Okay, Here's the long awaited part 9! I have decided to type what ever comes into my mind first. Oh my, this could be disaterious. EVERYONE DUCK!!!!! Okay, whew, that's over and here's the story!
Maoz-.....*gets interupted*
Disclaimer-I don't own the characters!!!
Ha! Beat you to it this time Maoz!
Maoz-*grumbles and turns to face the corner*
One Fateful Night
"Don't do it Duo!" a voice from the doorway cried out urgently.
Duo's reflexes were so jumpy now, that he knocked the cup off the table and it fell to the floor with a dull clunk, splashing water everywhere. "Please don't do it Duo. You have so much to live for" the voice called out again. Duo's mind was racing. That voice was so familiar. "Quatre?' Duo thought shakily.
"No, it's me" the voice replied shakily, entering the room so Duo could identify her.
"Who could it be then?" Duo thought tearfully, as the tips of the person's shoes came into view. His curious eyes traveled upward to the person's face. He groaned inwardly. He did not need this right now, not another guilt trip.
"Duo, please say that my eyes were playing tricks on me" Hilde pleaded, approaching the metallic hospital bed. Duo turned his head away, not wanting Hilde to see his tear filled eyes. "Were you really going to do it? Were you really going to take your own life?". Duo didn't reply.
"Maybe if I concentrate really hard on this spot, she'll go away" Duo thought nervously.
Hilde sat down in the chair beside Duo's bed and smiled.
"You're still the stubborn Duo we've all gotten to know and love. And don't think you can fool me with this silent treatment. I've been talking to Heero and I know perfectly well you can get your point across and you have a dry erase board here to write stuff on" Hilde explained softly.
"Damn you Heero" Duo thought angrily, mentally forcing his tears back. Hilde's voice interrupted his thoughts, bringing him back to the present.
"I'm not here to give you a guilt trip either. And before you ask why, it's not your fault that Quatre died. It's just going to take awhile for the others to realize that. They're even more stubborn then you" she continued.
"Well, gee. You could of told me that all over the phone so why did you drag yourself here to see poor pitiful me?' Duo thought sarcastically. Hilde sighed. This was going to be harder than she thought.
"I didn't call you on the phone because I have something to tell you and it wouldn't be right to tell you this over the phone: Hilde explained sadly. Duo finally found the courage to face Hilde. She smiled softly. "Now, that's better. I don't like speaking to people's backs. I'm here to tell you that I don't blame you for the accident. The driver of the truck has already been put in jail. And I have to tell you that I'm going to be moving in a few days, to England".
At first, Duo thought his ears were deceiving him. "What, you're moving why?" he thought worriedly.
"I'm moving to spend some more time with my family. My dad's not too well and my mom could use some help" Hilde replied quietly. Duo's giant cobalt eyes softened.
"I'm sorry" he thought helplessly. Hilde stifled a giggle.
"Don't worry. It's not your fault and it's not like they're on their deathbed or anything. I just want to spend some more time with them" Hilde replied cheerfully. Duo had finally had enough. Furious, he picked up the dry erase board that was by his bed and scribbled a message.
"How does everyone know what I'm thinking!! Do I have a big neon sign over my head telling you all this?". That was Duo's message. Once again, Hilde had to stifle a laugh. "No, nothing like that Duo. But your face is so readable. Every emotion you've feeling, we can see and it's not that hard to guess you questions" she explained gently. Duo sighed and shrugged his shoulders.
"I have to go now Duo. I'll be in touch when I get there. Try and get better. Don't give up your life this easily. The first step is, to forgive your self" she said, a single tear running down her cheek as she gave Duo a gentle hug and walked out of the room. Duo stared after her, a single tear also running down his pale thin cheek.
"I'll try, but I can't promise anything" Duo thought worriedly as he noticed yet another person enter the room. The person he really didn't want to see. The therapist.
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Okay, before you all kill me for writing yet another short chapter, the next one will be out by the 24th at the latest. I have it all planned out in my head, it's just the process of transferring the ideas from my head to the computer. *sighs*. This time at least, my muse isn't yelling at me to write more.
Maoz-jjadfjhakjsdfhjdfhjdf
*grins evilly* It's amazing what you can do with duck tape, anyways, please review!!! I love getting them!
