Disclaimer : HP not mine, it's J.K. Rowling's.

Warning : It's still yaoi with a heavy sex scene. Don't like yaoi or heavy MXM sex scene, don't read it. And this story still haven't been beta – ed. So, I'm so sorry if there's so many grammar and spelling error. ^_^;

Chapter 8

A peaceful night enveloping the entire Hogwards at Christmas Eve. Everybody has been retired to their own warm bed, sleeping tightly in excitement as they waiting for tomorrow to come, waiting for Christmas day to be celebrate. Everybody except the golden boy, Harry Potter.

Harry roll to the right and left on his bed, too anxious to sleep. His heart beating fast as he waiting for tomorrow to come, especially for the Christmas night. He's impatient to meet his lover again, to pass this special occasion together for the first time. Harry open his eyes, staring at the cream ceiling on his dormitory, his lips never lose his smile as he imagine the possibility of tomorrow evening he will pass with Severus. What he wish to do with him, how his reaction for his Christmas present.

Harry inhale deeply before he shut his eyes one more time, trying to will himself to sleep. Storing his energy for tomorrow activity. When he finally dozed off, Harry heard a wise and soft voice echoing in his ears, lulling him to the dream world with its meaning.

'Take care of him, son. Cherish him and be patience with him, soon you will earn your effort. Love him with all you have and protect him, son, he deserved it like you do. Be brave my son for the future won't be kind on you.. to both of you..'

When morning come, Harry wake up in his usual time. He smiles goofily as he stretched his body lazily. He yawn widely before he blink his eyes sleepily. He take his glasses from the bedside as he padded to his usual spot, waiting for the first ray to come one more time. A sign of a new day to come, waiting for every creature to pass it with joy.

'Finally, it's Christmas. I can't wait till evening. I can't wait to meet him again, to hug him, kiss him and make love with him. I can't wait to put the earrings on his beautiful earlobes.' Harry thought as he smile softly. He sighs as the sun begin to rise before he remember about the voice he heard last night.

'Whose talked to me last night?' Harry frown deeply as he think hard about his last night experienced. 'Did he talk about Severus?' Harry's frown ceased slightly as he thought about his lover. 'So, it's a warning indeed. I won't lose him no matter what. Till my last breath, I would protect him, cherish him and love him with all my heart. I won't let him go.' Harry thought, determination washed all over his handsome face as he make his vow.

Harry walk with a leisure pace to his trunk, he grab his fresh black robe with a golden line on its rim with a white silk shirt that hug his body comfortably and a tight black dragon skin pant as its partner. He padded softly to the bathroom to take his morning routine as usual. Oh how he wished he was with his beloved right here and right now so he didn't need to wank himself clean in the shower. He sighs in disappointment as he get inside the shower and locked it out and not to forget to cast muffiliato to redeem his 'sound' on the shower.

Harry come down to the common room as he finished his morning shower. Harry take out a parchment as he write a letter for his godfather, Sirius Black. He fold the letter and charm it so when the letter fall at the wrong possession, the letter would destroy itself along with the present that accompany it.

"Good morning, Harry." Hermione said with yawn. She scrubbs her eyes slightly before she give him a beautiful smile. "And Merry Christmas." She said when she hugs him tightly with love.

"Morning too, Mione, and Merry Christmas." He said as he hug her back before he kiss both of her cheeks.

"Where's Ron?" she asked as she searched for her boyfriend around the room.

"He hasn't wake up yet. I think you should wake him up by yourself. We have a breakfast together as usual at 8 a.m." Harry told her with a pat on her shoulder.

"But, it's 7.30 a.m. already! Why can't you wake him up now, Harry?" Hermione asked him as she slit her eyes in curiosity and surprised at Harry. It's not usual for Harry not to wake Ron up this day.

"Because, Mione, I too don't want to be late for breakfast and I have to go to find Hedwig first to send my present for Snuffle and Moony." Harry grin at her widely as he show her the – soon to be deliver – present. She huffed loudly and cross her arms before her chest as she shoot him a death glare. Harry give her his supposed innocent smile before he wave his hand and run out to the fat lady painting to go to the owl place.

Harry climbed on the owl tower and search for his owl, a white snow owl, Hedwig. "Hedwig!" Harry called her as he saw her perched on the highest place. She turns her head as she heard her master called on her. She spread her beautiful white wing and flying down to meet her master called. Harry gave his hand for his owl to perch on and scratched her neck softly.

