A/N: Okay, I know there are quite a few chapters but I'm trying to finish it in this chapter or hopefully the next, Let me know what you think of this chapter and if there is anything you find uncomfortable about this fanfiction please PM me and I'll evaluate what I've written an consider any changes that may need to be taken.
Chapter 9: Not Again
"No!" Alice said for the second time. At first I thought she said it regarding what dad was planning to do to Jacob but now that everything had calmed down in the house why was she still having visions. What was happening? What's coming? Who's out there? I started freaking out. I was scared for my family and for my child. I feared what was out there. I know that there is something out there but, I just don't know what it is.
"Alice what is it?" Jasper said grabbing her shoulders and trying to make her talk.
"Renesmee is in trouble and as we are her family we are all in trouble. Big trouble." She said snapping out of her catatonic state.
"What do you mean in trouble?" Jasper asked.
"You got to be kidding me. Are they serious? How do they know?" Dad suddenly said.
"What do you mean?" Mum asked him. Dad started talking in a whisper but I could still hear him.
"Do you remember when you had Nessie and the Volturi came with whole guard. Well guess who's coming again?"
"NO! They can't. She hasn't even had the child yet. When are they coming? What do they want? How do they even know? She hasn't even been outside since we found out."
"Bella, love. I don't know but they will be here in a few weeks. But we have to have proof that the child was conceived by Renesmee and that we have not turned anyone." Dad faced Carlisle. "Carlisle what are we going to do. We can't ambush them like last time but, we must stop them before they kill anyone."
"Yes, Edward you are right, we must but how." Everyone had a sad yet angry face. They were so quiet that I hated it. I remembered this but not very well. I remember the people in cloaks coming to kill me and my family. They wanted us dead. They thought that I was changed by one of the Cullen's. I didn't want my child to see the wrath of the Volturi. I was scared for my family. I had a sharp pain in my stomach. No it can't be. I can't be giving birth now. Dad, help me. I think I'm giving birth. I yelled in my head. Dad rushed over to me.
"Carlisle, we need your help! Now!" Dad yelled towards Carlisle. Carlisle came over to me and told dad to take me up stairs. There was a table set up in a like I was going to hospital. There was a tray with medical instruments on it? Why did the need medical instruments. I was giving birth not having surgery. I was in excruciating pain. I just wanted it to stop. Is this what child - well I should say vampire birth is like -.
"Honey, calm down. We'll get the baby out and well. We're going to give you some morphine but, you'll burn it off quick." Dad said to me.
"Where's Jacob?" I asked. Dad looked at me and then at Carlisle.
"He's not here. When he heard our conversation about the Volturi he left to let the rest of his pack and Sam's pack know what's going on."
"Dad, I need Jacob. I know he's not the father. Actually I don't know who the father is but," I stopped to scream in pain. "I need him, Dad, please get someone to find him anyone. I'm begging you." I said to him while in agonizing pain.
"Okay, I'll get Rosalie on it." Mum was in the room and dad told her to go and tell Rosalie to find Jacob. Rosalie and Emmet left. I just wanted Jacob by my side. It hurts so much I just want it to go away. I didn't even do anything to get a consequence. Why must I suffer through this unbearable pain? I could feel the morphine kicking in and my eyelids started to feel heavy and I was out.
Four Hours Later
The lower half of my body still hurt. Someone was holding my hand it was warm, it must be Jacob. I used all my strength to opened my eyes and saw Daniel sitting next to me. I wanted to see Jacob. Where was he? Was he here during the birth? Or has Daniel been here the whole time. I wanted to see Jacob, I need Jacob.
"Where is everyone?" I asked, my throat was very dry and my voice sounded hoarse.
"They're down stairs with the baby."
"Oh, is Jacob down there?"
"No." I was devastated to know that Jake wasn't here. If he isn't here then where is here? "Can you tell my dad that I'm awake, please?"
"Okay, is there anything I can get you while I'm down there?"
"No, thank you, just let him know and of course let Carlisle know, I'm sure he would want to check up on me." He didn't say another word as he left the room and went down stairs.
"Hey, you're awake." Dad said as he walked into the room.
"Yeh, where's Jake?" I asked, I tried to hide the sadness from appearing on my face. But I think something showed because he was saddened to answer my question.
"He's not here. Rosalie and Emmet never found him."
"WHAT! Why didn't anyone tell me?" I yelled at him.
"You've been out for four hours and we've been looking after your kids." I didn't want to listen to his excuses but when he said 'kids' I was confused.
"Wait. What. Kids." I said accentuating the's'.
