Ok y'all must be kinda pissed cuz I said "YEAH I'LL TOTALLY UPDATE NEXT WEEK" Then didn't, and I'm not gonna lie to you beautiful people... I was just too lazy. SO YEAH I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU THIS CHAPTER WILL BE ELECTRIC"


He wants to talk

He wants to talk

He wants to talk

He wants to talk.

"Ummm. Well I don't want to talk" I say, blushing slightly, actually not slightly, I'm bright red.

He shuffles toward me slightly, I'm pretty sure he's as red as I am, but the room is pretty dark now, surely it must be about nine-ish? Nice, got a boy in my room at 9pm. Achievement unlocked."Look, um do you by any chance remember what happened today?" he asked, his gold eyes meeting mine and I just felt myself melting slightly.

he is very good looking, very perfect, like a prince. I wonder if he's ever done modelling, probably. If I were that pretty I'd be demanding the front cover of vogue

"Chiyaki?"

"Oh! sorry. I was in a ditz... What were you saying?" I asked, I clasped my fingers together tightly and looked down at my feet. I didn't want to talk about this, not in the slightest. I wanted him to disappear.

No I don't.

In all honesty I didn't want him to leave, I wanted him to stay, so I could look at him, so I could talk to him. No, I wish he couldn't speak so I could just talk at him, that would be lovely. Great listener.

"You almost drowned today, and I dragged you out the water" He mumbled, I looked up and he was also looking down at his feet.

"I know" I whisper

"And I was scared you were gonna die and all"

"I know."

"So... I gave you CPR.."

"I know."

"Ah o-" He started, but he didn't finish, he looked up at me, his eyes as wide as saucers. I swear we were staring at each other for about two minutes without a single word being uttered. And my mind didn't doze off this time, my mind was completely blank, I was scared to even talk.

"So you knew" he whispered, walking toward me, there was about two centimeters between the tip of our noses. "Yeah.." I mumble, looking him dead in the eyes, all I could see was hurt. "I thought you were dying" He said bluntly, his mouth set in a hard line. shit.

"I was just, it was just" I begin, but he cuts me off. "A joke? seriously that's messed up, I thought you were going to die!" He said angrily, he wasn't raising his voice too high, he didn't want the others to hear, nor did I.

"Well Kaoru, just let me tell you, you have to pinch the nose, tilt the chin upwards and open my bloody mouth to do CPR, and also breathing into the mouth is required" I hissed "That so called "CPR" was a kiss"

Wait, if he was trying to kiss me and he thought I was dying, would that make him a Necrophiliac?

His face went pink, he stepped back, but I stepped forward, so we were nose to nose. "You kissed me, you're embarrassed because I was awake!"

His face went a deeper crimson, a deeper crimson than my hair colour. He took a few steps back but I walked closer, our noses touched and I stared at him, and watched his eyes flash with confusion, and a little bit of fear. But then he sighed and shook his head. "You must think I'm such a creep" He muttered

"well yes." I said slowly "Why did you kiss me?"

"I.. I don't know" He said, his gaze fell to the floor, "I just felt like it"

you just FELT LIKE IT? I FEEL LIKE KICKING YOU WHERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE BUT I WILL REFRAIN MYSELF YOU PILLOCK

"I see" I say, taking a step back, the distance between us grew larger with each step. Both in life and metaphorically. I turned my back on him, I could feel him looking at me, and all I wanted to do was turn back, walk right up to him and..

I want to kiss him. Like seriously, I am about five seconds away from turning around and kissing him.

5.

"I'm really sorry Chiyaki" he whispers

4.

"Look, I won't tell anyone, Hikaru will have our heads on sticks!"

3.

"or maybe just yours"

2.

"Are you even listening to me? Chiyaki are you in a ditz again?"

I felt his hand on my shoulder, his warmth on my back.

1.

I turned to face him, he looked slightly startled, I had spun around a bit too fast and my hair was in my mouth, I casually blew it out my mouth, I probably looked like a horse who had a bug in his mouth, but Kaoru wasn't even looking, well he was, but he wasn't in a way, I can't really explain it. But time stopped, we just looked at each other.

sod this.

I went up on my tippy toes, he's a tall boy, well, taller than me anyhow, and leant in, and soon the gap between us was closed. And I was kissing him.

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

He felt stiff, like when I was five and I went up to a shop mannequin and kissed it, but soon enough he melted, his hands pulled me closer, my arms snaked around his neck, my fingers entangled in his hair, the kiss wasn't anything passionate, but it was sweet and sincere and it made my legs weak. We parted, and it was over like that. His hands remained on my waist and my fingers still playing with his hair, one of my hands drifted from the nape of his neck up to his cheek, his cheeks were still a bright pink, as were mine. It felt like the most perfect scene in the world.

"I should go" he whispered, a small frantic tinge in his voice, he quickly moved away and hurried out the room, leaving me to my thoughts.

holy bugger.


yummeh. KISS SCENES ARE HARD TO WRITE DON'T JUDGE ME HONEY.

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