Justin's POV
"So where is he meeting you?" Daphne asks as I pace around my room.
"He said to wait here at home"
"Calm down Jus I can feel your anxiety through the phone" Daphne says laughing.
"I can't help it I'm excited…and nervous, what if he wants to… you know have sex?"
"Why so shy all of a sudden? You want him and from everything you've told me he wants you too. So I think he's definitely going to want to have sex with you. I thought that's what you wanted?"
"I do but what if I'm not good at it?"
"You're a virgin by definition I'm sure you won't be good at it at first"
"Thanks for that"
"Relax you're physicking yourself out. You're going to have a great weekend the only thing that is going to ruin it is you catastrophizing"
She's right, Brian and I belong together and he wants me. More importantly he cares about me.
"Thanks for letting me bitch, so how's your witchy feelings towards our new teacher?"
"About the same, I'm gonna tell Cassie about it this weekend"
"Good" then I feel him it's weird that I can do that and I wonder if he feels me too. "I gotta go Daph"
"Have a good time" she says and I can hear the smile in her voice.
I look at my outfit again it's nothing special really. Every time I tried to pick something, I remembered what Brian said about not needing clothes. And I got distracted. My whole family is out to dinner and my parents didn't protest when I insisted on staying home. I don't know how but I know that Brian's responsible for that, somehow.
At least the outfits new, it's something that I bought when Cassie took us shopping. The jeans are tight and hug me in all the right places. Making my ass look great, the shirt is blue and tight as well. I give myself one last once over before I hear the doorbell. My stomach tightens with nervousness and I try to calm down.
I turn off all the lights before grabbing a jacket and heading for the door. I take a deep shaky breath and open the door. All my nervousness disappears, he looks hotter than I ever remembered. And he's staring at me like he's trying to memorize my face.
"Hi" I say finally. He smiles at me, walks inside and takes my hand. Then he lets out a breath neither of us knew he was holding in.
"Hi" he says kissing my hand, and an electric shock runs through me. I wonder if Brian feels it too. "Our other visits didn't do you justice" he purrs, and I can feel myself blushing.
"So where are we going? Is it going to be far? And are you sure that I don't need clothes? I could go upstairs and throw some clothes in a bag. Plus murmph"
I can't finish because he silences me with his lips. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back. Our kissing is still pretty tame, but at least I'm fully awake for this kiss. And I get to touch him this time, I run my fingers through the hair at the base of his neck. It's soft and fells nice between my fingers.
After we kiss Brian wraps his arms around my waist pulling me to him. He looks at me and smiles, it's a completely unfiltered smile. Showing me just how happy he is to be here with me.
"Sorry I know I talk a lot when I'm…nervous, but seriously where are we going?"
He laughs and pulls me closer to him.
"I don't mind, your rambling is kind of…" he sighs and rolls his eyes "cute" he finishes.
"As to where we're going it's a surprise, you ready?"
I nod and he reluctantly lets go of me and takes my hand while I lock up. Then we start walking, it fells nice walking next to him, and actually getting to touch him. I can't help but stare at him I don't even pay attention to where we're going. He smiles as we walk clearly knowing that I'm watching him.
When I finally look at where we are, we're in the middle of a road. I look around confused.
"Are we going hiking or something?"
"No, it's no surprise that I'm not….normal right?"
"Yea" I think about how we met all those months ago. When he first started showing up in my dreams. I thought about it a lot at first, but as I started to fall for him it became less and less important.
He turns and around and squats, I'm about to ask him why when he says
"Hop on"
"Really?" I say surprised. I do what he says and hop on his back, I wrap my arms around his neck. And he holds my legs on either side of him.
"Not that I don't like the piggyback ride but how-"
"Just hold on and…don't be scared okay. I'd never do anything to hurt you"
"I know that Brian, I'm not scared of you. I'm just worried that I'm too heavy for you to carry me. To where ever we're going"
He laughs "you're as light as a feather Justin I promise. Here we go" he says.
I can feel the smile in his voice. And his excitement makes me excited. Then he starts running, it's slow at first, but he slowly picks up the pace. Soon we're going faster than I know any strong fit healthy human being should be going. It's fun and I can't help the squeal (yes squeal) of excitement, as the trees and lights pass us.
"This is incredible!" I say laughing again.
I actually get a little disappointed when he slows down. He lets me down and looks at me intently.
"Are you okay?" he asks looking at me a little nervously
"That was amazing! How'd you do that?" I ask still feeling giddy
He sighs relieved "later, now it's time for your surprise"
That reminds me to look at our surroundings. It almost looks like we're still in the middle of nowhere. I look closer and see we're on a path. Brian turns me around and puts his hands over my eyes. He starts leading me up the path.
"Um Brian I'm really clumsy…" the last thing I want is to trip on my own feet and fall flat on my ass. In front of Brian
"I won't let you fall" he says soothingly. I can feel his excitement. He's excited to show me whatever it is.
"Okay" he says positioning me at the right angle. I think I hear him say "I hope he likes it" but it's so low I'm not sure I heard him right.
When he takes his hands away, I'm shocked. I'm standing in front of a mansion, it's huge. It's has lights strung up all around it making it look…well magical. The closer I look the more I notice about the place. It's huge and has a lot of land attached to it.
"Do you like it?" Brian asks try to sound cool but I can hear the edge to his voice.
"If you don't we can go somewhere else. I have a loft closer to home, but I really wanted you all to myself"
I turn around and kiss him, it only takes him a second to wrap his arms around me. I pull away soon because I want to see the hous- mansion. Then a thought passes through my head.
"You didn't buy this just for me did you? I mean this pace must've cost a fortune. I would've been happy with a hotel room. I mean I just want to be with you"
"I bought this place last year, I swear. Even if I hadn't I would've bought it any way. And a hotel room really is that all you think of me? Or of you, you deserve better than some hotel room" he says almost scoldingly.
He pulls out some papers and a pin, then he turns around.
"I need you to sign your name by the X's" he tells me. I know what these papers are and I can't.
"Yo-you can't give me this place Bri-"
"You're wasting time and I have other plans for us tonight" he says and there's a stirring in my pants. I sigh and sign the papers.
"What does this mean?" I ask handing him back the papers.
"It means that you and I Mr. Taylor own this place" he says proudly
I decide not to think about it, if it makes Brian happy then why not. It's not like I'll ever be here without him, wherever here is. Brian takes my hand and leads me to the front door. He opens it for me and I walk in, I stop when he drops my hand and doesn't follow.
"Well don't just stand there come in" I say. He smiles and follows me in closing the door behind him. He leads me to a huge living room, but right now it's set up like a dining room. With food and everything. One of my favorite foods to be exact, chicken Parmesan. It's all very romantic.
"You did this for me?" I say surprised.
"I don't think there's anything I wouldn't do for you. Let's eat"
After some convincing Brian and I eat on the floor by the fireplace. While we're eating Brian decides to play twenty questions. Mostly 'why' questions, because he already knows a lot about me from our other talks. Like he knows my favorite color is so he asks why its my favorite.
I notice that he isn't eating as much, he's kind of pushing his food around. While I've in haled two and a half plates of food.
"Aren't you hungry?"
"I'm more of a dessert kind of man" he says and, suddenly I'm not so hungry anymore.
