I stayed in my room most of the morning
I stayed in my room most of the morning. I couldn't help but think about what happened last night. I heard a knock.
"Come in, the doors open" I yelled as Oliver walked in my room
"Still in pajamas?" he asked
"Yeah, I could get dressed if it bothers you?"
"No its fine, I just wanted to see you" he smiled
"I'm still sorry about last night"
"You don't have to be, I let myself go to far, I should be sorry. But that's in the past lets think about what were gonna do today!" He said
"Oliver we had the chance to do something special, I want to show you how much I love you and I want to give everything to you." I said looking down
"Miley just forget about it please!"
"It's all I think about."
He leaned in close to me and kissed me softly.
"There think about that for awhile!" He laughed
"Do you wanna do something later?" He asked
"Movies?"
"Yeah your pick this time" he smiled as he got up and walked to my door
"Pick me up at 7" I said as he left
Later I walked to Lilly's. I went upstairs to her room and saw her in front of the computer. I told her about what had happened the night before.
"You can't lead him on forever!" Lilly said
"I'm not leading him on I'm just not all that ready!"
"You should do it, he might go back to Sarah for what he wants or someone else." jealousy flashing in her eyes
"He'll never make me do what I don't want to!" I said defensively
"I was just trying to say make him stay"
"He loves me!"
"Are you sure about that!" she said her words stabbing me in the heart. I got up and left. I didn't want her to have the satisfaction of seeing me cry. I got home and went into the bathroom to shower. As time went by I got more nervous. I decided that tonight was the night.
1:00 am
Oliver walked me to the door and kissed me goodnight.
"Ill call you tomorrow" he smiled
"Ill be waiting" I said
"I love you" He said kissing me again
"I love you to" I replied as tears filled my eyes and I walked into the house. My dad was waiting on the couch.
"How was your night bud?" he smiled
"It was fine."
"What's wrong?"
"I'm just tired that's all" I lied
"Oh ok then you'll tell me in the morning?"
"Yeah goodnight daddy" I walked upstairs. I put on pajamas and got in bed. I laid awake thinking about what happened just hours ago. I closed my eyes and started from the beginning.
"Hey Oliver" I smiled as he took my hand and led me to his car. He was only 10 minutes late.
"Sorry I'm late Miles!" he said
"Let's just go before we miss the movie" I laughed. We got to the theater and found are seats. He took hold of my hand and kissed me on the forehead. We sat not really paying attention to watching the movie. I don't even remember what the movie was about. I just savored holding Oliver's hand. He threw popcorn at me. I tried to hit him… I've really never felt so happy. It felt like only 10 minutes when the movie was over and we walked to his car. We drove a little bit when he pulled off the road. The spot was over looking the beach. It was beautiful.
"I love you Miley."
"I love you too."
"I just wanted to talk for a while." Oliver said
"We don't have to just talk." I kissed him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to me.
"Whoa Miles"
"Let's get in the backseat" I suggested as I opened the car door. He reluctantly got out of the car and slid in the back slowly. I immediately grabbed him and kissed him. He tried to pull back but I wouldn't let him. I placed my hands on his shoulders and felt him ease up. He started to kiss me back. I felt butterflies in my stomach as his hands moved down my back. I slid my hands under his shirt and pulled it over his head. The nerves started taking over me when we held eye contact. I just closed mine and kissed him again. I lay down in the seat and he moved easily on top of me. He slipped my shirt over my head with ease and his hands found my chest. His finger tips moved softly across my chest and left a trail of goose bumps behind them. I shuddered as his fingers trailed down my stomach and to the waistband of my jeans. I kissed him more roughly as I undid his jeans. He grabbed my hands and broke our kiss.
"Miles wait." He said
"No don't stop" I breathed as I kissed him
"Are you sure?" he asked
"I've never been so sure about anything" I said as I pulled his jeans down some more. He slid mine off and lowered his body on mine. I loved being this close to him. We fit perfectly. We didn't look at each other until we were in natures pajamas. He just stared at me. I felt my self blush and tried to cover up.
"No don't your beautiful." He whispered as he kissed me so tenderly I felt weak. Everything seemed to fit as he eased into me.
"Are you alright?" he asked
"Yeah" I breathed and I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him until our chests were touching.
"Ill never hurt you, I promise." He whispered
"I love you"
Everything I held onto for seventeen years was gone in a blink of an eye. I didn't realize it would be so difficult to become unattached to my virginity.
Note: yeah sorry this took long, ive already started another chapter so it will be up in the next week. i hope you like this story so far I really appreciate the great reviews!!
