They all left,one by one, just as I predicted they would. Tori first,then with some prompting to go after her Andre. The day after it was Robbie. I had never been that close to Robbie or Tori,so it hadn't mattered that much or that's what I told myself,so I would be fine. After,Robbie I forced Cat to leave. I didn't need my crap to bring her down. She left reluctantly but she did leave eventually. And then there were two. Me and Beck stuck together like glue. But then...
Beck's parents told him that there was the annual Oliver family reunion,and they were all going up to his aunt's in Canada. He fought,he begged,he bargained,he tried everything. But his parents had made up theirs mind's and there was nothing he or I could do to change it. It sucked but I could manage it. Beck left on the Saturday,and they were going for two weeks. Beck promised to phone, text and video chat every night, and I believed him. But on Monday,it was hell. Hardly anyone had the guts to say anything to my face. A few did,but they were sent running with my death glare. I walked home it the rain,head phones blaring trying to numb the pain. Then one song really struck a chord in me,one that I could really relate to -Whisper by Evanescence. And the line they just got me:
"I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away"
"This truth drives me into madness"
"Don't turn away,don't give into the pain"
Maybe I can do it,will the pain away I thought bitterly. I unlocked the door,glancing at the cheery note on the side from my mother I'm out for the night,Sonny's staying the night with your Dad. Love you x
"Place to myself,huh?"
I murmured to myself. Wandering to my bedroom, I dumped my bag on my bed and looked around my room. Pictures of me and Beck,juts Beck,me and Cat, the whole gang, I smiled in spite of myself. The good old days. I glanced at my phone, Beck wouldn't call for another two more hours. I tried willing all the emptiness and pain away but it just wouldn't work. The I had an idea how to,I reached towards my side table and pulled out a...
A/N: I don't own the song Whisper (though I encourage you to listen to it,as it's amazing). Will write soon x
