Ownership Disclaimer: Glee, nup. My imagination I do, and pov too.
Inspiration: Freakin out when I found out Season 5 doesn't come back on again until next year.
Music Inspiration: A Thousand Years, CrissColfer You Tube mix.
Thank you: Lord, that I can melt down and you'll be here for me. That I have blood pressure medication and will be okay in the end.
Warning: May have Trigger Warnings. CHRISTMAS IS CANCELLED UNTIL IT COMES BACK! {For some reason, people take me too serious! And yet when I'm serious, they think I ... This outburst should not be taken so seriously. Life is what it is, I just didn't know. It really isn't the end of the world. It never will be the end of the world, for me. That already happened, my little happy heart will never be broken again, just because of a tv show.}
Strawberry fields, raspberry hair gel, a really yellow blazer, a little grease monkey, Vegemite/Devon sandwiches, that Cheerio uniform, a red robe with matching slippers, a little too much coffee, not enough chocolate, Oh how I love the number 61, under-ratings of my devotion, playing a game, losing someone, nearly losing someone, belief in forgiveness and I need oxygen & a paramedic: I totally adore Blaine Devon Anderson. He is my favourite Glee guy. This is a collection of Blaine pieces, poems and other inspirational work. Blaine, Blaine, Blaine, Blaine. I miss Night Bird and the assistance of Season 5 has me missing him so much more. {read, think, review.}
~ Night Bird to the Rescue ~
~ Please? ~
So where is my super hero when I really need him? This is a running commentary, and Night Bird was watching and listening from the sidelines. Him and Kurt were watching, but refused to participate due to being scared of this whirlwind of emotion.
This is all on line.
Me: Haven't seen any promos for this weeks ep, is there one? (insert two love hearts) (sits tapping foot FOR EVER, waiting for anyone on this wet and dry ball to reply.)
Someone: It won't be back on until Feb 25th- but it's moving to Tuesdays at 8. (at this point I lost my hearing altogether. It was like a really huge explosion happened. It was deafening!)
Me: Pardon, my heart just fell with my eyes and ears. Are we holding after ep 8? So ep 9 won't be until then. I'm in Australia, we're normally straight after the US on the dial. Whoa, can you repeat that for me please?
Someone Else: So the next episode 9 is Feb 25th or Feb 27th? (insert smiley face) (I now totally HATE smiley faces)
Me: No reply from Someone as yet. OMG Honestly CHRISTMAS IS CANCELLED! (insert sad face)
Me: Not happy Jan. But seriously, we were just getting warmed up. What are we gonna do?
Me: Private message sent, no reply yet.
Someone: Tuesday, Feb. 25th at 8 pm ...we'll just have to wait!
Me: No, no,no, no, no, noooooooooooooooo! Pulling my feathers out. Don't know how to breathe. Going to throw a 3year old temper tantrum! Oh Blainey help! Where is Sue? Sue to the rescue. Oh help, call the paramedics. (are you laughing with me, 'cause I'm only slightly melting down.) But like April Rhodes, Yes but No, but really, but OH someone helppppppp!.
Someone Else: OK, thank you for your answer! (insert smiley face) (I want to SMASH her smiley face, gross!)
Me: We click like, but I'm like NOTTTTT! I'm just pulling chains and really not looking forward to a date on Friday night, with my writers block. Darn!
~ Ugh! ~
Private messages to Someone:
Me: Stop smiling down the left of the camera? I'm not a nutter? Not really, just passionate. So ep 9 won't be for another two months? Is that what you're saying?
Someone: Sorry, JoBelle, your message went to my "other" box- article on this other site dot com with new song list for next two episodes.
Me: OH GODDDDD! I'm in tears of laughter, and hysterically freaking out. And the globe is going to stop, you know that right?
And there isn't enough fan fiction to get me through. And I don't have a publicist or agent to get my idea to Mr Wonderful and co. 'cause apparently that's what you need to even get him to open your envelope. Not that I have his address. I type fast by the way. Blah di blah, blah, blah some more. And now I have Friday night free, for a date with my writers block!
Someone: This other web site dot com is just one of those entertainment sites- search for Glee and it will give you a list of the songs coming up for the next 2 episodes
Me: Thanks Someone, I'll learn to navigate the site a little later. Need sedative of chocolate, coffee (without corvossier) and a big Klaine hug.
Someone: (Smiley face. ) (WHO THE HELL DO I CALL TO BREAK THOSE SMILEY FACES?)
Me: (Sad face, Winky face, Love heart.) And if I could stomp my 3 year old foot, I would. (Love heart) Ooh, dejavu!
~ Oh God, I can't hardly breathe! ~
Okay, so normally I see these long messages and I think, nutter get a padded room. (Insert Love heart) But today I join those who find Glee is their oxygen. I miss all the news casts, don't know why, I just do.
And now I'm all numb, from being hit with a reality check mallet. (Insert Love heart) Just found out Season 5 won't be on again until next year. February apparently. (Insert Love heart) There isn't going to be enough of anything for me to do until then. (Insert Love heart) Like seriously, I suppose I could figure out how to use the i-Tune music card I bought earlier this year. I could figure out how to use the web sites. I could probably do a tmblr 101 class, where do I sign up? (Insert Love heart)
My electricity usage will go down then, because the telly will be broken from not being used for that specific time every week. I'm all re-runned out of season 1 to 4. Like seriously, those days were great. But I nearly can recite them like the rosary beads.
And I'm the only Gleek within cooee of the state of where I live. Seriously, all the rest are hiding in their closets or have shot through overseas and are camped outside all the cast and crew, waiting for an autograph. I couldn't go 'cause I've not got the moula or the passport.
And I want to write so much more, and write this all better. (Insert Love heart) Oh Lord, deliver me a hunny for Christmas. One that I can pour my little Glee heart treacly Klaine mooshiness, Jarley love and other Glee passionate moments.
And that is where I become full of reality biting. It's just a show, but a really, really good one. (Insert Love heart)
I really hope all the cast and crew have a wonderful break. You guys have all deserved it. You've done a great job. Back to being yourselves. And, seriously, if you want any further inspiration, send me a message in my little message box and I'll feed you good stuff. (Insert Love heart)
And if you happen to come across Mr Ryan Murphy and his two other partners-in-crime for this great show, can you tell him I have a really great idea that I'd just like him to hear me out, please? (Insert Love heart)
Okay, enough. I'm ready for my sedative of chocolate, coffee (without corvossier) and cleaning up my house, garden and washing the cat. (Insert Love heart) I suppose I could always do the dishes, until February comes around... (Insert Love heart) Leaving now, everyone else have a great break too.
~ And the reality is ~
It is not just a show. It's my lifeline from a boring life (not really), with no one to hug (not really again). And, I'm all sooking, crying and slobber, runny nose and eyes are puffy. And…and…and… (Oh get over it already, talk about melodramatic! I enjoy a little of my own Fight Club, not that I can talk about it. Har di har.)
More kute author notes, from a kute little author: What the hell am I gonna do until then? (like I said earlier on, some people take me too seriously. except where it really matters. I'll be okay.)
Answers to questions in Ch 8 Demi Gods: 1st Q: New York City. 2nd Q: Will Schuester. 3rd Q: Kurt! 4th Q: Quinn.
