Hey Guys i'm so sorry this took so long! so here's an extra long chapter to make up for it! I had a terrible case of writers block but now i'm back in business! I can't guarantee i'll update soon but i haven't given up on this!


I woke up before everyone else. I slid out of between the twins and watched as they immediately clung to each other now that I was gone. With a soft chuckle I went into the kitchen.

'I think I'll make pancakes.'

I started making the batter. Once that was done I put a bag of chocolate chips on the counter along with cool whip, a container of strawberries and a container blueberries.

I made I made 14 normal pancakes and two chocolate chip ones just for Honey. I set put two pancakes on each plate and set them around my table. I then put cups at every spot. I put apple and orange juice on the table along with the cool whip, syrup and berries then I went back into the Living room and took a deep breath.

"BREACKFAST IS READY SO GET YOUR LAZY BUTTS INTO THE DINING ROOM!"

I got death glares from Kyouya and Honey.

"Don't give me those looks. Honey I made you special chocolate chip pancakes and Kyouya I put your glasses on the stand so you wouldn't break them. Now get your butts in there and eat!"

Everyone shuffled in and I sat down between the twins.

"Did you really make all of this for us," asked Tamaki his eyes wide.

"Yeah. It's only Pancakes and they're probably not what you're used to but it's what you get."

Everyone began eating and silence fell across the table that was until Honey spoke up.

"Um Alexy I was wondering. Who is Alex exactly? And how can you jump out windows and stuff without getting hurt," he asked innocently but everyone tensed. I smiled warmly at him and set me fork down and placed my hands in my lap. They obviously came by last night to make sure I was ok and out of every person I had ever known they cared the most. I knew I could trust them.

"Well it started when I was little…"

~FLASHBACK~

"Um miss we have something to tell you. It's about the twins your carrying," said a doctor as he looked at the pregnant woman.

"What is something wrong," she said her voice filling with alarm.

"In a way, you see- for some reason the girl absorbed her brother."

"Wh-what?"

"It's like they merged together. His body just melted into hers."

"So what does that mean?!"

"Well you will only have a daughter not twins."

"How did this happen?"

"We have no idea. It's never happened before."

A week later the woman gave birth to a healthy daughter. She named the girl Alexy. The son would have been named Alex. But though she didn't get a son she loved her daughter and didn't blame her for the vanishing of her twin. Everything for a time was peaceful.

When Alexy learned to talk her parents often found her sitting in a chair and staring of into space. But what worried them was that Alexy would talk like she was having a conversation with someone. At first she thought it was an imaginary friend but then she asked her daughter who she was talking to.

"I'm talking to Alex," the crimson eyed child replied.

"And who is Alex sweetie," questioned the mother.

"You know Alex. He's my twin brother," the girl innocently replied.

She froze. Her daughter was only four and had never been told she had a twin. The woman ran and got her husband.

"Did you tell Alexy she had a twin," the woman questioned.

"No. We said we weren't," the confused man replied.

The woman grabbed him and led him to Alexy's room.

"Hey Alexy, why don't you tell daddy who you were talking to."

"Oh so our little girl has an imaginary friend," the father asked as her ruffled his daughters hair.

"He's not imaginary daddy. His name is Alex and he's my twin brother. He said the doctor gave something to mommy before we were born. He said it did something to him and me. That's why you can't see him," Said Alexy with a smile.

Her father stared.

"Hey Baby girl is there any way we can talk to Alex," asked the mother gently.

"MmmHmm."

"Can we," said the mother

The girl nodded and closed her eyes. They watched as their daughters bones made sickening crunches as they shifted into the form of a four year old boy. When it all stopped their daughter opened her eyes. But these red eyes didn't hold the spirit of their daughter.

"Alex," questioned the mother why her husband stared in disbelief.

"Hey mama."

"How are you here? I though your sister absorbed you," shouted the mother as she hugged Alex.

"The doctor tested a drug on you. It was supposed to make me superhuman, or at least that's what he said. It caused me to split into what would have been an identical twin boys but it messes that up and shifted the twin into a girl. With the constant doses sissy was getting weak. I didn't want anything to happen to her so I did the only thing I could. I attached myself to her. Then sissy got better."

"Alex how do you know this? How did you know what to do and why help her," Asked the father as he laid a hand on his sons head.

"The drug did different things to me and sissy. It made me able to use the full capacity of my brain and enhanced my creative ability. In a way I was made to be a strategist. Because of this I knew how to save sissy and what was going on. I tapped in to mommy's senses and I heard the doctor mumbling about this drug. Mommy was asleep so she didn't hear. And I protected sissy because that's what any older brother would do. I was the original child so I consider myself the older one at least."

