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Chapter Nine : The Weakness In Me

Kurt arrived soon and like the gossip boy he was, almost drowned Mercedes with questions about what was going on. His endless chatter was making Mercedes regret her decision of calling him in the first place.

"…so diva, you wanted to talk to me?" Kurt rattled on, sitting cross-legged on her bed. "I believe it has something to do with a certain tall and handsome blond…?"

Mercedes rolled her eyes; not everything in her life revolves around Sam, okay well just a good portion of it.

"No Kurt, this is definitely not about Sam," she huffed. "It's…Oh God who thought this would be so hard…" she ran her fingers nervously through her hair.

"Okay, you're scaring me now Mercedes," Kurt replied, his blue eyes widened in concern. "…did-did you experiment with drugs too? I mean Rachel was kinda going out with a drug dealer so…" Mercedes cut her eyes at him. She was fed up that every third word out of Kurt's mouth was Rachel.

"Shut up Kurt, I'm fucking tired of hearing about Rachel did this or Rachel did that, just leave my house and leave me the hell alone!" Mercedes spat. She was so fucking tired of constantly being reminded about that selfish bitch and she refused to let that happen in her own home.

"Mercy…I'm sorry, I didn't mean to talk about…" Mercedes cut him off.

"I kissed Mike, okay! I kissed Mike and I feel really, really weird about it!" She blurted out. "I cheated on Sam!"

Kurt gasped loudly…

"Mercedes Aretha Diva Jones, you did what?" He asked. "I don't believe you, there is no possible way on God's green earth that you kissed Mike!"

"You're right, he kissed me…" Mercedes began, shrugging her shoulders. She was about to explain what had happened but the glare from Kurt told her to keep quiet.

"Mercedes, why would you do such a thing? Oh and for your information you didn't cheat on Sam, he's not your boyfriend, remember?" he reminded her.

Mercedes sucked on her teeth, she knew it was a mistake to tell Kurt about the kiss, things between them weren't the same. "Look Kurt, I wanted your advice on how to handle this situation; not for you to act like a little bitch." She snapped.

"You're right Mercedes," Kurt agreed, frowning at her words. "Here's my advice, you should get a grip on yourself, put on your big girl panties and tell Tina…"

"Are you fucking crazy?" she squealed. "I can't tell Tina, it will only hurt her, besides the kiss meant nothing."

"If it meat nothing you wouldn't be so upset about it," Kurt countered. "So Mercedes either you tell Tina or I will!" he said firmly as he braced himself for Mercedes' wrath.

She couldn't believe it! How dare he give her an ultimatum! She came to him for help! Fuck Rachel Berry can have his ass because as far as she was concern they were finished.

"Kurt, listen to me and listen to me real good because I'm going to say this once." She hissed in a deadly tone. "I'm really sick and tired putting up with your on again, off again friendship. In fact, I'm done; I can't even come to you for advice without you turning me into the bad guy. So you can take your Rachel Berry kissing ass back to New-York!" she pointed towards the door. "Get. Out!."

Kurt didn't say another word. He had really done it this time; he had no idea why the thought of Mercedes and Mike together upset him so much. Perhaps it had something to do with his failed relationship with Blaine. No that wasn't it, what Mercedes did was wrong and she needed to be called out on it. Mercedes was becoming that girl and he didn't like it one bit.

He didn't want to push his luck and get a beat down, so he did as he was asked and left.

Mercedes was really torn, when did her life became this difficult? She needed to take her mind of her problems and the only way she knew was singing her heart out.

She started the song in her living room and ended it in front of the New Directions, the next day in choir…

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love

But to you, I give my affection, right from the start.

I have a lover who loves me - how could I break such a heart?

Yet still you get my attention.

Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough?

Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone?

And make me lie when I don't want to,

And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?

Make me stay when I should not?

If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me.

Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by?

I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly.

Feeling guilty,

And I'm worried, and I'm waking from a tormented sleep

'Cause this old love, you know it has me bound,

But this new love cuts so deep.

If I choose now, I'm bound to lose out;

One of you is gonna have to fall...