"Oh, right. You had not just a boy but you had a girl too. You had twins." I was too shocked to respond. I had twins. I have not one but two kids without even being in a physical relationship. "Nessie are you okay?"
"Yes, fine just in . . . shock and very concerned as to where Jacob is."
"Right, well we tried and I'm sure, he's fine. He has his pack and we're going to look later but know with the information we just learnt. We should stay together and only go out in groups of two or more."
"Okay, is anyone out there looking for him now?"
"No there isn't. We decided to stay in case something happens and know we have two extra people to look after it's much harder."
"So are they human or vampire or what."
"Well, one is half vampire half werewolf and the other is a human."
"What. Full human. No how did that happen"
"I don't know, but she has blood running through her system, she has the temperature of a human but I don't know about powers for either or strength. The boy is the half vampire half werewolf, he is growing a bit slower that you were, but he has the temperature of a human because the heat of a wolf and the cold of a vampire become neutral and thus he is neither cold nor hot but, warm."
"Is that all you need to say about my kids." He nodded. "Wow we are a complicated clan." We shared a humorous smile and then there was someone at the door.
"Knock, knock." Daniel said standing in the doorway. "I just wanted to say bye, before I head off." Daniel told me.
"Oh then I'll see you later, I guess." I replied. Daniel left without another word and I heard the front door close as he speed of.
"Dad how long has Daniel been here for. I mean he wasn't here when I was going into labour."
"He showed after you had the kids. Why?"
"Well, was he here only after I had the kids but away for almost a month? Have you noticed that he left before we found out that I was pregnant and he comes back after I have as if to prove something?" Dad stopped me in my tracks.
"Wait are you trying to say that it's his fault that all of this has happened"
"Well, aren't you a little suspicious."
"Right now we have to prove that you conceived these children, but we also have to give these kids some food. I don't know whether they will drink blood or whether they will drink formula." Dad turned his head to the doorway and there stood Carlisle.
"How are you feeling, Renesmee?"Carlisle asked.
"I'm okay, it hurts a little bit, I'm tired and I'm hungry."
"Okay, well we'll get you some blood you'll need to regain your strength and if your better you can come down stairs and see your kids and of course we need to name them." When he said we need to name them. Random things started popping into my head. Wow, I mean I look like a sixteen year old but I'm only seven and I can't believe I'm a mother. I started breathing heavily and someone grabbed my shoulders.
"Renesmee, I need you to calm down." He stopped and called Carlisle over. Carlisle laid me back on the bed and brought a light to my eyes. He looked at both my pupils and then told me to breathe slowly. I didn't help. Mum came into the room.
"Nessie, calm down. I know it's a lot to take in. Don't worry it was the same with me when I had you but, you need to relax. We're all here to help you look after them. You're going to be okay and we'll find Jacob. He'll be here." When mum said those last words she didn't need to say it, it was all over her face. She wasn't sure about the last part.
"I'm okay." My vision was starting to become blurry and I was trying so hard to hold back tears.
"I think we should all go and leave Renesmee to have some time to herself." Everyone got up and went back down stairs. Carlisle and Mum stayed behind.
"Nessie I'm going to get you some blood, some water to drink and some snacks." Carlisle said on the way out. Mum came over to me and sat on a chair next to the bed.
"Love, I know it's a lot to take in but you're going to be fine. Everyone will help you look after them and you can continue school once you are feeling better."
"I'm freaking out about the kids but it's not just that."
"Then what else is it?" Mum asked genuinely concerned.
"It's . . . the fact that the Volturi are coming after this clan again and it's because of me not just the first time but now to. All I do is cause trouble. And . . . and." I could no longer hold back the tears and they started coming down my cheek. "And where's Jacob? What did I do for him not to come back?"
"Ness, it's not your fault. I promise and if you say that you didn't sleep with anyone then I believe. We will fight the Volturi and prove them that you didn't turn any of these children and they are just like you. Okay, so don't fret." She came over to sit on the bed and put and arm around my shoulders.
"If you say so." I whispered to her. Carlisle knocked on the door.
"Do you mind, if I come in?" He asked.
"No, no of course not. I'm going back down stairs anyway." Mum got up and left.
"Here have this." Carlisle gave me a cup of blood and put the snacks and a glass of water on the table near the bed. "How are you feeling?"
"A bit better. How are the kids?"
"They need their mother but besides that they're fine."
"Can I go down and see them."
"Not yet you need your rest. Maybe in an hour or so, okay." Carlisle got up and left. I started to feel drowsy and soon my eyes closed.
