He pulled away, she had tears in her eyes, "Bay are you sure" he signed. She straddled him and started kissing him again, he sat up he did not touch her, he was so hard again. She stopped kissing him and looked at him, she took her shirt off and her bra."I want to make love" she signed. He closed his eyes, she ran her hand down the bulge in his pants, and started kissing him again. They kissed for a long time, he sat up " Bay, you have control, please tell me if you want to stop" he signed. She got out of bed and turned all of the lights off, she took off her pants. He had so much love in his eyes, she sat next to him and unbuttoned his pants. He got out of bed and took them off, when he got back in bed he just laid down, she straddled him again and put his hands on her breast's, he sat up and started kissing them, she took his hands and put them on her legs.

He stopped, and looked at her she nodded her head yes, he took her off of him and laid her beside him. He started kissing her neck, her breasts, her stomach then went down to her thighs, he looked at her to make sure she was ok, he started kissing her scars. She could not take it anymore she grabbed him and started taking his boxers off, when they were off she took her underwear off. He ran his hand up her slit, "are you sure you want me" he said. She loved hearing his voice "please" she said . He put a finger inside of her and kissed her neck, he could feel the vibrations from her moaning, he put in a second finger, he could feel her tightening up, she threw her head back and had an orgasm. He had his eyes closed trying to calm down, he felt fingers on the side of his face, "Bay I cant last much longer"he signed. She started kissing his neck and working her way down, he was about to cum, she kissed it just once, and that was it.

They laid in bed facing each other, he was rubbing her face. "I love you so much, you make me feel whole, I don't think I could take another day without you," he signed. She closed her eyes, "Emmett, you know I love you too, but I'm still not ready, please don't be mad" she signed. He had tears in his eyes, this was not going to work. "I haven't been out of treatment for a month, I just need time to find myself again, and I can't do that with you watching over me, I need to make sure I don't slip back into my old ways". He understood, he kissed her. "Please make love to me, I just want to have you in my dreams, not him" she signed thru tears.

He started kissing her neck, he said "keep your eyes open". He worked his way down she closed her eyes again, he went back up and signed" if you keep closing your eyes, I will keep starting over" . He got out of bed and got pillows and put them under her head so she was half way sitting up, and he started again, she was going crazy, he kissed her to her toes on one leg than started on the other side of her. He spread her legs and started kissing and licking, he could tell she was about to cum he stopped and went back up to her breasts. She was breathing hard, she grabbed his face "please baby please" she said. He laid beside her and lifted her up and put her on top of him and took her hands, she was so beautiful, he let her make love to him. She pulled him up the tears were flowing "I love you" she said. He could not take it anymore he could feel it coming, he grabbed her and started pulling he into him . She was about to cum he felt it, they had orgasms at the same time.