Epov

I was such a butt head. After having my mother sobbing in my arms about how she hated the way Bella was acting, I had to go see her. But I had to think with the wrong head, didn't I. She said something that pissed me off an instantly I had her pinned beneath me. It was so hard not to push her down the bed just so I could feel more of her skin. She was so soft and warm. Her hair smelt like strawberries and honestly I just felt like rubbing myself all over her and cover myself in her. She was far to tempting and inviting for her own good.

Carlisle had given me such a yelling at the moment we left Bella's room. He had practically dragged me out f the room by the scruff of my neck.

'What the hell was that boy?!' He thundered 'You were practically dry humping the girl!' He looked murderous. He didn't like the idea of me taking advantage of someone innocent under his roof. I guess her knew something of my ways with women.

'I didn't do anything bad!' I defended. Even though deep down I had wanted to do something bad. I had wanted her there and then I wanted to felel her wrapped around my cock moaning my name.

'The girl looked petrified! You were attacking her!' He told me, followed by a swift strike to the upside of my head. I grumbled to myself quietly. Whenever my father hit me over the head it always hurt just enough to really annoy me.

'Sorry,' I muttered. Before quickly running away to avoid facing the firing squad that is my family. Ducking into my bedroom undetected. I had a room in the family house that I had had since childhood. I also had several apartments and houses of my own.

So there I was lying on my bed, trying to get her out of my head. Unfortunately my hard on just wouldn't go away. I sighed. I was on my own. May as well take care of my problem the easy way. I pushed my hand in my boxers and began stroking myself. I imagined staying on the bed, Bella pinned beneath me. Except with a lot less clothing. I quickened my pace the moment imagined Her bare breasts just begging to be sucked on I came quickly covering my stomach in my own cum. I didn't even get to the good stuff and I exploded like a teenage boy.

Well that didn't take long. I thought ruefully as I made my way to the bathroom to clean myself up. What was it about this girl? I thought angrily, cleaning myself a bit more rigorously than necessary. My every thought was surrounded by her.

I made up my mind that I would go out tonight. There would be some of the regular girls at the clubs. It would be easy t pick one of them up and get a certain Brunette beauty out of my head. She was work. That was it. I really needed to be able to clearly categorize my work from pleasure. The moment I start to blur the lines was the moment my world would come crashing down around my ears. That had happened way to many times in this business. The only way on earth that I would be have Bella Swan would be if I decided to keep her an marry her. That was the last thing I wanted. I refused to tie myself down to one woman. I much preferred my lifestyle. Having my choice of women ruled.

After I was clean I decided that I should go see my family. I slowly made my way down the large stairs into the grand living space. The entire house felt so open and airy. My mother had designed it that way. It was made of glass and wood our home. This was the one place in the world where our family didn't have to hide. We were so deep into the woodland that nobody could find us not even the police, so we didn't exactly have to hide out lifestyle here.

Esme Cullen was sitting down on the large cream leather sofa nursing a cup of coffee, her eyes red. She spoke the moment she saw me.

'She's not to angry is she?' She asked. 'I can't stand the thought of her hating me!' she cried.

I shushed her, sitting down next to her and rubbing her back gently. Esme was for all intents and purposes a queen. She got whatever she wanted and money was never a problem. She had four of the most powerful men in all of the Mafia caring for her in the form of her husband and her three children.

'She'll get over it,'I soothed her.

Carlisle quickly came in the room and took over from me consoling his wife. I think he was having second thoughts about bringing Isabella into our home. I didn't like that. If we couldn't keep her she'd have to be put in the care of another family and that wouldn't end well or she'd have to be killed.

'I'm going out!' I declared. Practically running out the door in my haste to leave. I could just imagine my parents bewildered looks as I hurried out.

I drove straight to one of my favourite down town clubs. I needed to relax a bit. I'm sure I would find some girl to do that. The club didn't disappoint, the moment I got in ( I never had to wait in line, in this town money really did talk,) It was full of bodies pressing against each other. I made my way to the VIP section, scanning the mass of bodies, trying to find someone to help me with my... situation.

