I am sorry I could have write soon but my exam were going on and secondly on the page I was writing got corrupted and whole of the matter got deleted so you had to wait an extra week.

So let's have an important announcement, I'm thinking of changing my plotline- there won't be much difference, this story will be a tragedy one, as it was depicted. But as my reviewers want I won't be creating Sakura bold and strong she will be broken angel but I am planning its sequel-Fire eagle where Sakura from the helpless angel will be the fire princess and will kick Sasuke's ass….

Oh-La-La, I am concentrating on my grammar and writing-skills for least complaints, so hope I succeed.

Wish me the luck

Chapter 9

Broken

"She is useless" Sasuke murmured under his breath as he looks in the dusty sky facing boldly the summer sun of Suna. Then he closed his eyes hiding away from the past events knowing it was whole it's fault but when does the great uchiha has learn to accept and confess.

'She is impossible, she is just a thorn in my way, I shouldn't have ever accepted to Madara of using her then it won't ever have happened. Sakura…. Sakura, why you have to be like this, so sensitive you have been the way I always want you to be- soul-less, broken one which is afraid of me and leave me alone, and don't let me again in the night I left konha. I fulfilled my aim but you are you are still just a thorn, and know even worse… and making me even worse. And with you being UCHIHA BEARER has devastated everything.'

He opened his eyes to face again the effect of his devil-ness and to live with his own mistake but he doesn't know why this was bringing him near her and this time he didn't have any complaints or he can't have.. In the burn of mistakes there was a cool blow of confront breeze. Flower has started to blossom in the heart of barren.

It was vane and that tampering Sasuke the most. He moves back to left. He look above to see an ocean's beauty in the desert; her silky long hair float in the winds of Suna; a smiling eyes fresh from the petals of rose blossoming at him and a beautiful smile which seems to engage him in a new world, out of blood.

"Amisha"

She just smiled a sarcastic replay to Sasuke.

"Let's go"

She nodded and followed Sasuke.

Amisha knew the whole story and in what dilemma Sasuke is. The whole time Amisha was watching at his face and making possible judgment of his mind. Sasuke was knew Amisha well and he got it well she is just trying to help, it was her nature, it is really ironic Sakura never able to see Amisha was a better human.

Sasuke stopped seeing they were at the destination. Cool breeze from oasis was making the surrounding beautiful. Huge trees of date palm make a blanket type area around the small oasis, stopping out hot uncomfortable breeze. Little creature like scorpions and snakes, lizards were there to get down their thirst.

Sasuke found a rock near the cool oasis. And loose down his robe from the neck, baring it out for acupuncture. Amisha knew acupuncture very well, she was the expert, she brings her pack of needle and silently engraves one of the needles in his neck, then pinching it to control chakra's flow. Acupuncture is usually used to treat patient but right now Amisha is using it to relax down Sasuke from what happen in past days.

Sasuke sigh down and closed his eyes to get away from his sins, from himself but he has started it all this and thus was driven there itself. And he got up again with all the past happening and it flowed in front of him.

(A/N so it's very clears the whole SasuSaku and pregnancy drama I will be showing in Sasuke POV as it is thoughts we are disturbing.)

Past forward

Scene 1

I walked from the dark passage to my room. My today's training was over and was good and healthy. Sakura's chakra and medics is being a lot help to me but for now certainly my mind still roaming to what happen yesterday. I haven't seen Sakura from then. From yesterday she haven't crossed my path but it s sure she will be still sobbing in her room. I can still feel her aura, it's strong and I am used to it.

I walked silently to my room. My shadow forms its appearance on the door. I pressed the lock and turned it open. In this summer metals are hot to touch. Light entered the dark revealing my neat empty room. My shadow shifts to the floor of my room, I gazed up to see nothing, my room was empty, my eyes were not on anything particular but my vision was scatter, scattered everywhere. I was still on the entrance, I don't but somewhere back of my head I felt something was incomplete like some of my work was left, like I want to see something and I knew very well this something, someone was- SAKURA.

I turned off the path of life and let my feet to her room. Somewhere I want to know how was she. But on contrary part I was afraid to see love in her eyes while she as a whole pretend to hate. Whatever I do she'll never fail to come up and love me.

I was in front of her door, it was silent, I closed my eyes to feel her strong aura, I want to search her mind but right now it was the most fearful idea one could ever strike.

I let down a sigh and turned on the lock and press it open to reveal Sakura at the window. Everything from last night was same, her torn cloths scattered near the bed on the floor, bed sheet hanging half on bed and half on floor. My eyes again shifted to her, she was nude, held her knees close to her and her face dumped knees hiding all her vitals. She was held in her grief so much that she didn't even judge my presence. I cramped y feet hard on the floor to make as much noise I can make so to gain her attention.