"Hedwig, I want you to deliver this present to Snuffle. Don't let anybody get this and get back here as soon as you can. Got that, girl?" Harry said as he tied the present (has been shrinked before of course) on Hedwig's right legs. He gave her a treat before he release her to fly away. 'Be safe, girl, and come back fast.'

As Harry walk down to the hall to get some breakfast, he saw a certain potion master walking from the dungeon to the hall to get some breakfast too. Harry smirk widely, his heart hammer in his chest. He ran after the man and grabs his elbow to pull him aside. Severus gasp as someone grab and pull him into the dark alcove. He grabs his wand fast as he turns around to hex the person who grabs him.

Before he can do anything, Harry pushes him to the wall and kisses him passionately. The older man gapped at him, giving the younger man an easy entrance to his warm mouth. Harry deepens their kiss as he grinds his hips to Severus. He heard a moan come from the man before him. Severus' hand grabs the younger man's hair as he too dove into Harry's mouth, trying to dominate their kiss.

When they broke apart to breath, Harry trails his kiss to Severus' neck. Sucking and biting it lightly, making the fair skin become blood red, marking his territory on the beautiful skin. Marking him as his. Severus moan as lust basking him all over. His breath shorten, he arch his back as he turn his head to give the younger man more access to his neck to kiss and tease.

Harry cares his side as his other hand busy to unbutton the older man robe and shirt in hurry, wanting to make contact with the smooth skin beneath it as soon as possible. "Harry, we can't do this." Severus said as he grab Harry's hand before his hand make a contact with his chest, lust still enveloping them both.

"I know, love." Harry said with a sigh as he retreat his hand and place it to the older man's hip before he stole one more slow and leisure kiss from the potion master. Harry drew their forehead together as they pants on each other mouth. Harry kiss his forehead softly as he inhale the sweet and fresh scent of his lover. "Miss you." Harry said as he hugs him tightly. Severus said nothing, his body tense slightly from the sudden action but a moment later he hug him back awkwardly. He got confused with what should he do when someone hug him for he never hug anybody before, except for Draco, his godson, of course but never a stranger especially a lover. So, this touching thing was a new things for him and it cause him a bit discomfort in his part.

"We should get inside, Harry, or everybody would be asking for us." He said as he cares Harry's back slightly. Harry sighs as he released the older man reluctantly not before he steal one more kiss from him. Harry help the other man to clasp the button again before he get out from the dark alcove.

"Let's go." Harry said as he grab Severus' hand in him. Severus sighs softly, definitely frustrated as he trying to cope with the younger man unpredicted action but his lips quirk in a small smile at the younger man affectionate gesture. Noone ever take his hand in public on his own will not even his parents. His hand warm and big, warped around his smaller one perfectly. He loved at the feeling, a feeling as Harry held him. He wrap his hand back hesitantly and let the younger man pull him along. Harry looked back as he felt the smaller hand warp his hand back. He stare at the bow head behind him for a moment before he turn back. A happy smile paste on his lips, his heart burst with a joy as Severus begin to return his slight affection gesture. When they near the hall, they entangled their clasps hand.

"Go first, Harry. I'll wait here for a moment before I come in." Severus said to the younger man before him.

"Okay. Don't get too long." Harry said as he cares Severus' cheek softly before he turn around and walk away to get inside the hall where the other occupants in the Hogwards gathers together to have a breakfast together. A moment later, Severus strode inside the hall with his usual sour expression and billowing robe before he take his usual place beside the headmaster.

Breakfast run smoothly, no fighting occurred not even a bickering as everybody being envelopes by a Christmas spirit. Harry and Severus avoid to clash their eyes with each other as they chatter with the person beside them. Severus with the headmaster as Harry with Ron and Hermione.

"What happened with your neck, my boy?" the headmaster asked Severus suddenly when they talking about the new potion he invented these day. Severus claps his hand abruptly at his neck, his face void of color as he stared blankly at the headmaster refused to answer his question. His heart beat faster as he trying to repress the blush that begin to spread on his neck up to his cheeks. Harry chokes on his tea as he coughs hard, averting everbody attention to himself.