I need you, baby.

Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough?

Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone?

And make me lie when I don't want to,

And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?

Make me stay when I should not?

If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me.

Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by?

I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly.

She ended the song standing in front of Mike. She wanted him to understand that she felt something when they kissed but she couldn't act on it because she was still vey much in love with Sam. But Mike saw this as a declaration of her love for him and went to hug Mercedes tightly, just as she was asking in the song.

"I understand Mercy and I knew you felt something when I kissed you." He said in front of everyone, which included both their exes.

"Say what now?" Sam said, jumping to his feet with Tina right behind him.

"Cedes, you kissed Mike?" Sam asked, staring into her eyes, hoping it was a misunderstanding.

Mercedes was in a deep shit; she wanted nothing more than to be on good terms with Sam. She knew if she told the truth she could lose him, not only that but she could lose her friendship with Tina.

"Sam asked you a question Mercedes!" Tina said hotly, standing with her hands on her hips

"Whoa, looks like Cohen-Chang is getting pissy," Santana snarked. "Might as well tell everybody the truth Aretha."

"Santana, stay out of it!" Mercedes snapped, she didn't understand how one minute she was singing a song to being interrogated like a criminal the next!

"Sam, Tina, please can we talk about this later…?" Mercedes began, wringing her hands.

"I want answers now, Mercedes." Sam replied, firmly.

"Guys, what we did or didn't do are none your business," Mike said, stepping in front of Mercedes. "So please take a seat, especially you Sam. You didn't have the balls to tell Mercy that you were dating Brittany and it's quite obvious that there was more than kissing going on between you two," he smirked, giving Sam some major side-eye.

"That's it! I'm fucking tired of you Mike!" Sam spat, stepping up to Mike. "What's your problem, are you hot for Mercedes, now? What about Tina, the love of your life?"

Mercedes has never seen Sam so angry, not even when she was dating Shane. He knew her heart belong to him; but this time around was different because he had the impression she was stolen again and this time by his best friend; his brother.

She had to put a stop to this now!

"Stop, enough with the drama! Sam, Tina, Mike in the hallway, now!" Mercedes commanded. The trio walked outside. "Mr. Schue, I'm sorry for all of this," she said apologetically. Mr. Schue nodded, he seemed to understand that the situation was very serious and not Rachel Berry's serious, but real serious because Mercedes never made drama like this.


Mercedes closed her eyes, took a deep breath and stepped out into the hallway. Sam and Tina were arguing with Mike, she shook her head and decided to interrupt.

"Com'on guys!" she pleaded. "Please stop, remember we're friends so please …"

"Mercedes, you can keep that 'we're friends' shit," A pissed of Tina interjected. "Did you kiss Mike yes or no?"

"Go ahead Mercedes, you have nothing to be ashamed of," Mike said, urging her. "I don't regret it and after your song, I know you don't either."

The only thing she wanted to do was to tell him to shut the fuck up while she gathered her thoughts. She locked eyes with Sam and the look on his face shattered her heart in a million pieces, she began to cry softly.

"Oh my God, I can't believe it, you kissed him Mercedes?" Sam's voice cracked. What was he going to do now? He had lost her to Mike.

"You-you have no right to be angry with me S-Sam" Mercedes sobbed. "You are dating someone else, we're not together…"

"But I have every right to be angry with you." Tina spat feeling hurt. "You are…correction were my best friend Mercedes and you did this knowing how much I wanted to work things out with Mike," She wanted to slap the taste out of Mercedes' mouth, sure it might not solve anything but she would feel a hell of a lot better. "Since you can't have nice things, we should all be sad like you?"

"No T, it's not even like that…" Mercedes stepped toward her; Tina flinched and took a step back.

"I can't stand too close to you without wanting to kick your ass," Tina warned her. "I can't even talk to you right now, congratulation Mercedes, you finally became that girl." Tina turned to leave, ignoring Mike's attempts to stop her.

