Klea- HEY! It's 1:59 in the morning! I get inspiration at the worst times!
Sushi- that's for sure…
Nica- now it's 2:00!
Klea- damn I need to go to sleep…..
Karma- ya she owns nothing that one old dude owns every Naruto thing….
Klea- strange part is I don't think any of my friends knows what Naruto is…well excepted Bambi
Bambi- ya!
Klea- but she sucks at reading
Bambi- grrr
Karma- HA! Retard….
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OMG! I made up a song,
I hate you, you love me. Fuck it lets go kill barney, with a knife and a bag and a doggy-bone, Barney's never coming home!
Haha don't copy it it's mine!
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Chapter 9: Fight Between Friends
Sasuke flew backwards as Naruto's punched connected with his face. While Sasuke was on the floor Naruto came over and tried to step on his chest but Sasuke grabbed his foot and twisted it. Naruto screamed out in pain as he fell to the floor, but as soon as his butt touched the floor Sasuke tackled him. They grabbed each other's shoulders and stared rolling on the ground. "why?" Sasuke half asked half snarled.
"what are you-" "why do you protected her?" Sasuke cut Naruto off.
"why don't you?! You know she loves you but you never give her a chance!"
"Naruto do you even hear you self?" Sasuke flipped Naruto onto his back. "you want the girl you love to be with someone else?! Are you really that stupid??" he continued.
"I'm not the one that's stupid here it's you! You never even gave her a chance! You only pay attention the that Hyuga!" ha flipped Sasuke onto his back.
"Hyuga? My god Naruto! You really are stupid! Before yesterday you and that Hyuga were friends! What's wrong with you?! You would really give up all your friends for a girl that doesn't even like you?"
"she dose to like me! She even told me!" as Naruto started panicking Sasuke used his feet to push Naruto off him and jump to his feet. "you really belive her? Your so native! She has loved me for as long as I can remember! And then suddenly she's going to start liking you? Open your eyes Naruto! She's just repay you for protecting her from Hinata!" he yelled at him.
Naruto stopped froze in his spot with his eyes wide. "n-no, y-your lying…" he managed to stutter out.
"why the fuck you I lie right now Naruto?! she's using you! She never liked you an she's never going to like you!" he yelled at him.
Naruto stood there unable to say a word, his eyes were wide and his mouth was open. He slightly turned his head over to the bleachers to see a beat up looking Sakura looking away from him. "see Naruto she can't even look at you now that you know the truth. Even if she tries to make something up to cover the truth you will be able to tell that she's lying." Sasuke said with disappointment in his eyes.
"n-n-no, your w-w-rong……YOU WRONG!" Naruto shouted as he ran at Sasuke.
"you fool.." Sasuke whispered with his eyes hiding behind his bangs as Naruto came closer and punched him again. But he didn't move. Naruto kept punching him over and over yelling "you're wrong!" over and over. Punch after punch Sasuke didn't fight back, he just stood there with his eyes downcast. Everyone watched as Naruto punched Sasuke with sadness in there eyes. Hinata stared at the two with tears rimming in her eyes, but they wouldn't fall. She had made a promise and she intended on keeping it no matter what.
Sasuke felt Naruto's punches get weaker and weaker as he punched him. But finally and very slowly Naruto stopped punching Sasuke and dropped to the floor, having no more strength to stand up. Tears flowed down his cheeks as he sat on the floor. Sasuke bent down to Naruto's level and they looked at each other. "are your eyes finally open?" Sasuke whispered softly. Being drained of energy all he could do is nod. Sasuke gave a small smile as he helped Naruto up and they both looked at the people on the bleachers. Almost all of them had tears in there eyes. Guy and Lee were holding each other as they cried and sakura was no were to be found. With Naruto's arm around his neck and Sasuke's arm around hi waist they both slowly walked to the locker room while the bell rang.
As everyone walked out of the gym in silence Hinata sat there staring at the disappearing figures. Questions flooded her mind, questions of what will happen next and how strange things were now. How just four months ago she was a nobody that stuttered constantly, and now…now…she was a somebody……right?
As she thought about all the questions in her head she went on auto-pilot and soon she was in the Math room and the teacher was talking about something boring.