"What happened to you too, my boy?" the headmaster asked Harry, his eyes twinkling madly at him. Harry cursed the headmaster loudly in his mind at his attentiveness.

"Nothing headmaster, the tea just came down to the wrong path." Harry said after the coughs stop. Hermione slitted her eyes at Harry, wondering Harry's reaction at the headmaster question at Severus.

"That's good, Harry. Becareful with your drink, my boy. We don't want you to hurt yourself because you're choke on your drink, don't we?" the headmaster smile at him cheerfully as he sip his own drink. The headmaster turn back to the black clad man beside him, but before he can asked him anything, the potion master stand up from his seat and excuse himself as he glared at everybody at the table, daring anybody to questioning him, before he turn his glare to Harry and the headmaster. Harry sighs tiredly as he grunted at his bad luck.

When the breakfast finally over, each person begin give their present to each other. And when it's done, one by one begin to leave the hall, trying to finished their own affair before they came back later to celebrate Christmas party together on dinner.

When the night fall, Harry has been ready to go to the dinner party. He's pace around his dormitory room to reduce his nervous as he wait for Ron to finish his preparation for the Christmas party. Harry looked at the mirror for the umpteenths time to checked on his attire. He saw the man with a messy black hair and beautiful emerald eyes looking back at him. He wear an emerald robes with a silver strip on his slave and waist with a white silk shirt beneath the soft but warm robes. His cotton pant being tug inside his dragon hide boots, securing his feet from cold as he walk around.

He looked very handsome and astounding as the emerald robes bring out the beauty of his eyes, making every eyes whose looking at him can't help themselves but to stare at him and can't turn their head away from him. He wear a white snow scarf around his strong neck with the same white gloves on his hands. Harry clear his throat the same time Ron come out from the bathroom.

"Are you done, mate?" Ron asked Harry as he saw his bestfriend scrutinizing himself on the mirror, trying to find some mistake on his chosen attire.

"Umm, yup. I'm done, Ron. But, do you think my clothes acceptable for tonight?" Harry asked him nervously. Ron quirk his eyebrow as he heard his bestfriend questioning himself. He looked up and down at his bestfriend figure before he let out a long whistle at the display before him.

"Sure, mate. You'll kill everybody on the party tonight." Ron said as he watching his bestfriend with awe in his eyes. "You look.. wow.."

Harry turn around, looking back at Ron before he avert his eyes back to his robes. "I hope so. You know I don't really have a good taste with clothes." Harry said as a blush covering his cheeks.

"No, no. It looks great on you." He said as he continue to admires his bestfriend new look. "No glasses, Harry? I wonder, whose you'll try to impress on this party?" Ron wiggles his eyebrow at him.

"It's not funny, Ron. I just don't want to give a bad impression on anybody. Especially when this is the first time I ever come to the Christmas party like this." Harry said nervously as he shoot a glare at his bestfriend.

"Sorry, mate. I didn't mean to reminded you about your awful aunty. No, your clothes looks perfect. You should dress like this more often. I bet every male and female would bow down to your feet in no time." He grin manically at Harry.

"I don't need every male and female to bow down at me. It's bothersome and disturbing me." Harry rolls his eyes at his best friend implication. "I just need a male to impress, Ron. Make him madly in love with me, if I could." Harry grin at him. Ron's eyebrows shot at his bangs, his mouth gapped at Harry's sentences.

"Whose you're trying to impress, Harry? I can't see anyone for you to impress in this party." Ron said, a frown featuring his face, trying to find the person that Harry try to impress in the party. 'Headmaster? No, he's too old. Professor McGonagall? Nahhh, Harry didn't like woman and she's too old. Hagrid?' Ron shuddered at that possibility. 'Could be, but I think not. Harry loves him as a friend. I know him.' He sighs in relieved. 'He wouldn't after my Mione. Then.. the ravenclaw boy?' Ron grinned at his finding.

"Pursue him fast, mate. I know his older than you, but age never be a problem, right? As long as he makes you happy like Mione makes me happy. I'm gonna support you, mate. Whatever decision you make." Ron grin as he pat Harry's back hard. He chuckles hard as Harry gapped at him. His face pale with shock and awe at his best friend acceptance, especially at his sharp mind to reveal whose the person he's been after. He grin goofily at Ron before he run after him. Shoulder to shoulder they come down to meet their only girl in their gang.