"Ok and one more question what did the drug do to Alexy," questioned the mother.

"The drug made Alexy invincible. All her wounds will heal in seconds, even the big ones. You can put a bullet through her brain and she will still live. She was made to be a weapon of sorts. Her lifespan is a little more than double a normal persons. That's another reason I merged with Alexy. If she merged with me I wouldn't survive changing from me to her because our minds would mix not physical abilities. Because I merged with Alexy so she gets my mind capacity!"

Both parents had tears in their eyes as they hugged their son.

"Well I have to go now. Bye mommy, bye daddy!"

Before the parents could say anything they felt their child's bones changing. They let go and watched as their daughter took shape again.

~FLASHBACK END~

"Wow so you're like a super hero," exclaimed Honey and the rest of the hosts nodded.

"Not really. I'm just an experiment that worked."

"Well I'm glad it did because if not we never would have met you," exclaimed Tamaki and once again everyone nodded and smiled.

"Oh I have one more question! But you have to promise you'll answer it," said honey as he gazed at me.

"Sure sweetie what is it?"

"What happened to your parents?"

I froze. I wasn't expecting that. Everyone was stiffened again. I stood and walked towards the door.

"Follow me," I muttered and the host followed silently. I stood at the door to my private study and took a deep breath.

"You can't touch or even pay attention to anything but what I show you. You don't ask or say anything about the stuff you see but I don't talk about. Got it?"

Everyone nodded and I opened the door. They all walked in and glanced around. I looked at the start of my photos and pointed.

"This is my mom and dad. They took this a year before I was born," I said as the hosts looked at the picture, "this is of me as a baby with them."

I repeated telling them about all of the photos until I came to a section I had covered with a white cloth.

"These are the pictures of what the police found when they arrived at my house they day they died," I said as I removed the cloth and heard the hosts gasp.

The first picture was of a wall that had, "I've been a bad girl," written in blood. The next was a picture of my parent's body's. They're stomachs had been ripped open and the contents lay around them. The last was a picture a seven year old me. I wore a light blue dress that was drenched in blood. My hands were covered in blood and it dripped to the ground. I had a psychotic grin and my red eyes seemed to glow.

"I killed them. I didn't mean to. That day I had been playing in the yard when a black van rolled up. They grabbed me and instinctively I turned to Alex. They injected me with something and said they would be back soon. The drug clashed with the one I had been given in the womb and I was in immense pain. I thrashed around and my parents only tried to help but I killed them. Later that day those men in the van showed up and said they would foster me. They tied me to a metal table and did more of their experiments to enhance me even more. But one day I got lose and ran. I've been on the run around America sense I was nine. Getting into Ouran was one of the only good things that ever happened to me. Now you have to promise me that no matter how terrible I ever end up looking you don't put me in a hospital cause every type of medicine will send me back into that bloody frenzy and they will take me back," I said as I slid to the floor tears silently falling down my face.

Both of the twins sat next to me and Hikaru put his arm around my shoulder while Kaoru put his arm around my waist. Tamaki and Kyouya put the cloth back over the pictures. Mori was comforting the crying Honey While Haruhi launched herself at Tamaki and cried into his shirt while Renge did the same but with Kyouya. We stayed like that for a long time and eventually I cried myself asleep clinging to the twins like they were my last link to sanity.

'Hey Alexy you should get up now'

'I don't wanna. I'm warm and exhausted.'

'Please? You need to get up. Everyone is worried.'

'No.'

With that I drifted back into sleep only to find myself in a nightmare. I was reliving the night of my parents death. At the end of the nightmare I jolted awake screaming. Suddenly a door burst open and the hosts ran in. Once I saw them I started to calm and I ran a hand through my hair.

"Are you ok," asked Honey as he walked up to me.

I wrapped my arms around him and put my head on his shoulder.

"I'm fine kiddo," I said and smiled. I stood and realized I was still in my clothes from yesterday and had at some point been brought to my room.

"So what time is it?"

"About 1pm," replied Haru.

"Wait we all missed school didn't we," I asked as I looked at my Calendar which told me it was Thursday.

"Don't worry about it I excused all of us on the terms of a host club meeting," said Kyouya pushing up his glasses.

"Thanks," I said and then started out of the room the hosts following me.

"So do you guys want lunch? Then no offense you should go home. You've been here a long time and we have school tomorrow," I said and the all agreed.

I went to the kitchen and made some sandwiches and we ate with light chatting and laughing. Before they left I put cupcakes in containers and handed each some. The smile and thanked me. Well everyone but Tamaki who instead went on about how his daughter was so generous and so on.

