Edward

When the police officer in front of me started talking about the probability of my car been stripped down and the parts sold off I felt like crying. That car meant something to me, it symbolised the new life I had begun to forge in Forks. Jane had always wanted me to drive something flashy, a status symbol if you will, but now I was free of her I chose my Volvo, safe, reliable, not the most exciting thing in the world – a little like myself.

And now my car was gone, I didn't believe much in things like fate but this hardly seemed a good sign.

Bella was amazing throughout the whole thing. I actually felt a bit of a pansy as she took control of the situation with such force and confidence while I whimpered like a child on the sidelines.

The date had been going so well too, Bella was the most incredible person I had ever met. She was funny, absolutely gorgeous and probably one of the kindest people I had ever met. In the past I always felt overwhelmed by the person I was with. I wasn't myself because I just didn't consider the real me good enough, but with Bella things were different. She made me feel significant, good about myself, in a way no one had before.

If only I hadn't had my mind on that kiss, then maybe all this wouldn't have happened and I wouldn't have taken a wrong turn. I rolled over on the pull out couch trying not to think about how hot it was to watch Bella as she licked and sucked on that spoonful of chocolate cheesecake.

Oh lord, an erection is the last thing I need.

She just seemed to enjoy it so much; the blissful wonder on her features as she ate the sweet confection had just made me lose it. I had just had to taste her, I didn't care that we were in the middle of a restaurant, or that I was making a spectacle of myself - I wanted to feel those soft lips on mine.

Mmm and she was sweeter than I remembered, the chocolate lingered on her tongue and her mouth on mine was just heaven.

Seriously I had to stop this, I was in Bella's house sporting a massive boner. I was a delinquent.

Looking at my watch I sighed, it was two in the morning and I needed to pee. I wasn't sure if there was a bathroom downstairs, I checked several doors and not a toilet in sight. That meant I would have to venture upstairs. Fortunately the first door I tried was the right one, a small part of me kind of wished I had accidentally opened Bella's bedroom door to find her wearing just her panties….

My mother would be so proud of the perverted son she had raised.

Now I couldn't pee because my erection was back.

Okay think of something distasteful.

Um having a knife shoved in my face last night, that was scary as shit.

This was good - it was working.

Bella looking after me, her eyes full of concern and the way she never let go of my hand throughout the whole ordeal. The way she gently ran her fingers through my hair before placing that soft, sweet kiss on my forehead.

Dammit. No!

A hesitant knock on the bathroom door brought my head up, my eyes widening in fear.

'Edward are you alright in there?'

'Fine,' I squeaked back. I was officially the most unfortunate man on the planet.

The handle started to turn and I realised I had not locked the door.

Kill me now god, just do it and put me out of my misery.

Bella stood stock still in the doorway taking the scene. I had my boxers around my ankles; my dick was hard and pointing straight up against my tummy. I probably looked like some complete sicko.

'This isn't what it looks like.' It was the only thing I could think to say.

'So you didn't wake up with a boner and need to pee?' A small smirk played on the edges of Bella's mouth and I felt my shoulders gradually loosen.

'Okay it is what it looks like.'

'Try to think of something really nasty.' How can Bella saying those words make me even more aroused?

'I've known Emmett a long time and had to listen to a lot of his inappropriate boner stories,' Bella pulls a wry face and shakes her head a little.

I watch as her eyes once again slide downwards and she is biting her lip frantically, this is not helping at all.

'It's so big,' she almost says to herself. Not helping one bit.

Bella quickly turns and I breath a sigh of relief thinking she is finally taking pity on me and leaving me alone, but she doesn't she closes and locks the door before walking slowly towards me.

Her eyes are so dark as she looks up at me and I swallow thickly. I see Bella's hands clench at her side and then she reaches out almost hesitantly, touching my chest with delicate fingers.

'Edward I just can't seem to help myself,' she looks so torn and helpless as she steps even closer, her breasts touching my chest and reaches up on tiptoes to claim my mouth.

I stumble a little because my boxers are still around my ankles and in my haste to pull Bella closer they become entangled in my feet. I kick them off and concentrate on her beautiful lips nibbling along my lower one, her tongue darting out asking for entry makes me think I may just have died and gone to heaven. My arms wrap around her waist, her thin cotton vest top not much of a barrier between us and I feel her nipples harden against me as our mouths fuse and all thought goes out the window.

Bella draws back all wide eyed, her chest heaving, which only makes my little problem worse. I groan, I can't help it, especially when Bella's warm hands are making their way under my t-shirt and tugging it over my head to land somewhere behind me.