"I'm glad you can accept him, mate. It mean the world to me. Thanks." Harry said softly. "I already make my decision to woo him before I talked to you. Well, it's more that you found out by yourself. I thought you should know that I would keep on chasing him whether you agree with my choice or not. No matter what happen I will have him for myself. I'm afraid that you won't accept him before and it'll severe our friendship but I'm glad you accept it. It take a lot of burden from my heart. Thanks mate." Harry grin at him, definitely relieved from the fact that his friend accept his relationship with Severus.

"I know you will pursue him once you decided you loves him. So, it's really a vain to asked you to change your decision once you make your mind. Just go for it, big boy." He said as he shrugged his shoulder.

"Are you both ready to go to the great hall?" Hermione asked her two bestfriend who just come inside to the commonroom.

"Sure. Let's go." Ron said at his girlfriend. "You should take him to hang out with us once you have him." Ron said seriously at Harry.

"I' will." Harry said as he pat his bestfriend shoulder before Ron grabbed his girlfriend whose trailing behind them with a curious face with their huss conversation.

"What did you two talking about?" she said with a stern voice.

"Nothing you should worry, sweetheart." Ron said as he peck his Mione lightly. Cutting her protest at the boys. 'I'll find out later. I swear.' She swore inside her heart as she looks curiously between Harry and his boyfriend.

What they didn't know is that they talked a very different person in their conversation and it definitely would make a very big problem in the future. But yes, they definitely didn't have to worry for it, not for now at least.

"Oh, before I forget," Harry search the present for both of his friends on his pocket. "Ah here they are." Harry grin as he got what he searched. He hand a red wrapped present to Ron and hand the pink wrapped one to Hermione. "Merry Christmas, both of you. Here's a little present from me. I hope you like it. Sorry I didn't gave it to you in the morning." He grinned goofily at them. Ron gapped at his bestfriend as Hermione grab him and hug him tightly, definitely already forgot about her curiosity at both boys conversation before.

"Oh, Harry, thank you so much. Whatever from you would be a treasure for me." Hermione said as he kiss both of his cheeks loudly, a happiness washing all over her. She never thought that Harry would be bought some present for her.

"Hey, thanks a lot, mate. It must cost you a lot to buy me a present." Ron said shyly. "You don't have to do that, you know."

"I want to, Ron. Just accept it. It's nothing expensive of course." Harry grinned at Ron before he hug him tightly.

"I have nothing for you, Harry – "

"We've talked about this before, Ron. Don't talked about that anymore, please. Just be happy for me." Harry rolled his eyes playfully at him.

"Yea, thanks again, mate." They hug each other one more time before they grab Hermione in three way hugs together.

"Let's we go to the party, should we?"

"Sure." Ron answered him, his hand wrap on Harry's shoulder.

"Okay. Oh, by the way, Harry, you looks great tonight." Hermione smile widely at him before she hugs Ron's waist as Ron wrap his other hand on his girlfriend shoulder. They walked together to the great hall to enjoy the Christmas party with their special person.

The golden trio finally come to the entrance of the great hall. They looked at the wonderful decoration on the hall with awe and surprise. The fake snowflakes pouring down from the night sky (and the sky was a ceiling that has been charm as a winter night complete with the sky and moon) and it'll be disappear as it land on the floor, a mistletoe being hanged on unpredicted place, forcing the unfortunate couple that stood beneath it to have to share a kiss with each other, like it or not. A big and beautiful Christmas tree stood proudly in the middle of the hall, protecting the presents beneath it as it's been lighting up with various color from the lamp and hanging decoration on its branches, brightening the dim hall with its colorful light. And what surprised them more is some of the order member and their family has come to the party, making it more merry.

Ron squeak as he saw his mother and family (as for Arthur, Bill, Charlie, George and Fred so do Ginny, minus for Percy, he said he was too busy to attend the party) waving at them. The three of them greet Mrs. Weasley with a hug and kiss before they roam around to chat with the rest of the Weasley family. After awhile, Harry separate himself from the Weasley family slowly. He looks around the room, trying to find his godfather, Remus Lupin or his lover. His spirit fall slightly as he can find none of them.

"Good evening, my boy." Headmaster greet Harry as he look around one more time to find one of the person he's looking for. Harry turn around with a smile on his lips as he greet back to the kind headmaster.

