still together.

I went into my bathroom trying to hold in the tears. I lifted up my shirt to see large wide bloody gashes marred across the whole length of my back. I than felt something wrong in my gut. I sighed quickly pushing it aside. I flopped down on my bed laying on my stomach knowing not to lay on the other side. I than heard a soft tap at my door causing my attention come front and forth. I opened it to see Elena standing there, her face stained with tears. "Elena what's wrong" I asked worriedly.

"We had to do it" she said dazed as she stared off into space. "What" I asked catching her attention to me. "We had to fill Stefan with vervain, he's now in the basement" she said lowly as she stared at the ground. I felt myself freeze over. "You need to leave now" I told her icily. "Tell Damon to take you home now, I will watch over Stefan" I told her my voice holding a threatening undertone.

She nodded fearfully and ran off to Damon. As soon as she left the room. I blurred down to the basement seeing Stefan laying on the cold stone ground. I knelt down to his level telling him to be quiet so Damon didn't hear us. I blurred into the other part of the basement where the hidden fridge was. I took out two blood bags. I had to give Stefan some to build up a tolerance, and I just needed it to heal.

I blurred back into the room sitting next to Stefan. I ripped open a blood bag and gulped half of it down before handing the rest to Stefan. "Build up a tolerance" I whispered answering his unasked question. I drank the rest of the blood down thinking silently to myself.

What the hell am I going to do now?


Ok so here is my update please review and give me your feedback I loved writing for this so I hope you enjoyed reading it.

Songs inspired

Just Tonight by The Pretty Reckless

Love The Way You Lie by Eminem and Rihanna

I don't believe you by P!NK