(eh been a long time since I did this story so I'm going to end it soon)

Abby walked down the church hall feeling proud for once to have to dress normal. At the end in the first row she heard crying and walked over to find Kate.

"Kate, I know brides cry but your supposed to be happy too" she said and the agent looked up.

"Can I still call off the wedding Abs and have Tony not hate me?" she whispered and Abby sat next to her and Kate stared at her hands.

"Abs, is it possible to love and hate a man so much, he's my partner and I care for him deeply but, I don't want it to end, I don't want our bickers and fights to vanish because of our vows, I don't want to be tied down" Kate said and Abby pulled her head on her shoulder.

"Kate, It won't end, you two will fight just as a married couple and"

"Be ignored like we are now, except now we won't be able to work together, and what about a family, Abs I just can't do this" Kate cried and Abby rubbed her back.

"You can Kate, remember how I told you how Timmy was trying so much to get to me, were working at our relationship now because of you" she said and Kate sat up and looked at her.

"Your not marrying Tim Abs, I don't know what I want, I love Tony and I hate to hurt him but I don't want to be miserable" she said.

"So live your life the way you like Kate" a male voice cut in and Kate looked up to see Tim smiling at her.

"The church will be set tonight, are we doing this Kate?" he asked gently and Kate nodded.

"Yeah Tim, maybe its just fear" she said and the two took her hands.

It was soon her wedding night and Tony stood proudly till just when the music started.

"Where is she?" he asked as they waited and no one appeared.

Tony took off and found the girl outside clutching the wall her eyes shut tightly.

"Kate, darling you all right?" Tony asked and she shook her head.

"I can't do this, not right now Tony, I can't be your wife, I'm so horrible to you" Kate cried and Tony shook his head.

He grasped her shoulder and Kate flung her arms out and the knife she held that she was cutting herself with fell in his stomach and Tony gasped in pain.

"You really are having doubts huh Katie bear, I do love you sweetheart and I'm just sorry I didn't see you were unhappy in time" Tony gasped out the words and slid down the wall and held his side as his hand was covered in blood and Kate took off.

"Ducky, Gibbs, Tim, Abby, Help me" she screamed and the team rushed outside and Gibbs gasped.

"It's my fault, I was having so much doubt that I cut myself and when he came ti hug me I reacted" Kate cried out and Abby pulled her in a fierce hug.

"No one blames you sweetie, Ducky save Tony" Abby said as Ducky and Palmer tried to comfort him.

"Timothy did you call the ambulance?" Ducky yelled and Tim nodded as they heard faint sirens.

"It's coming" he called out and as soon as it arrived, McGee rushed in the church to tell everyone the wedding was off.

"I'm going with him, I swore to be his wife and hurt him" Kate said and climbed in with Abby.

"I'll watch her guys, you follow behind" Abby whispered to Gibbs and he nodded and let go his agent's hand.

"Don't you dare die DiNozzo, your not allowed to, I won't allow it" Gibbs whispered to him and then he was off gasping in pain.

"Kate, don't guilt yourself, I forgive you as I always did, I'm sorry about all my pranks, It was just my way of loving you" Tony whispered and the two grasped hands lovingly.