David's Soundtrack
A/N – Wow, two in one day! Aren't you guys lucky? This is another song by Declan Bennett. I would soooo love to see this song done in the show. The he sings it is incredibly sexy.
An Innocent Evening of Drinking
I had to find somewhere quiet to think.
Azimio's house was packed. We had just won the championship football game and everyone was insanely happy. After the game, Az had invited everyone back to his place – including all the glee kids. Hell, it was the whole zombie thing that had wound up getting us the win. And of course a victory party wasn't complete without alcohol. Yeah we were all underage, but Azimio's parents said we were okay as long as everyone spent the night.
I managed to wind my way through the crush of the deck and back into the warmth of the kitchen. The table was over laden with chips, pizza and empty soda and beer cans. Mumbling some excuse me's that I'm sure no one heard, I found myself at the top of a set of stairs leading to the basement. Since no loud music or ruckous laughter came from the dimly lit room below, I started unsteadily down the steps. Miraculously I made it, even with the beer can in my hand. The shadowy quiet of the basement was a welcome relief from the pounding noise of the main floor. Sighing I flopped down on the couch and realized I wasn't alone.
I turned my head to see Kurt Hummel gazing back at me with glassy eyes that I'm sure matched my own. I saw several empty wine cooler bottles on the floor next to the couch. He smiled at me and I blinked several times, sure it was some kind of alcohol fueled hallucination. What was he doing here? He went to that fancy private school now. I guessed he had tagged along with the other glee kids. I took another gulp of beer from the bottle I held and looked again. Kurt was still there but somehow seemed closer now.
He moved across the couch and placed his hands on either side of my face.
"It is you." He said in almost a whisper.
He was so close I could feel his breath on my face. Something in me wanted to bridge that small gap between us, but the tiny voice of reason in my addled mind knew I shouldn't be contemplating kissing the smaller boy. Instead I gazed into his blue eyes. It was strange to see an emotion other than fear in them. There seemed to be genuine caring behind the glassiness. But was that fueled by the alcohol, or was that Kurt's real feelings showing through?
I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as Kurt leaned in closer. Did I really want this? At this moment, it didn't matter what the rest of the world saw me is. Right now the boy moving closer was my entire existence. I felt his soft lips lightly brush against mine. I heard that little voice telling me that anything that happened could only end in regret, but I didn't care.
I kept waiting for Kurt to realize what he was doing and pull away. I didn't dare reach out to him after forcing him that day in the locker room. The way I was giving into him scared me, but I continued to let it happen. Again he brought our lips together, pressing his tongue against mine. I willingly parted my lips, allowing him to deepen the kiss. His hands moved from my face and I could feel his fingers weaving their way through my hair. I briefly thought about what would happen if anyone decided to come down to the basement, but the thought vanished when I felt Kurt's fingers trailing down my chest.
I gasp, breaking this kiss when I feel his hands on my belt. As he lowered my zipper, he leaned in to kiss me again. I felt his hand around me and moaned into his mouth. The voice of reason in my mind is putting up a valiant fight, but eventually the regret I know will arise in the morning gets lost in the lust and alcohol haze as I give in to Kurt.
End
A/N – Whew… kind of got lost in this one. Seriously the song is so hot. I can't find it on youtube or I'd post a link. Comments are love.
Lyrics
It has to be said I'm easily led
And there's no denying the rules have been read
You still have to touch I like it so much!
We could just stay awake drinking
We could just kiss? Shouldn't contemplate this
And we shouldn't stay awake drinking
There's lies in the air but its genuine care
Allowing your fingers to run through my hair
I hate what I am for fuck's sake. Damn!
My heart beat tries to be steady
Ready..?
On your marks get set, it'll end in regret
But regardless he knows that I'm ready
Don't leave it to me, I'll do something silly
I'm relying on you and your own dignity
Believe me I'm scared, this is crap but I'm scared
Somebody stop me I'm going
Knowing
If someone walks in will I blame it on him?
We're ready and we know where it's going
Where is the line? How do we define
When we can go no further and then stop when it's time
To put on our jeans cos it blatantly means
That we've gone too far and it feels stupid?
I did. You did!
My alibi's drink! I don't know but I think it'll help
Me forget I'm being stupid
I seem to choose tho I know what I'll lose
To loosen my belt and unfasten my shoes
Closing my eyes as my dignity dies
An innocent evening of drinking
Drinking. Drinking
Incredible lies led to sexual cries
We should never have stayed awake drinking