I took the bed sheet from the bed and then move to her, she still didn't admire my presence. I get to my knees and cover her all round with the sheet. She felt something abnormal, she looked above to me. Her emerald eyes were filled with tears which flowed down her cheeks, her hairs which usually were combed, organized, straight right now flapped in all direction, mixed with each other disordered. Her lips were cut like she was biting them she usually do that when she is afraid. Her emeralds were so deep in mine dark orbs like searching my reaches for something, but suddenly her expression change, I was trying to understand while I felt pressure on my guts and I was forced back and she too even let her steps back. I didn't see that coming sometimes it felt so good to be so careless.

Her grip over the sheet get tightens up. She looked back at me showing anger but I know other than anyone that it was her best way to hide her love which she thinks or I make her believe is biggest weakness.

Then I saw the tint of anger in her nervousness

"Stay away,"

I didn't say a word because that wasn't required, what I want I had got it, I seen her broken, the way I wanted, how much she hide but her uncomfortable- ness was the fine proof for me.

Scene 2

I was coming back from training. Silently in the dark corridor taking my steps towards my room; today's training was excellent Sakura's chakra as well as medical skills were the great advantage to me and on above her attitude of staying away, this was working well.

Upright from my thoughts I heard some footsteps from the floor below and I identify them well, 3 years gave me good time to get use to her. Her footsteps were closer to the stairs. I stopped, it's been five days I didn't see her; she isn't intervening nor crossing my way. It's a hard time now to check this new Sakura. I turned and decided to move through stairs.

I took 2 steps down and she revealed herself there, she looks at me once but broke the eye contact. My face was as cold as before masking out all my emotions of guilt. She was in black, she always look good in black; Black glows out her fair skin making her even beautiful.

1, 2, 3, steps she took and 3, 4, 5 steps I. There was the difference of 2 stairs between us. She stopped her steps and I took mine. She let her eyes fall and before I can reach to her level she sided herself, to the wall giving me the way to pass but I stopped and turned to her. There was a good distance of 5-6 steps between us but still she looked uncomfortable, she waited for me to go but I didn't I was there gazing her continuously, she was very nervous under my eyes.

I wanted to say, but before my lips can form words she ran upstairs, without any other glance.

She is changed, just a girl I want her to be, excellent but once this news got up to naruto he will be against me to his limit but….. She is different, different from any other girl she met let her be Ino, Karin any other fan girl she is innocent, other were just attracted to his physical nature but she doesn't like me, she loves me; others were sluts who'll do anything to come near me but she don' wants me, she wants me to live like any other normal being…. She is different from all that's the only reason why I am feeling guilt.

Scene 3

Scrolls, cloths, brush, soap, dry food, kunai, kusangi, shuriken check. I cluster up all my utilities for my mission in oldest debris of Lava Village. Actually these debris and nearby small villages of Lava on outskirts were first part of Suna but lately a peace treaty was signed between these 2 land to stop the war between them.

We got the first scrolls from the primitive village of Suna I have gone through it; it describing the potentials of Jeremejevite and about second scroll. We'll get the current location and condition of Jeremejevite in the second scroll which has now been in old debris of Lava. Now life stone is just 2-3 months away from us and that remain the life span of Sakura.

My work was almost done I was just imparking them in my bag from the bed, then I heard some footsteps from the corridor coming to my room and that was obvious it was of Sakura, and it won't take her long to reach my entrance. She stood there watching me pack the bag like she was searching for words. I gave her time to speak and kept packing my bag.

"Sasuke…." Sakura voice was low and polite like want to ask something want to say something- hard.

"What you want"

"Umm…. Sas-Uke… I … I … umm…. Want to …. Ta-Talk … t-to you, I want to talk to you"

She was stuttering much more then of hinata, I knew she started fearing me, keep me away from her but stuttering it was new, interesting, she has something important, something which is making her hollow.

I look her up in confusion, asking for permission to speak was not much of her style; she is changed but this much… I doubt….

"Speak" as I zip out my bag and pick it up on my left shoulder to leave.

"I… I …. Ummm"

"I don't have time" saying I let my feet towards the entrance. I was just going to pass her as she spoke.

"I am pregnant"

I was wreck out, I look at her. She look at me back, her eyes were full of fear, fear of the future, and fear for the child.

She waited for me to speak but at that time, that moment I have nothing to say, I was myself abacked by her words. Then she continues, keeping one of her hand on her stomach.

"Sasuke, I am keeping him and… so"

"Wait, wait, wait I know what you are driving at, don't even think because this child is an uchiha, it will lead to any better, if I ever wanted an uchiha for my clan to grow I would have used any whore. So I really don't care of you or this child"

She was totally astonished with my comments. I can feel her shivering; she is like a pink rose soft and sensitive, I know she can't bare this and when she can't withstand this she fall to her knees on my entrance. I stood there watching her, her pink locks had covered her face blocking my eyes to her; I cannot hear her sobs but can see droplets on the floor. I was actually feeling pity for her and guilty for me but when this does uchiha has learned to show emotions. I sigh and decided to leave; I turned and before I started for my 1 week mission.