Sam stood there, his feet rooted to the spot as Mercedes bawled like a baby. He was confused and angry, but most of all hurt. He knew if he resented her, he will only waste what little time they had left. He wouldn't be this jock with pride again, everyone make mistakes and he would remind her why she loves him.

"Do you hate me too?" Mercedes asked in a small voice, avoiding Sam's eyes.

"I couldn't." Sam replied, honestly after a while.

"What?" Mercedes asked, a twinge of hope in her tone.

"I can't hate you because I already spent these past few months hating myself for losing you. I just want to know why you kissed Mike?" he said. "But please, don't beat yourself up about it."

She smiled a little; her Sam knew her so well. The incident with Shane taught them that for Mercedes a simple kiss meant the end of the world, especially when she knew that she loved someone else. Mercedes, when it comes to love always took things seriously. She was a mess and couldn't understand why Sam still wanted her.

"I hate myself because I played with everyone emotions and now I'm being outed for my mistakes."

"Nga yawne lu oer"(I love you) Mercedes, txoa nga love because I already did."(Forgive yourself, love.) Sam said in Na'vi, hoping Mercedes didn't forget what he taught her.

"E ka omum fyape ne si, Sam." Mercedes replied, instantly. (I don't know how to do it). She didn't forget.

"You need a friend, Cedes," Sam said, hugging Mercedes tightly. "I'll be that friend; I'll be anything you want." He missed holding her close and couldn't pass up this chance; he knew it would be hard for him to get over the kiss between Mike and Mercedes, but he will because of his love for Mercedes.

FLASHBACK

After the Saint Valentine's Day debacle and her break up with Shane. Mercedes Jones, for once in her life, wanted to be selfish and take care of her own needs and listened to what her heart wanted.

She knocked on Sam's bedroom door, and waited for him to answer. Kurt told her he was drowning his pain in country songs along with a medley of all the songs he recorded of her singing in the choir room. Kurt wanted Mercedes to come and stop the pity party, he was on the verge of doing it himself, but he wouldn't have been nice about it. Sam opened the door, immediately Mercedes knew that he had been crying…over her.

It nearly killed her…

"Bab-umm Cede, what are you doing here?" he asked, he was wondering if she was there to trample all over his heart again. She couldn't be that cruel.

"Sam I'm so sorry, I was wrong and you were right." She said in one breath.

"What do you mean?" Sam asked, looking confused.

"I mean Sam...I love you and only you, you're my one and only darling." she finished with a little smile.

"Are you serious Cede?" His asked, surprised. "You love me?"The smile on his face melted her heart.

She wanted him and he wanted her and they were two horny teenagers in love who had denied themselves for way too long. Mercedes stood on her tiptoes and kissed him hard and deep, letting her tongue wrapped his in a languorous kiss. She had missed him and now she was finally free.

Sam pulled away from her reluctantly, wondering how she could kiss him like that when she had chosen Shane over him. "Cede, what are you doing?" He asked."Why would you come here and torture me knowing how bad you felt over the kiss we shared not so long ago because of Shane?"

"I broke up with Shane," she confessed, invading his private space. "I told him the truth, I told him that I was in love with the most amazing guy who had stolen my heart…mmmm…"

Sam quickly shut her up with a kiss. He had missed her so much and now she was his again.

"I want you Sam, I need you..." Mercedes said, in a sultry voice, once they came up for air.

She didn't have to say it twice; Sam carried her bridal style to his bed...

He laid her tenderly on the bed, Mercedes' eyes began to water as he climbed in beside her and looked at her filled with love and passion.

"I want you and need you too, Cede." He whispered, before attaching his lips to hers again.

He slowly undressed her, taking his time to reacquaint him with her body; he kissed her breasts and wrapped his hot mouth around her nipples. She let a moan that went straight to his dick. He slowly licked her breasts, relishing their sweet taste. As he made love to her breasts, Sam slid a finger into her wet core and then another. Mercedes gritted her teeth and moaned wildly in pleasure; she has missed Sam's long fingers.

"Hmm Sam, it feels so good, baby." Mercedes cried out.

"I had missed you so much Cede," he whispered in her ear. "You're so beautiful and you're all mine, ain't that right baby?

