I woke up the next day feeling pretty energized for having fallen asleep at midnight. Today was a day off so I decided I'd go running in our old territory outside the wall with Akio.

I put my hair in a ponytail leaving my bangs down. I put on some cover up, mascara, and clear lip gloss.

I put on my green short sleeved, U neck mini dress with a black long sleeved turtle neck under it, black leggings, black lace up boots, and grabbed my maneuvering device.

I was going to surprise Akio with it since we hadn't been back in about a few months.

I walked downstairs and saw Levi in khakis, Brown boots, and a blue collar shirt.

"Morning hubby"i joked. He blushed.

"Morning... um, Hange took Akio out to the training fields to teach him some basic martial arts. He knows some, but not enough to protect himself from titan shifters. And I was wondering if you would like to maybe go out? Just to go around town?" Levi asked hesitantly. I smiled and nodded. I ran up to my room, put away my maneuvering device, and then came back down.

"So, what do you want to do?" I asked. He shrugged.

"Normally the girlfriend demands he buy her jewelry" he said "well, that's what I've read and what Erwin told me"

I laughed "what the hell kind of books do you read? Don't let Erwin give you love advice. Ever. Or sex advice. If that happens, I don't wanna feel like you're using Erwins technique, cause then ill think about Erwin, then it'll feel like im with Erwin. That would make us both very uncomfortable" I said then continued walking.

Levi stopped.

"Sex?" He blushed. He ran and caught up.

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I stumbled back to the grounds with Levi running past me.

"I won!" He screamed and then locked himself in his room. He most likely passed out.

"Kels? How was the date?" Akio asked from above me.

"I think there was a picnic? And a boat ride? I know there was alcohol..." I giggled.

"Okay you, come on" he picked me up and set me in Mikasas arms.

"Please, lock her in her room?" He asked. Mikasa nodded.

I was placed in my pjs in my room.

I quickly fell asleep.

"Kelsey? Hey there! I haven't seen you in a while!" My old school friend Mark smiled and came up to me. I hugged him.

"Totally. What have you been up to?" I asked.

"oh, you know, helping my dad with his orphanage, and my brother with the crops. nothing big" he smiled earnestly. I smiled back and blushed. I had had quite a big crush on Mark for a while.

Suddenly, flashes of titans eating humans appeared before me. First Mark. Then mom. Then dad. Then everyone else I knew and cared about.

Blood

Death

Destruction

Loneliness

"Help me! Somebody help- AAAAH!" I screamed as my legs were crushed by a running variant. They were very broken.

I crawled into an alley that you could only find if you knew where it was. But for a titan you could simply look into it.

Suddenly, footsteps and then a large face.

Akio.

Training him.

Meeting the squad.

Hange.

Levi

Eren

Armin

Jean

Mikasa

Christa

Then titans

Titans

Titans

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No one was around to wake me from my dream of truths that happened and may become.

no one was there to notice the single tear that made its way out of my eye and onto the white pillow beneath my trembling head.