Hello i would just like to say that this story is ''after new moon but before eclipes'' and ''my choice'' put together i had to slpit them up because the ratings had to change half way through and other stuff so i thought it would be better if i just plit the story up into 2 stories but i have changed a few things and now im putting it back to 1 story.


Chapter 9 choice

Bella's POV

Previously:

"Edward please just spit it out"

he took a deep breath and so did I because Edward was the last person I thought that would be lost for words so I know this was big.

"I think you should become a vampire"

"WHAT" did he just say what I think he just said…..


I stared at him in shock, maybe I have concussion so I didn't really hear him say that but I looked at his face and I knew I wasn't dreaming.

"Edward what do you mean you want me to become a vampire I don't understand, you have wanted me to stay human since I met you why have you changed you mind now"

I couldn't understand why he was saying that.

"Bella I haven't changed my mind, I don't want you to be like me but seeing you laying here for the past few days not knowing if you would ever wake up again made me see that I can't lose you. I know it's selfish but everyone else in my family wants you be like us and so do you, im just the one stopping you. Bella I can't lose you I just cant, your my reason for existing, I love you with everything I have and I would rather die with you than live without you."

I didn't know what to say to that, I don't think I could speak even if I wanted to so I just kept on starring at him trying to take in what he had just said

"Bella if you really want to be like me then I will help you"

I had to remind myself to keep breathing, I had so many questions, why was he saying this, why now, what's changed, and does he even know what he is saying. I was about to ask when Edward spoke.

"Charlie is outside, I leave you too alone ok I see you soon"

he bent down and kisses me check and was out the door before I could say anything.

How could he leave like that after he said THAT to me I had to carm down, Charlie always knows when something is not right with me.

He always tells me im an open book. I laid there thinking of what Edward had just said when there was a knock at the door. I took a depth breath and answered.

"Come in" Charlie peeked around the door then started to walk in. he looked so worried and that made me feel even worse.

"Hey bell's how are you feeling"

He started to sit at the end of my bed waiting for my answer but I couldn't tell him the truth he would think im going crazy because right now I feel ,confused ,happy, excited, nervous, scared, amazing ,loved, shocked all at the same time but I knew what I was going to say to Charlie.

" Dad I feel fine really my head hurts a little bit but Dr. Cullen said that will be normal for a while"

Charlie seemed to get carm from that but I knew my next question will take him off guard but I had to ask him.

"Dad after they discharge me from hospital I was wondering if I could stay at the Cullen's house, Carlisle said that my injuries are pretty bad this time so I want him to keep a close eye on me in case anything goes wrong please dad ill call you everyday I promise and you can come see me. I just think this is for the best. I know you can take care of me but you have to work and at least at the Cullen's there will always be someone there"

I felt bad doing this to Charlie and I could see in his face that he was upset to but I really did feel better knowing that there would be someone with me at all times and because we had a lot to discuss but I thought I would be best if I left that bit out.

" Bella I can take care of you im your father but I suppose it does make sense and I know you will be looked after so let me just have a work with ok and see if its ok with him. I love you bell's never forget that yer"

He gave me a warm smile and walked out the room. I really do underestimate Charlie sometimes, but I had much more important thing to worry about like should I become a vampire or not.

I know I do but now I have the choice I better make sure it's the right one.


Hello i would just like to say that this story is ''after new moon but before eclipes'' and ''my choice'' put together i had to slpit them up because the ratings had to change half way through and other stuff so i thought it would be better if i just plit the story up into 2 stories but i have changed a few things and now im putting it back to 1 story.