I am someone now right? Or is all of this a dream? No it can't be! Everything that's happened in the past week, all the emotions, all the fights, it was real right? But-but what if it wasn't? would I still be a nobody that basically has no friends? No, no that can happen! I can't lose my friends, Hana, Kichi, Sasuke….I don't know what I would do with out them. Compared to what I am now…..I was nothing back then….I lived for nothing….I depended on a stupid crush and nothing else….without it I was..was basically dead…I was dead. Wow.. The feeling of knowing you were dead is a little scary. That if Hana and Kichi chose not to come to this school it would be as if I was dead and if they hadn't come I wouldn't have become friends with Sasuke. That's even scarier, but if I didn't become friends with Sasuke then Naruto and him would have never fought, I wouldn't have a sprained wrist, my father wouldn't be in jail, Ino wouldn't hate me, sakura wouldn't fear me, Neji wouldn't be coming and I wouldn't be moving out. Maybe if I hadn't lived in Konoha at all this would have never happened. Is that for the better? If I had lived in Suna everything would be fine. So it really is all my fault….
She was taken out of her thoughts by the bell. she got out of her desk grabbed her backpack and skated towards her and Sasuke's spot. But when she got there he was nowhere to be found. But she didn't care she was to caught up in her depressed mood to notice. Instead of sitting at the spot she just turned around and started skating toward the door. But stopped at she sighed and put her skate board in her backpack thinking that it wasn't worth her energy. So she walked through out the school not knowing were she was going and not really caring.
She walked until she found her self in the music room. She looked around and found a stereo system, she walked over to it and popped in a CD she got from her backpack. She sat on the floor next to the stereo with her head up against the wall. Sh closed her eyes as she listened to the music take over he. Mostly just listened to the songs but one particular song she sang to. Darkness by Aiden.
In this darkness am I faithless
Without your lips I live without
Am I heartless am I soulless
Without your lips I live without
I'm so hollow when will we wake up
I'm so hollow am I confessed to die
I'm so hollow when will we wake up
I'm so hollow will this dream end tonight
We walked through the rain
And the night became silent
Sleep fell over the sky
And I swear I've never seen anything so beautifully dark
In this silence and this violence
Without your lips I live without
Look I'm lifeless look I'm soulless
Without your lips I live without
This darkness am I voiceless
Without your lips I live without
I'm heartless I'm soulless
Without your lips I live without
As the song ended Hinata opened her eyes but with out meaning a few stray tears rolled down her cheeks. With a sad smile she wiped them away. 'I guess I can't even keep a promise.' she thought sadly. After that thought the bell rang, Hinata looked at the time on her cell and in her surprise she saw that it was already the last class of the day. She got up and walked out of the music room after she took back her CD and put it in her backpack. She slowly made her way to the library were study hall was being held. As she walked in she saw that she was the first one there. Looking down she made her way to the back of the room behind the book shelves were no one was likely to see her. She dropped her back pack on the table and sat down on one of the wooden chairs. She didn't move after that all she did was stair at the wall in front of her. She sat there thinking the whole time. But even doing this she still felt that this was the longest hour ever. A second seemed to pass like an hour, and a minute like a life time. Staring at the wall she notice a fly go by her line of vision. A single insignificant fly that has no special purpose in the world. It could die and no one would notice. Could that happen to her? If she was to die at any given moment would anyone care? Would everyone be better off with out her? She really doesn't have a special purpose so…. What would happen? If she were to die?
A stray tear once again fell down her cheek, and for what seemed like forever, the bell finally rang. Se got up, grabbed her stuff and walked out of the library. When she got to the parking lot she spotted Sasuke waiting by his truck, but just seeing him made her want to cry more. She hid her eyes behind her bangs as she got into the truck and they started to drive home. They ride home was a peaceful silence, but to Hinata every moment just caused more pain. She stared out the window as tears rolled down her cheeks.
When they got home Hinata hopped out of the truck and walked slowly up to her room never saying a word. Sasuke noticed this and was puzzled on her behavior. But seeing her g strait to her room made Sasuke force himself to leave her alone seeing as she wanted alone time. He went into the living room and started watching Scooby-Doo not caring about his homework. After a few hours of nothingness Hinata emerged out of her room with her eyes still hidden. She walked into the kitchen and started making dinner. When she was done Sasuke came over and sat with her. They ate in an uncomfortable silence and when they were done they went to there separate rooms in silence. After about a half hour Sasuke couldn't take it anymore, in his pajamas he stormed into Hinata's room with a pissed off look on his face.