Wishful Thinker
Maoz-.....*gets interupted*
Disclaimer-I don't own the characters!!!
Ha! Beat you to it this time Maoz!
Maoz-*grumbles and turns to face the corner*
One Fateful Night
"Don't do it Duo!" a voice from the doorway cried out urgently.
Duo's reflexes were so jumpy now, that he knocked the cup off the table and it fell to the floor with a dull clunk, splashing water everywhere. "Please don't do it Duo. You have so much to live for" the voice called out again. Duo's mind was racing. That voice was so familiar. "Quatre?' Duo thought shakily.
"No, it's me" the voice replied shakily, entering the room so Duo could identify her.
"Who could it be then?" Duo thought tearfully, as the tips of the person's shoes came into view. His curious eyes traveled upward to the person's face. He groaned inwardly. He did not need this right now, not another guilt trip.
"Duo, please say that my eyes were playing tricks on me" Hilde pleaded, approaching the metallic hospital bed. Duo turned his head away, not wanting Hilde to see his tear filled eyes. "Were you really going to do it? Were you really going to take your own life?". Duo didn't reply.
"Maybe if I concentrate really hard on this spot, she'll go away" Duo thought nervously.
Hilde sat down in the chair beside Duo's bed and smiled.
"You're still the stubborn Duo we've all gotten to know and love. And don't think you can fool me with this silent treatment. I've been talking to Heero and I know perfectly well you can get your point across and you have a dry erase board here to write stuff on" Hilde explained softly.
"Damn you Heero" Duo thought angrily, mentally forcing his tears back. Hilde's voice interrupted his thoughts, bringing him back to the present.
"I'm not here to give you a guilt trip either. And before you ask why, it's not your fault that Quatre died. It's just going to take awhile for the others to realize that. They're even more stubborn then you" she continued.
"Well, gee. You could of told me that all over the phone so why did you drag yourself here to see poor pitiful me?' Duo thought sarcastically. Hilde sighed. This was going to be harder than she thought.
"I didn't call you on the phone because I have something to tell you and it wouldn't be right to tell you this over the phone: Hilde explained sadly. Duo finally found the courage to face Hilde. She smiled softly. "Now, that's better. I don't like speaking to people's backs. I'm here to tell you that I don't blame you for the accident. The driver of the truck has already been put in jail. And I have to tell you that I'm going to be moving in a few days, to England".
At first, Duo thought his ears were deceiving him. "What, you're moving why?" he thought worriedly.
"I'm moving to spend some more time with my family. My dad's not too well and my mom could use some help" Hilde replied quietly. Duo's giant cobalt eyes softened.
"I'm sorry" he thought helplessly. Hilde stifled a giggle.
"Don't worry. It's not your fault and it's not like they're on their deathbed or anything. I just want to spend some more time with them" Hilde replied cheerfully. Duo had finally had enough. Furious, he picked up the dry erase board that was by his bed and scribbled a message.
"How does everyone know what I'm thinking!! Do I have a big neon sign over my head telling you all this?". That was Duo's message. Once again, Hilde had to stifle a laugh. "No, nothing like that Duo. But your face is so readable. Every emotion you've feeling, we can see and it's not that hard to guess you questions" she explained gently. Duo sighed and shrugged his shoulders.
"I have to go now Duo. I'll be in touch when I get there. Try and get better. Don't give up your life this easily. The first step is, to forgive your self" she said, a single tear running down her cheek as she gave Duo a gentle hug and walked out of the room. Duo stared after her, a single tear also running down his pale thin cheek.
"I'll try, but I can't promise anything" Duo thought worriedly as he noticed yet another person enter the room. The person he really didn't want to see. The therapist.
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Okay, before you all kill me for writing yet another short chapter, the next one will be out by the 24th at the latest. I have it all planned out in my head, it's just the process of transferring the ideas from my head to the computer. *sighs*. This time at least, my muse isn't yelling at me to write more.
Maoz-jjadfjhakjsdfhjdfhjdf
*grins evilly* It's amazing what you can do with duck tape, anyways, please review!!! I love getting them!
Wishful Thinker
