I stayed at home for months not talking to either Zack or Nick. I have no idea what I had done to their relationship but if Zack told him what really happened it wouldn't be good. Mr. Laurinaitis constantly tried to contact me to come back to the company but I wasn't sure if that's what I wanted, I didn't want my best friends fighting over me, I just want us to all be friends again and if that means I have to stay at home and they come and visit me when they come home then I guess that's what I'll do.

It was really boring not having something to do, I missed traveling and not only did I miss the boys but I missed my best girl friend Natalya. She always knew what to say when I was having a bad day, she knew everything about Zack and I; she was the only Diva I really ever got along with.

One night she called me; she would always tell me where they've been and how everyone is, tonight was different. She told me all those things but then she asked me something.

"Jay?" Natalya asked.

"What's up?"

"When are you coming back, you know you're always welcome back here."

"I would Natty but it's just too complicated. You know how it is." I sighed.

"I know, but can't you just do it for me? These other divas aren't any competition against you." Natalya laughed.

"I appreciate that, and I do; I mean I really want to come back, it's just the boys, I just want to be friends with them both but I screwed that up!"

"Do you still love Zack?"

I went quite, of course I did; I always had and I always will it wasn't something I was going to outgrow. I looked over to the photo of us sitting on my desk and I smiled.

"Hello? Jay?" Natalya said impatiently.

"Uh, sorry natty. Yeah of course, but I don't want to rush into anything especially because I don't know what's going on with Nick, he's my friend and I don't want to hurt him."

"Hmm, I see." Natty pondered. "Well I'm booking your flights now; you better turn up to the airport, look we will keep you on the down low until my plan is in action, ill text you the details, love you bye!" Natalya hung up the phone before I got the chance to say no.

I didn't really have a choice, but in a way I didn't really want one, I needed some sort of direction to head in, and I guess Nat just pushed me in the right one, hopefully.

I packed all my things and caught the flight Nat had booked for me, I had never been so nervous before, I thought coming into the WWE the first time was difficult but this proved much worse. I was beginning to regret getting on this plane to go along with Natalya's stupid plan.

Once the plane landed I caught a taxi to the hotel everyone was staying at. I put my jacket on and placed my hood over my head, just in case. Natalya text me her room number, and I made my way up, I was lucky enough not to bump into one of the boys, I don't know what I would have said. I knocked on her door and it swung open, she basically jumped on me when she saw it was me. She pulled me into the room and couldn't wipe the smile off her face.

"Wow you don't seem excited at all to see me." I laughed.

"Are you kidding, its soo boring around here without you." Natalya pouted.

"Well I'm here!" I smiled. "What's this plan you have so wonderfully come up with." I curiously asked.

"I'll show you, come with me and we shall get to work!" I dropped my suitcase as Natalya dragged me over and sat me down. "Let's begin!" she laughed.

She played around with my hair for ages, I got concerned when she started cutting my hair and taking all my color out. I trusted her and I hoped she wasn't going to screw it up. She began putting make-up on me, I could see the smile on her face, it was huge, she was up to something; as usual.

When she was done she giggled and handed me a mirror. I looked into it and I was shocked.

"Nat?" I questioned.

"I'm good aren't I?" She smiled proudly too me.

"Why do I look exactly like you?"

She sat across from me. "The boys won't know it's you, I'm good enough friends with them both for you to have civilized conversations with them without them being all over you."

"Sounds crazy too me. I'll say was true we do look similar but you think the boys will really fall for this?" I asked as I looked over my arms noticing my tattoos had been covered over by make-up.

"Jay, they are boys. They don't notice the small things." She laughed.

"Your right, I mean we can only see right?" I smiled to her. Could this really work? "We can't do this forever though."

"I know that, but it gives you enough time to get close to Zack to find out what he really wants, then you can come back and tada! I'll be a bridesmaid at your wedding before you know it."

"Let's not get too ahead of ourselves." I laughed. "I hope they don't notice though Nat I mean I've known them both for ages."

Just as I said that Tyson Kidd Natalya's long time boyfriend walked through her hotel room door. I had never seen him so shocked before in his life.

"Natalya?" he looked over to me "Natalya? What's going on?"

Natalya and I looked at each other and laughed. "Yeah, it's going to work."