"Good evening, Sir. It's a lovely party. I didn't know that you invited the Order member and their family at this Christmas party."

"Well, it's a surprise indeed and I thought it would be a waste to let this wonderful Christmas just with the eight of us, don't you think. I thought it was the time to strengthen our bond with each other especially in this war time when everything could be happen in the blink of eyes." He smile sadly as he cares his white long beard.

"I guess so. But, Sir, did Sirius and Remus came here too?" Harry asked him, hope fills in his hush voice.

"They wish they could, my boy. But as you know, Sirius has been declared to be death and I wish to keep it like that. It would give us more chance in spying the death eater activities without raising their attentions. And for Remus, he wish to accompany his bestfriend in there. But I have a messages for you, my boy, Sirius and Remus gives you their regret for not coming to this party and he's considering your request to hold himself for you. That's why didn't come here tonight for it's not safe for him, whatever the form he takes. He said too that he don't mind." The headmaster delivered Sirius messages at Harry with a smile.

"I don't know what he's mean with the last part of his messages but he asked me to told you just like that. But, my boy, whatever you wrote on that letter, it brought a good things on him. Changing him into a greater good for sure. He's more calm and try to be patient, it's good for him." The headmaster said solemnly. "Oh, and this is for you from the both of them, my boy." He gave Harry two beautiful packages with a bright wrapper to him.

"And this one is from me. Use it wisely, my boy, I'm sure you'll need it someday. Merry Christmas, Harry. And good luck with him. Take care of him for me, Harry, he's like a son to me. I'm trusting you, my boy." The headmaster looked at him in the eyes, a solemn gaze on his eyes as he gave him a small packages and patted Harry's shoulder fatherly before he nodded his head and begin wander around to greet the other guests.

"Wait, Sir." Harry shouting at him loudly, halting the headmaster on his walk. "Thank you for everything and Merry Christmas to you too, Sir. I'll do my best with him, I promise." He smile softly as he give the headmaster his present before Harry walk away, wandering around to find his lover again. 'At least now I know that Sirius didn't freak out at me but how should I tell him about whose my lover is?' Harry thought in grimace. 'I hope they would try to bury their grudge against each other for me. At least they can try to tolerate each other when they're in the same room.' Harry sighs at the possibility that would come in the future.

"Harry!" a woman shout from the distant, halting him on his search. He turn around to see Tonks running at him.

"Holla, Tonks. Merry Christmas to you. How're you and Andromeda?" Harry said as Tonks hug him fiercely.

"Hey Harry, Merry Christmas to you too. And we're fine thanks. Lemme see, lemme see!" she said as he drew Harry on arm length as he looked at him closely up and down. "Wow, you're gorgeous! I never saw you like this before. It's a good change of you, you should take care of yourself more, Harry. I bet every young women in this room watching you closely and waiting for you to asks them to dance." She giggles loudly as she patted Harry's shoulder in friendly manner.

"Thanks. I guess I do too loves my own change. I felt better like this." He grin goofily.

"You should. And I guess you should ask Ms. Weasley to dance with you, you know. She's looking for you all this time." She whispered at him. Harry looked at Ginny from the tail of his eyes.

"I don't know, Tonks. I don't want to raise her hope and crush it later. I don't love her like that, you know. I love her as a sister." Harry said with a shrugged.

"Oh, what a waste. I bet you two would be a wonderful couple." She sighs in disappointment.

"Sorry to disappoint you." Harry smile slightly. "Oh, I'm sorry, Tonks, I should go. I'm looking for someone." He said as he peck her cheek slightly.

"And who's you looking for if you don't mind me to know. Maybe I can help you." She said honestly.

"Oh, I'm looking for Professor Snape." He said as he scratches his head sheepishly.

"Professor Snape? I thought you two can't stand in each other company." She said as she quirk her eyebrow in wonder and confusion at the younger man before him.

"Well, I want to ask him about my Occlumency lesson with him." He said in grimace. Tonks looked at him pitifully as she squeeze his shoulder in support at the torture that he would get soon enough.

"Well then, you should start to look for him and don't make him wait. I thought I saw him before. He's been standing there all the time, drinking before Bill came to him. Talking." She said as she point at the dark corner where the last time she saw the potion master. Harry frowned when he heard his lover speak with Bill. 'What did they talking about?' a sprout of hot jealousy begin to spread on his chest. He takes a deep breath as he suppressed the insignificant jealousy he felt before.