The VIP section was pretty much empty so I made my way over to the bar and ordered some of the good stuff. Downing five shots of something vile before hand so I could have a nice buzz before I started on the good whiskey. It didn't take long for it all to kick in. Instantly I felt better. Looking round I noticed a tall blonde girl staring at me. Clearly eye fucking me. It was the sex hair, girls just seemed to go crazy for that shit. Even though I didn't do anything to it I hardly even brushed it, the girls still loved my 'Fresh fucked' hair. She had a nice rack, she looked a bit fake but she would do for tonight. I felt like slumming it for the night.

As soon as I waved her over with a casual wave of my hand I knew that she would be easy. Her whole face lit up and she looked so excited to have my attention.

'What's your name?' She asked excitedly.

'Edward,'

'That's a really nice name!' She shouted above the loud music so I could hear her. 'I'm Jessica!' She declared. I smiled. She really did have a large rack. If I focused on that I didn't really notice her nasally voice or caked on make-up. She was so fake, and even though she was usually the kind of girl that was right up my alley she just didn't seem real. So fake – were all the girls I fucked from the clubs as fake as this barbie doll replica in front of me? I really hope not.

I downed the rest of my whiskey.

'Look Jessica, Why don't we just cut to the chase and go back to yours?' I asked in my smoothest voice possible. Jessica looked slightly stunned, her mouth hanging open like a fish. I smiled that little smile that I knew drove all the girls wild and she just nodded dumbly. I had her. Hook line and sinker. She was slightly drunk and I was feeling a good buzz. I just wanted to get mine and get out so to say.

Jessica followed me out to my car. She wanted to get a taxi but I said no, I didn't want to be stranded at her fault with no way of escape. The minute the girl fell asleep I would be out her front door and driving home. I know that sounds cruel but honestly I didn't care. As long as I got what I wanted.

We were at her dorm in minutes. I grinned, College girl, even better, I thought to myself. We made our way in but Jessica was being way to touchy feely and she kept calling me 'Eddie' That shit had to be stopped. I practically shoved her on the bed. I didn't want soft and loving I wanted nice and hard. I didn't even bother removing all her clothing, I just pushed her dress up and ripped her thong off.

She enjoyed it. Not that I really cared. I lay down on the bed and decided to let her do the work. She got on top and slipped into me. She moaned but I wasn't impressed she was so loose, it seemed she liked doing this just a bit to much. As she started to work herself on my cock my mind wondered. This was all wrong. Her hair colour was wrong. She should have brown curls not blonde straight locks. Her chest was to fake and the noises she was making were whorish. She should be moaning delicately.

Fuck.

I was imagining Isabella on top of me, in the nude riding my cock. The moment that though came into my head my cock sprang into life becoming stupidly hard. I decided to go with it. Bella chest flushed on top on me. I groaned.

'Bella,' I moaned.

Instantly the nice feeling stopped. 'Who?'

I opened my eyes. Did I just moan Bella's name while another girl was riding me? I grinned at her. She didn't look pleased. She tried to get off but I just grabbed her hips.

'An ex,' I decided to tell her. 'Make me forget her?' I asked.

God I knew exactly how to make this girl do exactly what I wanted. She smiled and muttered 'Of course babe,' In that nasally voice of hers before re-starting her actions on top of me.

With the Girl working my cock again I could lie back. I was trying to forget Bella but here I was getting so hard over images of her riding my cock. I groaned again the moment that mental picture entered my brain once more. Jessica was going to slow, to lovingly. I needed hard and fast. I flipped Jessica over ignoring her squeal of shock and lifted her knees allowing me plough into her at a top rate speed. Jessica was in ecstasy but al I could think about was having a certain brunette under me.

I collapsed on top of Jessica only moments later. She was clearly sated and I had felt a lot of the tension leave my body. Feeling a lot more relaxed I walked right out of the dorms, ignoring the snoring girl on the bed and decided to go home.

So I could only get happy from images of Bella? I thought, well that's depressing. I needed to fuck her just once and get this obsession out of my system. Why was I being a pussy and wondering about how she felt. If I wanted Isabella Swan I would have Isabella Swan.

Driving through the quiet roads that night something resolved in my head. I was through playing nice. I wanted Bella and by god I was going to have her one way or another.

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