'You ok?'

'Yeah I'm just a little tired. I haven't told anyone about what happened and it feels good to get it off my chest.'

'Well why don't you get to sleep?'

'Yeah I'll do that.'

I walked past my room and went into Alex's. The nightmare and the events earlier made me shaky and I wanted any comfort I can get. It might sound odd but just being in my brother's room and hearing him talk softly in my head made me calm down. I drifted off once more.

Everything was back to normal. A few weeks past and the group of people that came to see me kept growing and growing. I was walking from the school when someone grabbed me and I was tossed over a shoulder. I tensed waiting for a chance to run.

"Target captured," said a cheerful voice that I immediately recognized as Honeys. Hearing that I relaxed. I was shoved into a limo and saw Haruhi giving me a small smile.

"Hey guys," I said sweetly tilting my head ever so slightly.

"yes," they all answered.

"If you ever do that again I will rip off you testicles and cram them down your throats ok," I asked my voice overly sweet.

All the boys paled and crossed their legs while muttering a, "yes ma'am."

'A little harsh huh?'

'hey at least I warned them.'

I turned my gaze towards the window to watch the buildings whirl by. I heard a small yawn saw honey who sat across from me looked like he could barely stay awake. I leaned forward and plucked him from his seat and placed him on my lap. He gave a half asleep smile before closing his eyes and snuggling into my chest.

'Had he been anyone else I would have yelled pervert.'

'That kid has you wrapped around his finger.'

'Aww but he's too cute to resist!

"You like kids don't you Alexy," Haruhi asked.

"Yeah I do. Kids and animals are my weakness! But don't tell anyone it's my secret," I replied with a wink.

I chatted with the hosts for the rest of the ride. Once the car stopped I was pushed into a building then into a dressing room by the twins with Haru following right after. We both looked at the room that was filled with bathing suits.

"Just where are we," Haru muttered.

"Hello Haruhi, Alexy. Where here to help you pick out a swimsuit," they said with an evil glint in their eyes. I scanned over all the swimsuits when one caught my attention. It was a bikini. The black bottom was one of the ones that looks like a small skirt and the top was black as well but holding the two parts of the front together was what resembled a corset with red stings.

"Can I where that one," I asked pointing and the two girls nodded before going back to trying to get Haru in one. I stripped and put it on before looking in the mirror. The bottom was perfect for a slight bit of elegance while the top showed off a lot of my chest because the red strings of the corset piece didn't hide much. I spun in a circle and grinned. Turning to Haruhi I saw her in a cute but plain one piece pink swimsuit.

"Aww Haru you look so cute," I exclaimed as I hugged her.

"Thanks. I'm not used to this kind of stuff," she said shyly then she caught what I was wearing and her eyes widened, "wow that suits you!"

"Thanks," I replied and with a flick of my wrist I had a pink flower that I tucked into her hair, "perfect now let's go knock them dead."

We walked out and the host's jaws dropped. Haruhi shifted nervously as we both looked over at the group. Then I got an idea. I bent over putting a hand on my knee and blew them a kiss showing of my swimsuit. They seemed to freeze into icicles and Haruhi and I laughed as we looked around. It looked like the waterparks I once went to in America. I took Haruhi's hand and lead her towards the water. Sitting on the edge we let our feet rest in the warm liquid. That's when I felt two pairs of hands push me from behind. I tumbled into the water. Popping my head up glared at the laughing twins. I grabbed their legs and pulled them in. the splashed around as they reached the surface and I laughed. I hopped out of the water only to have honey through him at me. I caught him and he nuzzled into my chest.

'I'm starting to think this kid knows what he's doing….'

'he is a high school guy. He's smart he just looks small.'

Setting honey down I wandered over to Kyouya.

"So what is this place?"

"It's a resort my family owns. It is themed as an island paradise, animals and all. You guys are here to test it out."

"Huh. Well I'm going to wander a bit. You know you should go hang out with everyone. Keeping everyone at a distance now seems like a good idea but later you'll hate it. Take it from someone who knows. Later," I called as I padded away not seeing the look of shock that passed over his face.

I was on my way back to Haruhi when honey appeared.

"Hey will you go swimming with me?"

"Of course. Race you there," I yelled as I started running. I reached the pool and dove in and honey soon followed. I splashed him kicking off a splash fight while watching the twins and Tamaki's water gun fight out of the corner of my eye. That was when Tamaki hit a totem pole. The next thing I saw was Mori running toward honey and I and a giant wave hitting.