"Okay, Tonks. I'll be looking for him again." He said as he patted the young woman lightly. "Hope you find someone in this party." Harry said as he winked at Tonks, making her blushes madly. Harry laughed outloud as he leave the gapped woman before she can asked anything, trying to looks for his beloved again.

When Harry finally parted with Tonks, some young women so suddenly swarmed over him in a short time, dragging him to the dance floor with them. After sometimes, Harry finally can run away from the swarming women that surrounded him with a great effort. Harry shuddered at the long line of young women that has been waiting to dance with him all the night. He sighs tiredly as he saw the time he loss and he still can't found his lover yet and it frustrated him deeply.

Harry walked at the place Tonks has been point at him in hope that his lover still be there. He looked around but to his disappointment, he can't found his lover there. He closed his eyes for a moment, as he focusing himself to the core of his magic. He begin to gathers his magic on his eyes. When he open his eyes, it's glowing from the magic that pool in that emerald orbs. He looked around the room, looking at every aura and soft threads of magic that swirled all around the room, tracing over every people in there and sometimes enveloping them with the emotion they felt.

Harry snapped his head to his right as he felt a warm and soothing thread of magic encircled his wrist, tugging him close as if it calling him to its owner. Harry smile widely as found out that the thread is his lover's magic. A happiness burst out from his chest as the magic accepting him as its half. He trace the silvery thread of magic of his lover with his finger softly before he follow the thread that has been tugging on him persistently, leading him to its owner. The threads leading him to the dark and desert balcony. He walked outside and been greet with the most beautiful scene he ever saw.

His lover standing still looking at the nature before him. His glamour has been donned, his waist lenght hair billowing softly behind him making a beautiful dark curtain that enveloping him tenderly. His red lips parted slightly as his tongue wet his lips unconsciously. Harry's heart beat faster as he saw the small appendage tracing the lips he long to kiss, the appendage that he know intimately with his own. He lean on the door sill as he imprint his lover's slim and lithe body on his mind. His big dark eyes, looking dazely at the moon before him, his beautiful face soft and relax, as the silvery light of the full moon basking all over him, creating ethereal beauty.

Harry standing there in trance, he hate to destroy it by announcing his presence to his dark haired lover. Harry pushes himself from the sill after a moment, he walked to his lover as quiet as he could and he hug the slim waist softly from behind as he kiss the long white neck slightly. The older man gasped loudly, panicked kicked on him as he remember that he's been donned his glamour and here they are, Harry hugging his waist tightly and he has no time to erect his glamour again without alerting him.

He turned his face, trying to prevent Harry to looked at his face. "Please don't close yourself to me, Love." Harry whispered as he felt the older man trying to distangled himself form his hold, trying to hide his true self again from him. "I want to know you, all of you. Please. Beside, I already saw your true self when I came here." He said as he kiss the soft skin of his nape. Severus shuddered lightly at the kiss Harry planted on his nape, arousing him despite his panicked state.

'He already saw me?' his face paling at the fact he get. He squirmed slightly as his mind trying to find the prefect lies to be given to his young lover. "How long you been here, Harry?" he said in tight voice. His body tensed as he found out that Harry has been watching him all this time and he didn't even aware of that. He didn't even felt when his ward has been breached by the young man.

"Half hour or more maybe." He answered as he inhale the fresh scent of his lover, savoring their magic blending each other, completing and pulling each other in.

"You breach my ward without me knowing it?" he whispered softly more to himself. He begin to wonder, how powerful is Harry if he can breach his ward without him knowing. "Since when you could breach anybody ward without the caster knowing it?" the older man asked in curiosity, turning himself at the younger man. It was a vain effort to hide himself again if Harry saw all of him already.

"I'm watching, learning, practicing and training by myself, Sev." Harry sighs deeply as he tuck his head on the crook of his lover neck. "It has to ended here. I'm tired with noone ever teach me anything, they just leave me behind in dark, forcing me to walked in blind. Fooling me with an excuses that I'm a child, suffer enough and more so." He stopped for awhile as he straighten himself, locking his eyes with his lover dark eyes.