"Till I come back, I want this MESS to be sorted out"

And I let my feet distancing my way from her.

"I am pregnant"

"I am pregnant"

"I am pregnant"

"I am pregnant"

"I am pregnant"

"I am pregnant"

"I am pregnant"

Her voice was echoing in my ear. My steps were low and slow, I myself was wreck out. I can't believe, it's devastating, I know what it will lead to, Sakura…..; It's my mistake, I shouldn't have force myself on her, she was always innocent, and more then that she can't handle it, more than her I can't handle it. She was already broken and this will shatter her up-forever and when I'll be back I know I'll face a different Sakura… It's bad, it's too bad.

I look above to see Amisha, standing there with a pleasant smile. Amisha was here to check on Sakura when I was away.

"Amisha I need to talk" Sasuke voice was cold and serious and that was now tensing the environment.

Scene 4

It had been 2 days I am back from my mission. Our mission got successful, I was going through the scroll but my mind was flickering to Sakura, Amisha informed me she has got quite and silent, she never came out from her room, just sat near the window, with one hand on her stomach and second hand is usually to remove her own tear, she was worried that she can't withstand her own life and might try TO QUIT.

I sigh and kept down the scroll because I know it was useless to concentrate. I get down the bed to my feet and moved to the window and opened it, the sky was silent, even the breeze was gentle, sand was quite and I can see the moon bright with thousands of pearl in the clear cloudless sky.

Everything was silent and peaceful but I wasn't feeling good there was an inner sensation which is taunting me from 1week and 2 days but there iss some more, something is eating me from inside, something is there not good, is it a type of warning or what?

I took a deep breath and move towards the side table for water. I took on the bottle and when I forward my hand towards the water-glass, an electric impulse ran down my spine, an immediately my right hand started bleeding. Only a single word came to my mind- SAKURA and without other thought I ran to her room.

Bashing the door, I saw Sakura sitting near the window, which was going to cut her left hand-nerves with the glass piece and she was holding that glass piece so tightly that her right palm was bleeding.

Without another thought or waiting my mind to react I ran to her and seize out that glass piece from her hand and slap her hard that she got imbalance and got banged with the bed.

I take a deep breath and relaxed myself. My gaze again felt on her she was sobbing, her tear felt down her cheeks to her knees, I rotate my head to see the glass-piece was shattered everywhere with drops of blood, With my clear observation I noticed that those glass pieces were of water-glass.

It's all getting complicated; I need to do something before it get even worse.

For now it was useless to get hard with her, it will make situation only complex.

I get to her and take her hand politely, she looked above in surprise, I can see tear in her eyes, she tried to take her hand back but my grip was strong. I Exhale chakra in my palm and wrap it on her palm to heal her.

She was uncomfortable, that was written on her face, and I didn't take much time and as my work was done I lose down the grip little bit and she didn't even take second to seize her hand back which she kept it on her womb.

"I told you, not to touch me" It was for scaring or warning me but it was insane, her voice was low polite and herself scared.

"Don't ever try it again" I simply answered in serious and cold voice.

"I am not a puppet, what you'll say I'll do, I have my own life and have right for my own decision, and it's my wish if I want to live or to die….. It has to take nothing from you"

"Your wish but at least stop pretending that you care for your unborn child, because if you would, you won't try to kill- Him"

And I felt her melting, she was losing down, I hit the spot but I didn't still achieve it, I left her there who was continuously gazing me in fear, pain, and in love.

Past forward End

Normal- POV

Sasuke opened his eyes to hear soft whistling sound, he look left to see Amisha sitting on another stone and using a leaf and blow under his epidermis to play a beautiful sound.

Sasuke hear her whistle and try to remember a song –Tanha Dil (Lonely heart) which much was going with the tunes.

HINDI VERSION ENGLISH VERSION

Aankhon mein sapne liye With the dreams in eyes
Ghar se hum chal to diye we have move out from our homes
Jaane yeh raahein ab le jaayengi kahan don't know where these paths will take us know
Mitti ki khushboo aaye comes the smell of my land
Palkon pe aansu laaye brings the tear in the eyes
Palkon pe reh jaayega yaadon ke jahan in eyes there will be just memories
Manzil nayi hai anjaana hai kaarvaan aim is new, new is the path
Chalna akele hai yahan I had to move alone here
Tanha dil, tanha safar Lonely heart, lonely way
Dhoonde tujhe phir kyoon nazar Then know why these eyes want to find you
Tanha dil lonely heart
Dilkash nazaarein dekhe we have seen beautiful scene.
Jhilmil sitaarein dekhe twinkling stars have seen
Aankhon mein phir bhi tera chehra hai jawaan but still tour face is young in my eyes
Kitni barsaatein aayi, Kitni saugaatein laaye un-limitless rain came, brought un-limitless memories
Kaanon mein phir bhi goonje teri hi sada but still your voice rang in my ears
Maane kiye the apna hoga aashiyaan but because I promise you the world
Vaadon ka jaane hoga kya so the promise had to go, for you
Tanha dil, tanha safar Lonely heart, lonely way
Dhoonde tujhe phir kyoon nazar Then know why these eyes want to find you