Hinata looks up from her lap to see an angry Sasuke burst through her room. Why was he angry? Did he finally relies that everything is my fault? Dose he hate me now? Did he come in here to yell at me and tell me what I'm noting? Just an insignificant bug? Hinata started crying after her thoughts. She looked down at her hands that were half covered by her baggy pajamas. Tears rapidly ran down her cheeks as she waited for Sasuke to yell at her. But when the moment never come she looked up at Sasuke and saw his sad look on his face. Angered as harshly whipped away her tears, but the still kept falling. "don't give me that look!" she yelled angered.
"what look?" Sasuke asked confused.
"that damn look! I've taken that look so many times in my life I'd know it anywhere! That look of pity! DON'T PITY ME!" she yelled. " I know you can in here to yell at me, tell me that you hate me and that all of this is my fault, that I'm better off dead, not pity me! So just go a head a do it already!!" she screamed out as she clutched her hands into fits so hard they started to bleed.
Sasuke watched in shock as Hinata screamed at him about stuff he didn't even know about. How her fits started leaking blood and her eyes were wide with anger and poring tears. But as he started move toward her she shut her eyes tight as if waiting for my to hit her. I sat beside her and hugged her. Her eyes snapped open. A look of confusion flashed through them. He looked at her. "wh-what are you d-doing?" she stuttered out. "d-don't you ha-hate me?"
He looked at her as if she grew another head. "why the hell would I hate you?"
"because it's all my fault!" she started crying again.
"calm down! What's all your fault?"
Her eyes narrowed and sh started screaming. "EVERYTHING! Your fight with Naruto, my dad in jail, Ino hating me, Sakura fearing me EVERYTHING!"
"how is any of that your fault? Ok yes the Sakura thing was your fault but still."
"See! If I hadn't fought Sakura then you and Naruto would have never fought! If Hana and Kichi had never come to this school then you would still be friends with Naruto, Ino wouldn't hate me, sakura wouldn't fear me, and I wouldn't be a burden to you!" tears were poring down her cheeks.
"a burden?" he asked quietly.
"YES! If it wasn't for me your life would be normal! Everything that has happened to you is my fault and that's why you should hate me! I'm just and insignificant bug! I don't matter and no one would care if I died!" by now she was sobbing.
"you're right it is all your fault" Hinata's breath hitched and she tried to run out of the room, but a warm hand held onto her wrist. "it's because of you that my life isn't normal and everything that has happened to me is your fault." Hinata struggled to get away, she just couldn't take any of this anymore. She couldn't take his words, she legs buckled and she fell to the floor sobbing. Sasuke let go of her wrist and her hands flew up to her face to try and hide her eyes. But she felt sudden warmth surround her and hot breath tickling her ear. "but you wrong about two things" he whispered into her ear softly. "you do matter…to me. Sure it's because of you every thing's changing in my life but you know what? I will never regret that day I let you sit my me at lunch those four months ago. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and even if no one cared if you died I know I would." she looked up at him with wide eyes.
"so, you don't hate me?"
He snorted , "Hinata even if I tried that isn't possible!" she looked at him in confusion. "Hinata I can not, will not, and do not hate you." he said simply.
"really?"
"really."
Tears of joy ran down her face as she hugged Sasuke and buried her face into his chest. He rapped his arms around her and put his chin on her head.
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Well this chapter was a little angst, and total dram mixed into it!
Karma- Fwa
Klea- that's my word!
Karma- well it's mine now! Haha
Klea whines like a little kid- that's not fare karma! -chases karma-
Karma- -runs away-
Everyone- O.O -twitch- -twitch-
Andy- review, review, review
Also deep writer, that was the funniest thing ever! Haha still laughing about it! And Darklin, I don't care what you think. Lots of people love and respected sasuhina, and if you done why the fuck are you reading my story? And I even said in the first chapter that this story was going to have some major OOC-ness! So don't complain to me about your problems. Everyone reading this go to Darklin's review and tell me if you hate it or not! Hahahahaha! I mean it though….
