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Here you are-They are back at the school:
WARNING DRAMA!!!! AND SOME ANGST!!!
BPOV
I went to my first class and my seat was right next to Jasper.
"Hey, Izzy. That was a fun weekend huh?" I nodded he sounded like he was guilty or something.
"You okay Jasper?" Now he looked sad.
"I just feel bad I mean if I didn't freak out like I did on your birthday then we wouldn't have left and you and Edward would still be together." I laughed. He looked at me like I was crazy.
"Jasper, it's not your fault and I don't blame you one bit. But, nothing could've made Edward stay, he doesn't love me…I mean nothing to him."
"Um, well last time I checked he loves you."
"Jasper, that's because I am a vampire now, because I am different and indestructible. Because I am beautiful and inhuman. Don't be misleaded like I used to be when I was just a stupid, silly human." He was about to say something but class started and we were already whispering. So, I was right! Well, I wish I wasn't but you don't always get what you want. Five minutes later, Jasper talked, but whispered extremely fast was more like it. No human could've understood what he had said.
"Izzy, he does love you, I feel it. He loves you because it's you-"
"Jasper, sorry to cut you off, but I am different-my personality is completely backwards. If he loves me its because I am not the same."
"No, he knows that somewhere the original Bella is still there. Why can't you accept that?"
"Jasper, I don't blame you but my eighteenth birthday put everything it motion, after you guys left and I was changed I realized it all was a set-up to trap me into a hopeless situation. I won't fall for it again and I would rather be half miserable then to be loved because I'm different from how I was back then. Just drop the subject."
The whole conversation lasted less than 45 seconds and the rest of class just dragged on slowly.
I walked to my next class with Edward and Drew behind me talking but I just walked into my class and sat down in the plastic seat. Edward's assigned seat was next to Drew and me had to sit behind me. He was okay with that until Edward started to flirt with me. It was really annoying because I knew it was just because I was a gorgeous vampire not because I was Bella. Bella was locked away deep, deep inside me and I would keep her there-Forever more.
So after many failed attempts and five minutes of continuous charm coming from Edward and me slightly reacting, but it was barely noticeable except to Drew. He just stood up and went and grabbed Edward by the shirt and screamed in his face.
"Stop flirting with MY girlfriend. She isn't your girl anymore now stop!" Then he shoved him into the chair. Mr. Wright, the teacher was mad now…
"Drew Reynolds and Edward Cullen to the office-now! Drew, you have a detention with me and I am giving you a warning Edward." Drew looked furious. I felt so embarrassed.
"WHAT?!?! I get a detention and he doesn't?"
"You started a classroom disruption, he was disrupting my class, maybe he wasn't paying attention but I could care less right now. Drew, you now have detentions everyday this week after school with me. To the Principle's office NOW!" Everyone was staring at me.
"Izzy, I hope I won't have to send you off. Will I?"
"No, sorry about his behavior though, I will behave." I bit my lip because all the students were focusing on me." He nodded and continued on with the class.
Soon enough it was lunchtime and Drew and Edward were the first ones to the cafeteria. They both looked at me and I sat next to Drew, because hey he was my boyfriend though I wished it were Edward instead. I wasn't going to be loved by someone because I know sucked blood and was inhumanly fast, strong, and beautiful.
"Izzy, how was class?" I glared at Drew, how dare he!
"It sucked because everyone gossiped about me and stared at me the rest of class damn it! You just had to freak out in class huh?" I snapped and he yelled at me back.
"Hello? He was flirting with you-" He stopped for a second to glare at Edward then continued, "You are my girlfriend and I am not going to let your ex-boyfriend try and dazzle you. He ruined you when he left and you are reaccepting him pretty fast-But I won't let that happen!" He turned back to Edward. "Stay far away from her!"
Well, lunch was filled with uncomfortable silence and death glares. We all went to our classes and I had a couple of the Cullens or my family or both in each of them. Everyone was in my study hall though-FUN! Drew headed off to his detention and I waited for him to get out, like he commanded, in the courtyard under a tree with my iPod. I heard footsteps approach behind me.
"Hey you are that lead singer, Izzy of Contagious Edge right?" Stupid human teenage boys…
"Yes, I am. Why do you ask?" He smiled confidently at me.
"Well, I am Jason. I was thinking that…maybe you and I could go get dinner this weekend…We could go see a movie too. You are, um a very talented singer." He tried to seem at loss for words, trying to seem nervous, and hook me on to his little pick up line.
"Yeah, we could do that…" He smiled. Stupid, human boy. Might as well have some fun while I wait.
"Okay, tell me your room number and I will come pick you up at seven on Satur-"
"Whoa, hold on I said we could. I mean surely its physically possible. But that doesn't mean that it will happen. I already have a boyfriend and an ex-boyfriend, a band, and my closest friends that occupy all my time. I don't need a distraction at the moment, but when I do, I'll call you up first." I laughed, then smiled and walked away swinging my hips. His friends were laughing hysterically at him, and he yelled at them to shut up. I heard him come after me, then he grabbed my arm. I turned and glared at him, if only looks could kill…he would be dead already. Just a pile of ashes on the ground.
