Bella's POV
I quickly grabbed hold of the railing and held on for dear life as she tried to pull me down the stairs. She let go of my legs and unwound my fingers
This was my chance!
I moved from under her and bolted down the stairs. I still have no clue how I made it down them without falling flat on my face but I was thankful.
I tried to run to Carlisle's study to hide there until he or Esme came home, but Tanya caught me. What the hell was I thinking trying to out run a vampire?
She picked me up by waist and walked to towards the door. She was putting me out.
My back was towards her but I was still kicking and swinging and only hurting myself.
She threw me to the ground and I hit my head on the hard concrete. My vision was fading in and out, but I fought to keep consious. I propped myself up on my elbow and raised my hand to the back of my head. I felt something warm.
Blood...
She shut the door and left me there to bleed to death.
"I hate you! I hate all of you!" I screamed before the darkness took over me.
It was true. I did hate them, but not as much as I hated myself. I thought they would love me forever but each day that love was fading away. They didn't care enough to stop Tanya from hurting me. I had to move on. I wanted to move on. All I could do is pray that Carlisle or Esme would come home in time.
I felt someone grab my wrists and pull me away. I forced my eyes open but my vision was a blur. I saw a figure, but I couldn't make out who it was.
Esme? No, her hair is longer. Carlisle? Couldn't be. This person was pale, but had a larger nose...
These features were so familiar and as I begun to think about it all I realized who it was. I had to many nightmares about this person. My life was falling apart because of him. I needed to get away. I knew what he wanted to do. He wanted to hurt me again. Leave me bloodly, naked, and to die. I didn't feel at all surprised. I knew we would find me sooner or later.
I opened my mouth to scream, but nothing came out. He looked down at me and smiled.
"You're awake. Good. You'll enjoy this just as much as me." he said.
He pulled me to the side of the house and stripped me of my pants and underwear. It was happening again and there was nothing I could do about it. I closed my eyes, hoping to pass out before the pain started, but it had already begun.
I heard him moan my name and a few other words along with it but I didn't want to heard him nor feel him inside of me. Suddenly, his weight lifted off of me and I heard a scream. I peeked open my eyes, scared of what I'd find but he wasn't there.
Was this my chance to escape? I didn't waste another second to ponder this. I had to run. I turned over and got on all fours to get up. I realized my attempt was useless when I felt a sharp pain shoot thoughout my body. I screamed in agony and dropped to the ground. I couldn't move. Soon, he would be back for me.
Why did this happen again? How did he find me? How did Death know that if this were to happen again that I would kill myself? Was it a sign I shouldn't be alive?
I heard a booming voice ask "What happened?" The voice belonged to Emmett. Had Carlisle or Esme found me? Then that means one of them saw what just happened to me. I was both, greatful and ashamed.
Greatful that they got me away from that horrible person and ashamed they had to see what he was doing to me. I felt a cold liquid slash on my face and a small cold hand softly hit my cheek. Then I heard the last voice I thought would ever soothe me.
Alice...
