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Chapter 9.
APOV (Ash)
She doesn't want me, she doesn't love me, she doesn't care for me like I do for her.
Her thoughts after that magical moment where enough to turn me against her. I love her but she doubts us! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THAT!
"STOP BEING SUCH AN IMMATURE CHILD ABOUT THIS... YOU LOVE HER... YOU REALLY WANT HER TO BE GONE FROM THIS EARTH FOREVER! ASH I SWEAR IF YOU DON'T HELP I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND MAKE SURE I STAKE YOU MYSELF..."
OW! my head barely secured to my body after the mental onslaught by Kestrel. Trying to recover I didn't know what too say to her, of course I love her that is why I've walked away again, its her who doesn't love me, she didn't want the transformation yet I still did it! So I'm making sure I'm not around when she wakes.
"She loves you and I know you love her but if you don't help she will die and be gone forever, you chose to do this please we need you... more importantly your solemate needs you!"
I know Kest is right Mare needs me as much as I need her right now she needs help through this then she can kill me when she is a member of the walking dead! And I know she will try her damned best to kill me, she never wanted this! I wanted this as soon as I accepted I loved her, I wanted to be with her for an eternity and more importantly I wanted her to be one of us so she could be at one with the night as she so desperately wanted when she watched the stars! (No matter how much she tried to hide her beautiful mind, I found different accesses through her mind that she would never be able to find!)
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!" I could feel Kestrel's mental abilities slipping. I don't know what I done but when I tried to transform Mare I thought about my sister and apparently now I can feel Kestrel's pain and Mare's all at the same time. Well if you haven't got a problem with one girl you have a problem with two!
I started to think about my time without Mare in my life before and when I went away! The daybreakers have even realised that I need her more than I let on, she's everything to me.
"Ash, some-thing's wrong with Mare and Kestrel. Kest is passed out and Mare wont wake up!"
Jade, always the little sweetheart, always worried about everyone else.
"They need you here, please come home, we all need you here! Please!"
I could hear the pain in her mental voice, could just imagine her little face with tears streaking her cheeks as mark put a comforting arm round her waist... I tried to shake the image that actually came to mind, instead of Jade and Mark it was me and Mare, my arms snaked around her waist whilst watching the stars and her eyes so full of love and wonder and fascination. I need to be with her, my heart ached at the thought of not being there.
With that I jumped up and ran to the house... I will be there for her... she can kill me later, I'll even hand her the stake to do it!
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