"I know they mean good to me. But what they seems to forget was they're just killing me with my blindedness, either on information part or magic. Noone ever trained me as I should be, preparing me. It'll be me who'll be facing the most dangerous dark wizard that ever live, it seems to me that they just pushing me forward, to sacrificing me, to death at his hand." Severus stayed silent at Harry's confession. Admiration begin to bloom in his heart. He never thought that the insolences boy he saw five years before has been change to a greater good. He's grow up become a mature man with a wise mind and fierce determination. Never in his dream he would see this day to come. Unconsciously his lips quirk in a honest smile.

"What are you smiling at, Love?" Harry asking him as he saw his lover smile as he confess himself at him.

"You changed greatly, I hate to say that you change to a greater good." He sniped at his young lover, trying to cover his new bloom affection in sneer. Harry looked at him closely before he grinned at his lover, hug him close and kiss his temple.

"I'm happy you approved, Love. It's mean a world to me."

"Who said I praise your behavior, Harry? You still insolences brat that I ever met and annoying as hell. Pampered brat." he sneered at him, trying to hide his blushed with an angry façade.

"Sure, sure, Love." Harry rock them back and forth as he tuck Severus' hot face to his neck as he grin silently at the cute reaction of his lover. He tipped the older man's face upside as he captured his lips in a chaste kiss before he deepen it slightly but not enough to create lust between them. Just affectionate kiss between them as Severus unconsciously begin to opened himself to the man before him.

Harrry tugged the older man as they walking together through the hall to hall, never letting go their clasping hands. Their heart beating faster with every step they take as Harry leading the older man to the empty hall where the room of requirement are. Severus stayed silent in confusion as Harry lead him to a door he know never exist in there before. He gasped softly as Harry opened the door, the room was beautiful. A room with a pearl white wall with a big window before a four poster bed. A red curtain all around the bed which each been tied to the bed posts. A fireplace in the other side of the room, the fire warming the room and lit the room dimly as a black couch and a table being place before it.

A big and beautiful Christmas tree being place in the corner between the fireplace with the big window but no present being place under it. Severus turn his head to the other side to see an oak cupboard with a lot of alcoholic drink being stacked in there, waiting to be consumed.

"Welcome to the room of requirement, Love." Harry said as he saw surprised and confusion lingering on his beloved face. Severus turn his head to the man behind him, his eyes wide with awe and wonder. Harry turned the older man to him before he kiss him softly. "Merry Christmas, Love." He said before he dove back to the lustful lips before him, deepening his kiss as lust begin to grow all over his body.

Severus open his mouth as Harry's tongue nudge his lips asking for entrance to deepen their kiss. They kiss passionately as Harry walking forward. He push the older man backward to the bed behind them. They tore each other clothes away fast, trying to felt each other skin as soon as possible. They fall to the soft bed with Harry in the top of Severus body. Their hard cock brush each other making them both moan in growing lust. Harry kiss the older man neck before he suck the red mark he left in the morning softly, deepening its color before his hand trail Severus' side up to find his chest. His hand tweak the little hard nub as he bit his neck hard, making another big hickey at his beautiful neck, another red rose on his pale throat.

Severus moan as Harry bit him hard making him more aroused than before. His cock twitched in excitement when Harry's hand pinch and tweak his nipple. The younger man trail his kiss down his neck to the other nipple before he give it the same attention. He lick, suck and bit his nipple hardly as the other nipple being tease by his hand, Severus moan in need as he arch his chest to the younger man. They move in frantic as they kiss and cares each other body.

Harry kiss him again as he pump Severus cock. He turn his head slightly to look at to the bedside and found a bottle of lube have been place on the bedside by the room of requirement. Harry smirk widely as he grab the bottle and said his thanks from his heart to the Hogwards. He pour the lube on his finger before he insert his one finger on the older man's tight opening.

"Add.. another one." Severus hiss impatiently at the younger man as he felt the first finger breach his tight hole.

"Are you sure?" Harry halt his move as he heard Severus request. Severus glared at the younger man before he snarl at him.

"Would I ask you if I can't take it?" he sneer at him dominantly.

"Sure love." Harry smile at him as he pull his finger away and reinsert it with the two of them. Severus moan in delight at the full feeling as he close his eyes. Harry scissor his finger as he cares the soft and warm wall around him, trying to find the special place inside his lover. Severus moan loudly when his finger nudge his prostate. Harry add the last finger impatiently as he loosen the tight entrance for the bigger intrusion.