My hand reaching down and I pinch my thigh hard, convinced that I am surely dreaming, there is no way in hell this can be real. I wince, that hurt like a motherfucker and Bella looks at me with concern thinking she is the cause of my distress.

'Oh god Bella you are so beautiful.' I touch the small sliver of skin that is exposed between the top of her lacy boy shorts and her vest; it's so hot and smooth. My fingers run up over her ribs and her breathing becomes quick and shallow. The bottom of her pale breasts are exposed and then her delicate, pink nipples as I lift her vest higher. Her breasts look so soft and I gently cup my hands around them, loving the weight and the way a low moan escapes Bella's mouth.

My tongue peaks out of my mouth and I lower my head to taste those hard nubs that seem to be begging for my attention. Bella's head falls back as she arches, offering herself to me, my tongues flicks over her nipples and I gently nip at her flesh.

'That feels so good.'

Bella tastes like honey, every inch of her skin is pressed against mine and the throbbing in my groin becomes almost painful.

'Touch me please,' she begs. Her hand captures mine and brings it down between her legs. I run my fingers over the top of her pubic bone and a low keening sounds escapes Bella's mouth. Slowly my hand travels lower until I can feel the moisture that has already leaked on to the material of her underwear.

I rub my thumb over her clit and now Bella is panting like mad, her forehead resting on my shoulder as I move my fingers into her hot, wet folds. For a moment Bella tenses before I slip one finger inside.

'More,' she breathes and I oblige by adding another finger all the while softly teasing her clit.

'I'm not going to last, you're too good at this,' she pants. 'Don't stop.' As if I could, I want to feel her come apart in my arms. Her cheeks flush and her whole body becomes rigid. 'Edward, Edward.' Bella's mouth opens and all the breath seems to leave her body, she clamps down around my fingers and I feel a rush of moisture coat them before she slumps forwards against my body.

'Fuck that was amazing,' I'm not even sure Bella is actually talking to me but my whole body glows with satisfaction at her words.

Without warning Bella sinks to her knees and takes my cock carefully in her hand. She looks up at me and licks her lips before running her tongue along my length.

'Bella you really don't have … Oh fuck.' Her mouth surrounds me with its hot, wet depths and already my balls are beginning to tighten with my imminent release. Jane never like fellatio, she said it was degrading to women so I had rarely experienced the feeling of a woman's mouth on me. Bella's tongue runs over my tip and then she plunges her mouth down my length, all the while massaging her tongue along the underside of it.

A choked sob comes from my throat as I desperately try to stave off my orgasm.

'Bella I'm going to..' I tug a little on her hair but she doesn't move, instead her other hands reaches out and carefully massages my balls.

Holy shit that feels amazing. I can't stop it, a roar leaves my throat, my whole body feels aflame and I swear I see stars as I come. I watch in awe as Bella swallows everything that erupts from me, and there is a lot. Immediately I feel guilty but Bella raises her eyes to mine and the wicked grin she shots me dispels all that.

'That was …. ' There are actually tears in my eyes as she slowly stands, her mouth looking all red and swollen, she looks like sin as she peers at me shyly.

'The best thing that's ever happened to me,' I'm not thinking and the words just pour from my mouth.

'Really?'

'I think so but I may have lost the ability to think.' Bella chuckles softly and wraps her arms around me.

'I haven't done that in years but I couldn't resist. Thanks for what you did; I don't want you to think that I go around. ..'

'Don't.' Bella takes a deep breath and nods. 'I know what kind of person you are, I could never think anything bad about you. I mean I was the one in your bathroom unbearably turned on thinking about you.'

'Well if it helps I was in bed unbearably turned on thinking about you.'

'Oh that helps a lot.' We both grin at each other before my full bladder makes it's presence known and I blurt out 'I need to pee.'

Bella giggles softly and quickly places a kiss at the corner of my mouth. 'I'll leave you to it.' She turns at the door and looks back at me with those liquid, brown eyes that could bring any man to his knees.

'I would love to have you in my bed, to cuddle against you but I have to think of Ness.'

'Say no more, I'm happy downstairs.'

She quirks her eyebrow and I shrug. 'Okay not happy though I do understand, but one day soon Bella I want you in my bed, writhing underneath me.' Bella's lips part and her pupils become huge; she turns and stumbles a little back to her room.

Suddenly the loss of my car seemed really insignificant, in fact just about everything did, except the wonderful woman who had just walked away.