"Get your disgusting hand off me before I disconnect it from you body." He laughed and a very familiar velvet voice interrupted him.
"I wouldn't test her, I've seen her do it. She has quite a temper and she won't hesitate to take out her anger on the nearest object. That was it, the Jason guy ran so fast he actually fell on his face then got up and fell in a garbage can. I laughed so hard and voice joined in. I turned to see Edward was at my side.
"Nice show, I mean I didn't think even you could be that edgy. Come on, lets go talk for a minute or so. Drew gets out of his detention soon and I just want a minute. Sorry about the whole thing in class-Emmett put me up to it. I didn't really have a choice." I nodded and we headed to his and Drew's dorm room. I turned on the stereo and The Promise was the song that came on. Drew wrote it for me. I just listened until Edward said something.
(a/n: The Promise by New Found Glory it's a really good song. Fits Drew.)
"Izzy, first I want to tell you why I left, just hear me out and don't say anything unless I ask you a question or something. Okay?" I nodded and he continued, I knew that this was going to be a painful conversation but I had to keep a straight face and just listen, no matter how much it hurt. Drew was out of his detention in 10 minutes so I had to listen and get back to the courtyard.
"Izzy, the reason I left was because I didn't want to hurt you anymore. I didn't want to take away your soul and I didn't want you dead either." I wanted to say something but I promised not to, I knew it was about my soul. I told him when he left, he said he didn't want me as a response. "Alice said to tell you that she said 'I want you to know that we all missed you and we all love you. You will always be a part of our family.' I agree fully with her, just so you know that. I love you Isabella Marie Swan or whatever your name is now. I will spend forever trying to make it up to you, I will only leave if you say that you don't love me and never will again. I am sure that I will still try then, I will fight for you until my death." I contemplated it, I already had forgiven them and Edward. They just needed to know that.
"I forgive you, Edward." I turned to look at him. At his beauty, knowing that no matter what I said or how hard I tried I would always love him. Always.
"Izzy, I know that-wait? What?" He really seemed confused but he smiled his perfect crooked smile, the one that I always loved.
"I forgive you." He and I just smiled at each other.
"I love you." He said it and I believed him, he wasn't lying and I knew that he love me, Bella, not the vampire, not Izzy, just me. Then, he leaned down to me, his eyes searching for any argument from me, he apparently didn't find any because he lowered his lips until they touched mine. I threw my arms around his neck and he put his arms around my waist. I was in his arms, and he was kissing me! Life just wasn't any better than this. I have waited since he left for a moment like this. I started thinking of a new song right then…
A moment like this
What
if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe
me,
Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met
before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell
you love has come and now...
Some people
wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search
forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's
happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like
this
Just then, Drew burst in the door. He stopped dead in his tracks, I tried to wiggle out of Edward's arms but he wouldn't let me. Drew was extremely furious now.
"Get your hands off her!" He screeched it, there was dead silence all around me.
"Why don't you ask her what she wants…" Edward suggested and I got free. Drew tried to push me behind him but I shook my head.
"Edward can you leave for a second, please?" He nodded and kissed my cheek before stepping out. He did that just to piss Drew off but Drew just stood there glaring. Finally we were alone.
"Okay, so obviously this isn't working out Drew. I'm sorry it just happened but I have no excuse for my behavior."
"You go that right, how long has you two been like that?"
"10 minutes. It was one kiss, nothing else, okay Drewsky?" I replied quickly, not hesitating.
"Yeah Izzy, I get it. So you love him more."
"I think so, but I" I paused and took in a breath. "I just feel like I built up a wall to hide my pain and my feelings, to hide me. But now I feel exposed to the world, like I am standing there completely nude on world wide TV." He laughed sadly. "I feel confused but yet I know what happened and how I feel. I just can't explain it." He nodded.
"I never told you, but when I was first changed, I had a girlfriend, and me and her were serious and very much in love. Well, I wanted to change her, but when I bit her, I just kept drinking. All of a sudden she was in my arms, dead, cold and lifeless. I had to survive that agony and pain for 50 years. Then I met you and you experienced the opposite of what I felt. I told myself if I could fix you then maybe I would have tried as hard as I could to be good in this life. I know that what I did to Vivian can never be justified. I think of her everyday. What I am trying to say is go ahead and love him. Love is a gift not given, you need to cherish it fully. Izzy, I love you and I hope you have a happy life with him. I know that that is what you want. Don't worry about me, okay?" I nodded and hugged him. If it were possible, we would both be crying venom right now.
"I love you too Drewsky, but like a best friend. You know?"
He nodded and we hugged goodbye. I walked out to Edward but I kept going, I walked to my motorcycle and Edward hopped on the back of it. I was driving, but I didn't know where. Maybe to Forks, where it all began. Maybe, to Alaska, or somewhere, I just wasn't sure yet.
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