"Yes! I'm yours Sam and I always will be."She whimpered. "Sam please…I need you!"

Sam withdrew his fingers and settled in between her legs. He looked into her doe-like eyes a slow smile spread on his face. "I love you so much baby," he whispered, "I need you too."

Mercedes' heart beat anxiously as Sam guided himself inside her. She bit down on her bottom lip to stifle her moans as her body welcomed him back home. Sam hissed as the warmth of her heat engulfed his dick, as he slowly inched his entire length inside her. It had been so long since the last time they made love to each other, so long since they were able to express exactly how they felt about each other.

Mercedes wrapped her legs around his slim waist, locking her ankles together to hold him firmly in place. Sam placed his face in the crook of her neck, smiling as she wrapped her arms around his neck – holding him closer.

"I love you Sam," she whispered lovingly as they began to move as one. "I love you so much, I don't ever want to let you go."

"You will never lose me, Cede." He promised her, showering her face with kisses. "We will always be together."

Their bodies moved in perfect rhythm as Sam and Mercedes wrote a new chapter to their love story. Mercedes oohed and aahed as Sam picked up the pace with each thrust, god, how she missed this! She had always known that no other man would be able to love her the way her Sam did.

"Sam!" she cried out, grabbing a fist of his blond locks as she raised her hips to meet him thrust for thrust. "Sam!" she cried, loving the way his dick felt inside her.

"Yesss," he moaned, loving the way his name rolled out off his baby's tongue. "Say my name baby, let everyone know who you belong to."She felt so good, so hot, so wet, so tight and it was all for him. Just like his dick was all for her and only her.

"Faster Sammy!" she begged, grabbing his ass. "I'm so close, so close baby."

Sam slammed his dick in and out of her, giving his baby what she wanted. "Cum for me baby," he growled in her ear. "Cum for your man."

Mercedes' butterflies soared wildly as her vaginal muscles tightened around Sam's dick. "Mmmm, so close baby, so….SAM!" she shouted, passionately as she came.

Sam's heart swelled with love as Mercedes cried out his name, he continued his manic pace until he felt the stirring in his balls.

"Mercy, I'm getting ready to cum baby," he moaned, "Feel…so good!..." he bit down on her neck, marking her, as his hot seed spilled deeply inside her.

Mercedes sighed contently, caressing Sam's muscular back as they rode out their orgasm. Sam lifted his head and stared at her profile until she became embarrassed.

"What, Mr. Evans?" she asked. "Do I have boogers hanging out of my nose?"

Sam chuckled. "You're adorable," he replied. "I love you."

She turned to him and smiled. "You're adorable too."

"Am I so adorable that you want to make love again?"

"Yes," she giggled softly, kissing him tenderly on the lips. "A thousand times yes."

Two hours later, Sam and Mercedes laid in each other arms, happy and deeply in love. He kissed her on the lips, taking her breath away once again.

"I love you so much Cede." he murmured against her lips. "You just made me the happiest man alive that I want to shout out to the world."

"Tell me over and over again, Sam." Mercedes said breathlessly, returning his kiss. "I can't get enough of your love either baby, I love you too sweetheart."

She finally had her man back.

END FLASHBACK

Sam shook his head from those sweet memories and held a crying Mercedes, comforting her.

"Mercedes," he began, placing small kisses on her forehead. "I have something to tell you."

"W-hat is it?" she sniffed, enjoying to be in Sam's arms and being comforted by him.

"I broke up with Brittany yesterday," he announced. "And I have every intention of getting you back, darling. I don't give a fuck what Mike thinks is going on between you and him because it's all in his mind," A crooked grin spread on his lips. "Just giving you fair warning Miss Jones; prepare yourself to be romanced."


...So I really hope you liked this chapter, I was in the mood of some Samcedes flufiness, my heart couldn't bear anymore drama...but drama there will be oh yeah but please enjoy little moments like this lol YOLO!

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Thanks until next time my loves...

PS: the song is " The Weakness in me" Joan Armatrading