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Chapter 9

The next few days went pretty much the same, I came in only having a few patients and Bellamy was always one of them. I've seen Octavia on a few different occasions now and actually even met his mom, I only seen his girlfriend Gina that first day but she hadn't been back since. It was my fourth day of coming in and I expected this day to be just like the others but I was in for a big surprise.

I started making my rounds, finished the first three patients first, like I had been doing then went to check on Bellamy. When I reached his room I saw Octavia standing next to him holding his hand but what I didn't expect was once I actually walked into the room I saw he was sitting up.

I was shocked and all I could say was "Your awake."

He just stared at me.

"He woke up around 2 this morning." Octavia said obviously happy that her brother was finally awake.

"Sorry I was just surprised they hadn't updated his file that he was awake." I told Octavia.

"Clarke Collins?" I heard Bellamy ask, his voice was weak.

"Actually it's Griffin again." I smiled at him.

I went and grabbed the blood pressure machine, I felt how shaky my hands were and I was starting to wonder how I was going to do this. I wrapped the cuff around his bicep, he hadn't taken his eyes off me since I walked in the room.

"Please keep your arm still for me." I said hating that not only my hands were shaky but my voice was to.

"You're pregnant?" He asked barley more than a whisper.

I nodded.

Once the machine started beeping I noticed that it was finished, I hadn't been watching the numbers like I should have been. I was too distracted with the situation. His blood pressure was slightly elevated.

"I'm going to have the doctor come in and check on you since your blood pressure is a little high, it's nothing to worry about but it wouldn't be a bad idea to have him look you over." I told Bellamy.

"Clarke." I heard Bellamy say before I walked out of the door.

I turned around "Yea."

"How far along are you?" As soon as the words left his mouth I knew he had a feeling that he might be the father.

"About 7 months." I said then turned around and walked out of his room.

I'd be back by his room later to check on him again and I figured that would give him enough time to think of anything he wanted to ask me. I would be open and honest with him, there wasn't any reason to hold anything back. I wasn't sure if he wanted anything said in front of his sister anyway, that's the main reason I tried not to say much then.

I found the doctor told him about the blood pressure, he agreed that it was probably nothing major as well but he was going to go check on him. I couldn't help but check Bellamy's file after the doctor went and seen him, it looked like his blood pressure was back to normal. Now thinking about it, it may have been elevated because of me being there. It had been a few hours since I last saw Bellamy so when it was time to go check in on him again I couldn't help but get a little excited.

When I got to his room and realized that he had more company I couldn't help but feel a little depressed, especially when I realized it was Gina. I smiled as I walked into his room.

"So how are you feeling?" I asked.

"A little tired and sore." He responded.

I smiled at him, "well I have something here that will help the pain."

I walked over to his IV and inserted his pain medicine and antibiotics into it.

I heard from behind me, "I hate to ask this but would you mind going on home, I'm really tired and I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep if I know you're here."

"Sure." I heard Gina reply, an obvious disappointment in her voice.

I heard a kiss then footsteps walking out of the room and the door closing back.

"I want you to know I wasn't with her when that happened." His statement surprised me.

"Does it really matter, I was married." I told him not turning around.

"I just wanted you to know that I'm not that kind of man, I'm not the kind of man who would cheat on someone." He said softly.

"That's good to know, but obviously I am that kind of person since it did happen." I felt myself getting emotional but I kept fidgeting with the IV machine so I wouldn't have to look at him.

"I don't think that's true, I know I don't know you but from what I hear you were pretty loyal to Finn until that night and he didn't deserve it one bit." I heard the hatred in his voice when he mentioned Finn's name.

"It doesn't matter what he did and didn't do, I broke the commitment I made and now I'm being punished for it." I didn't mean to say the last part and I really didn't think the pregnancy was because of that, did I?

I finally turned around and looked at Bellamy. He just stared at me. He looked like he wanted to say something but was having problems with it.

"How did you find me?" His question surprised me.

"I didn't I was in the ER when you were brought in." I told him.

"So you saw me when I was first brought in?" He looked worried.

"Yea and let me say it scared the shit out of me." I told him honestly.

"I bet." He replied.

"I honestly never expected to see you again then you show up here, it's like it was a sign." I said softly.

Finally the question came that I had been waiting for, "The baby… Is it mine?"

I took a deep breath, "Yes she is."


He finally knows :)