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"Doctor why do you do this to me?"

"Sorry Admiral I don't know what you mean." Responded The EMH

"Every time I start to feel like things are starting to become normal, you have to go and change it."

"Admiral I don't mean to do that, I am only doing my job. And my job does have the affect of changing how people see things."

Kathryn turned to look out the window of her office to help her gather her thoughts.

"You now Doctor just after we returned to Earth you came and changed a lot of things then."

FLASHBACK

Just after Voyager got home. Admiral Janeway was rock climbing

"Captain I mean Admiral can you hear me?" asked the EMH

"Is she going to be okay Doc?" Questioned Chakotay

"She has taken a bad fall. What was she thinking, rock climbing in the Rocky Mountains."

"Oh my head, my back, my whole body." Came Kathryn's quiet voice

"Oh good she is coming around. You have to stay still Admiral I am still running a few scans." Said the EMH

"Oh no, um Admiral I need to talk to you alone, so Chakotay you will have to leave."

"No he can stay its quite alright Doctor." Kathryn said with more control of her voice

"Well Admiral if my tricorder is working right, your accident has um. Well it has damaged your reproductive organs. I am so but I don't think you will very be able to have children. I will have to do more tests but I don't think it will help."

"NO Doctor that can't be right. I can't have kids? No" Kathryn said as she began to cry.

Present Time

"Admiral are you ok?"

"Doctor please just tell me what you have to say and leave."

"Well Admiral my scans have come up with a positive result. You are in fact pregnant again."

"Doctor I didn't think I could not for at least a year. Giving time to recover from the other the attack."

"Well it would have been better for you and safer for the baby but it has happened. I will have to keep a close eye on both of you to make sure everything is okay. Congratulations again Admiral.

"Thank you doctor please go."

"Yes, sorry, I will be back to check on you at the end of the week."

Kathryn watched as the doctor left her office and made her way back to the chair behind her desk. Thinking to her self; That would explain a lot.. Short tempered and NO good god why does this have to happen now. I was hoping to wait for at least another month or so before telling Chakotay no more children and now.

Kathryn sat in her chair looking out her window and watched as the sun went down she couldn't remember how long she had been looking out the window but it most have been almost all afternoon. She got up and left her officer early to go and relax at home.

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Chakotay was just finishing making dinner when he heard the front door close

"Kathryn I have made dinner and I think you will like it.. Its your favourite." Yelled Chakotay from the kitchen

"Where's Edward?" called Kathryn

"He is here with me watching me cook."

Kathryn walked into the kitchen and broke into a laughing fit when she saw the mess all over Edward. When Chakotay turn around she laughed harder because he had a mess on his face too.

"It looks like you two had fun making dinner."

"Oh well it kind of got interesting." Chakotay said while he walked over to Kathryn. He kissed her and said "Long day at the office?"

"You can say that. The Doctor came to visit me today. While I was happy to see him at first he decided to do my physical right then and there."

"Oh that was nice of him. You did miss the appointment the other day."

"I was hoping he would just ask me to come and see him later but he started complaining that I avoid him to much."

"Well.. I can understand that.. What did he say?"

"He said that I was healthy and."

"And what?" questioned Chakotay

"Pregnant." Mumbled Kathryn

"Sorry what was that?"

"I'm pregnant again." She yelled

"Oh that wonderful Kathryn I knew we would have another one day this is great." Chakotay said as he hugged Kathryn.

Kathryn tried to smile back but as soon as Chakotay saw her face he knew something was wrong.

"Kathryn are you not happy?"

"Chakotay I am it's just that I was going to tell you tonight that I think it would be best if we didn't have anymore children."

Chakotay studied Kathryn's face form a moment and he couldn't help but laugh

"Oh Kathryn I know this is not exactly something that will work with your Starfleet life but come now, what about your person life? You had told me on Voyager a few years ago that you wanted a family. And now that you have it you are pushing away from it. Kathryn you are no longer stuck in the Delta Quadrant you are on Earth and you have a family that loves you."

"Chakotay I just. I don't know. I need time to under stand this. I am sorry." Kathryn said and then she turned around and went upstairs to change.

As Kathryn changed she saw her over night bag in the closet, she reacted up to grab it. She sat on the bed and wondered if she could stay at her sister's house for a few days. She shook off the thought stood up straight put the bag back in the closet and closed the door. She started to walk out the door when she saw herself in the mirror in the corner, She walked over to it and looked at herself, she put her hands on her hips and said

"Now that's the Kathryn I know, The Kathryn that never backs down." She laughed and walked out of the room.

Kathryn walked down the stairs with a swagger that once graced the halls aboard the USS Voyager. As she walked into the living room Chakotay heard her enter the room and turned around to look at her. She put her hands on her hips and smiled really big.

"Chakotay and what do you think your doing?" she giggled

"Why Kathryn I was just reading a book." He replied with a laugh

"Would you be free to help me with my blouse? The buttons are stuck."

Chakotay smiled and walked over to her. Slowly he began to undo her buttons, after each one he undid he kissed her neck. Kathryn began so walk forward forcing Chakotay to walk backwards, hit stopped as he hit the sofa. Kathryn laughed and pushed him over the sofa. As Chakotay fell over he took Kathryn with him. They both laugh and kissed. Just as Kathryn was helping Chakotay take off his shirt Edward started to cry. Sighing Kathryn got off Chakotay to go see to Edward.

Kathryn walked into Edwards room saw the window was open and Edward was Gone.

"EDWARD!!! NO!!!!!" Kathryn was screaming and crying when Chakotay came running in to the room.

Kathryn turned into Chakotay's arms and cried into his chest. A few minutes later she ran to her office.

"Damn it Admiral Martin Edward is my son and someone has taken him!" Kathryn said with anger as she slammed her fist on the desk.

"Kathryn I understand I have fourteen teams of twenty officers to help look for him. And I have a team looking around your home. Please stay calm I promise we will find him." Admiral said then he ended the transmission.

Kathryn slammed her fist on the desk and left her office, she made her way to Edward's room and sat in the rocking chair. Chakotay came in and put his hand on Kathryn's shoulder and said

"We will find him Kathryn I promise."