Severus moan in disappointment as Harry's finger left him with empty feeling though he know that soon he will be fill with so much bigger thing that would make him full and complete. He ache for this feeling he felt from the first time he make love with Harry. The full feeling, the love and the contentment. The feel to be fill and own. To be someone's important person. He growl loudly when Harry haven't breach him yet. He roll them over and kiss Harry hard as he straddle his waist. He grab Harry's cock and fist it lightly, making the younger man throw his head back and moan loudly. Severus smirk at the display as he keep on his fisting. He stand on his knees before he move backward to aligned Harry's cock with his slick hole.

Harry gasp loudly as he felt his hardness being engulf with a hot and tight sheath in fast pace until he felt Severus sit on his lap. His head being thrown backward exposing his long neck in display as he moan in delight. Harry grab the older man waist as he begin to move up and down, riding him in fast pace. A raw magic begin to gather around them, enveloping them in its glow as their magic begin to blend on each other, silver and golden threads coiling around each other making an ethereal beauty on its union, accepting its other half.

"Touch yourself, Sev." Harry hiss at him. Severus writhes beautifully on his lap as he fuck himself on him as he begin to pumped his hardness fast, matching his pump with his thrusts. He mewl and groan at the pleasure feeling he felt as he felt his peak become near. "Come for me, love." Harry growl as he try to hold down his own peak, waiting for his lover completeness first. Severus pumped become frantic as he bouncing himself at Harry's cock hard, hitting his prostate as hard as possible. They scream in unison as they reach their peak together. Their magic burst out from both of them heightening their pleasure as it enveloping them and uniting them as one.

Severus spill his load between their body as Harry shoot it in Severus' tight and hot passage. The younger man groan loudly as he felt the tight hole begin to knead his hardness, milking him dry as he spills his seed more than he ever do before. Severus fall down on Harry's body, refused to release Harry's now softening cock from inside him as he savor the still thick cock in him, still filling him even after their passionate session was over. He hug him close as he begin to calm his frantic breath away. Harry cares his hair and back softly before he kiss his hair.

'I do really like this. I love him inside me, as I love it when he filled me up. And what I love the most was when he saw me with full of love in his eyes. I love it when he hold me like this and kiss my temple or hair, as he take care of me.' Severus thought softly, his hand trace Harry's chest absentmindedly. 'I – I loved this. I want it. I want to give it a chance. I miss his touch everytime he was away from me. I want to give it a try.' He thought as determination shone from his eyes. He snuggle in the crook of Harry's neck before he kiss it softly.

"Miss you so much," Harry pant softly. Severus hmm – ed softly as he begin to doze off. Harry chuckle softly as he hug him close, never let him go.

"I want to give this a try." Severus said softly. Harry tensed for awhile at his words. He pry him away slightly, to see his eyes. Severus growl loudly as he lose the warmth of Harry's body on him. He glare at him sharply, but before he could retort at the younger man, Harry spoke to him.

"You wanna give our relationship a chance?" he asked, making sure he didn't imagining things.

"Are you deaf or something?" the older man hiss at him in annoyance. "Yes, I said, I want to give us – " he point at him and Harry back and forth "a chance." He sneer at him as he was such a stupid or something. Harry grin widely as he grab his shoulder and crush their lips together, kissing him as deeply as he could.

"I won't disappoint you." Harry whispered at his lips as he release their liplocks. "I maybe will make you mad and make some mistake, and I maybe will make you sad and cry. But I promise you, I would try as hard as I could to make you happy." Harry said before he kiss him again. They stay on the room of requirement that night, relishing every minutes they had before they face the world again, savoring their newfound love before job and duty separate them again. Anguish with what will come on them as they try to maintain their secret relationship as long as he could. Even from the one they love.

Without their acknowledgement, their magic has been blended with each other, accepting their mate and the most important, they've been bond magically and physically in their prior union. Bonding them in a sacred marriage they didn't know, noone except the moon goddess and the Hogwards fairy herself as they bless the union themselves.

A/N : Review please.. I wonder if I should make it a m – preg or not. I'm still trying to decided which is the best. Haha. Please give me your opinion for me. Thx for reading.