Tanha dil Lonely heart
Tanha dil Lonely heart

Aankhon mein sapne liye with the dreams in eyes
Ghar se hum chal to diye we have move out from our homes
Jaane yeh raahein ab le jaayengi kahan don't know where these paths will take us now
Mitti ki khushboo aaye comes the smell of my land
Palkon pe aansu laaye brings the tear in the eyes
Palkon pe reh jaayega yaadon ke jahan in eyes there will be just memories
Manzil nayi hai anjaana hai kaarvaan aim is new, new is the path
Chalna akele hai yahan I had to move alone here
Tanha dil, tanha safar Lonely heart, lonely way
Dhoonde tujhe phir kyoon nazar Then know why these eyes want to find you
Tanha dil, tanha dil, tanha dil Lonely heart, Lonely heart
Tanha dil, tanha dil Lonely heart, Lonely heart

A cluster of memories with Sakura fluttered his mind, and it was making him even damper, he knew well- what he was feeling, for Sakura, for himself. Till now he never learned to show feeling or to express what he think but now he want someone to tell, someone to whom he can confess and the best he can get is the blue eye girl who was sitting near to him and whistling a beautiful sound to relax him.

Amisha's whole concentration was on Sasuke and it was very clear nor acupuncture neither this sound is relaxing him down, he wants someone to talk so she stop whistling and let that leaf float in oasis and moved to him. Sasuke looked above from his thoughts to see Amisha politely smiling at him.

"Sit" Sasuke ask her politely.

She makes herself comfortable on the stone adjacent to him and took his hand in hers and wrote-

"W-H-A-T-S—U-P"

"You know. Sakura, she decided to keep HIM" his voice was silent and serious."

"U—A-L-W-Y-S—W-A-N-T—T-O —R-E-B-U-I-L-D—U-R—C-L-A-N"

"Right now I have some more plans, like ending konha, its citizens forever, punishing for what they did to itachi, what they build his destiny, now I will change there."

"T-H-E-N—W-H-A-T-S –T-H-E—P-R-O-B-L-E-M"

Sasuke didn't say anything, just watch at the ground,

"I want to confess, I don't know why I am developing feeling for her, her new attitude is straining me, and I am feeling guilty…."

And he got silent, when Sasuke is with Amisha, he is someone else, because she is someone who doesn't suggest him, nor she speak, she just listen to me and smile like giving him way or strengthening him.

And there she repeats she looks up at him and stretch her lips to pass a smile and sweet dimple form their place in her cheeks.

She took his hand in hers and draws something which was soothing the situation and was proving the reasons of her presence-

But Sasuke was still silent, other than his confession there was something more in his mind, troubling him, he was far more foresighted then anyone can think, and he was able to see where it could let, and he had to do something, he was flowing, and he knew he can't afford it but don't know why, this time he want to leave him loose and flow with the wind.

….

Pinkette was quite, sitting next to the window gazing the night sky, with one of her hand on her stomach.

'I don't know, what to do, how to save you, I don't know why, the bond I have formed with you in these days is why so strong than any other bond, I don't know is it strengthening me or weakening me more, I know it will harsh for you and even the harsher is your destiny, I don't know anyone will accept you or not but I am here, for you, always…" as she start singing a melody for the little life in her womb.

(A/N : a song by Sakura for her unborn baby)

"My precious one, my tiny one, lay down your pretty head.
My dearest one my sleepy one, it's time to go to bed

my precious one my darling one don't let your lashes weep.
My cherished one my weary one it's time to go to sleep.

Just lay your head and give your cares to me.
Just close your eyes and fall into the sweetest dream,
cause in my loving arms
you're safe as you will ever be so hush my dear and sleep.

And in your dreams you'll ride on angels' wings.
Dance with the stars and touch the face of God...
and if you should awake
I'll send you back to sleep.

My precious one, my tiny one, Ill kiss your little cheek
And underneath the smiling moon Ill sing you back to sleep"

Then she smiled and looked up at the smiling crescent moon breathing in the fresh air, for a new start for a new being, for a new birth, for a new destiny.

And then she promised "I'll be there for you… always, forever…

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