A/N: Please don't hate me for taking forever with this chapter - but who knew how hard it would be to write a lemon?

I want to dedicate this chapter to Keyla who recently was in a horrible accident that by a miracle alone didn't claim her life. Even drugged up and in a lot of pain, she found the strength to be the beta and check for my usual mistakes. Down for the count, and she's still strong enough to hold my hand through this. A girl could not ask for a better friend. Thank you for being mine.

Pimping my girls as again. When you're done here, go over to read Prove me innocent by Ezzery/Keyla, it has twists and turns that leave me breathless; A life undone by Monksmama/Dena, about second chances at life, something I sometimes wish I had; Horizons by Megsly/Megan, it is not your traditional story, and even if you hate the beginning of it, keep reading, and you'll get a wonderful surprise.

Disclaimer: SMeyer is the owner of these characters.

EPOV

"You know how badly I want you, Bella. But this is up to you," I said, closing my eyes. I felt her sweet breath on me as I waited anxiously for her answer. Bella didn't say anything, but I felt her hands leave my hair and slide to my shoulders. I felt my heart plummet, she didn't want this. Then I felt her hands cup my face and I opened my eyes to look at her. When I opened my eyes, Bella leaned back in and kissed me. A sweet kiss that made my heart soar.

Without hesitating another moment, I walked us both to my bedroom and sat down at the edge of my bed. Never letting go of Bella, she was straddling me effectively giving her the upper hand, and she didn't hesitate in using it. Pushing me down on the bed, she wriggled a little and made herself comfortable on top of me. Leaning down, she gave me a kiss that made every thought I had fly out of my mind. All I could feel, were her lips on mine and her tongue in my mouth.

When she broke away I felt a sense of loss. She leaned up a little, resting her arms on me, and looked at me, "Are we really doing this?" she asked me. I tried to read her, but she had her poker face on and I had no idea what she was thinking.

I sighed and put my arms around her, twisting so that we were laying on our sides looking at each other, "Only if you want to, only if you're comfortable with us doing this."

"What if we mess this up?"

Looking at her, I realized she wasn't saying she didn't want me, she was worried we'd somehow end up ruining what we already had. Leaning my forehead to hers, I pulled her closer to me, "Bella, with how much we've already messed things up, it can't get much worse." Leaning back a bit, I studied her eyes, understanding that she needed some sort of reassurance. I lifted one of my hands and played with her hair, "I have wanted to get to know you ever since the first time I saw you, and the more I saw you, the more I wanted you. Getting to know you, having you here, has only made me want you that much more. That is not going to go away, at least not for me," I said cupping her face.

Bella just nodded her head, never taking her eyes off me. As I was looking into her eyes, I saw the change. They went from dark and mysterious, to burning with a fire that made my head spin, "Are we really going to do this?" she asked timidly.

I couldn't help my wolfish grin, "Oh we are so doing this Miss Swan," I said before attacking her lips. I felt more than heard Bella groan into my mouth, and that was all I needed. Kissing her senseless, I started to tear at her clothes, unable to get them off of her fast enough. I could feel Bella frantically trying to get me out of my clothes. Pulling a little away from her but never stopping the kiss, I quickly shed my clothes.

Once I was rid of the restraints to my body, I tore Bella's clothes off, probably ruining several garments in the process. But I didn't care. I couldn't care. It had been too long. Still kissing Bella, I knelt down between her now open legs and she had her legs around my waist in a flash, trying to pull me down to her. I tried to pull away, worried about crushing her and the baby, "Easy, Bella," I took a deep breath, "I could hurt the baby," with that she let the vice grip of her legs go.

BPOV

I couldn't believe Edward was pulling back because he was afraid of crushing the baby. Sighing, I let go of his waist, as he relaxed and I quickly threw my arms and legs around him, and twisted us around so that I was on top of him. He looked bewildered, which made me grin, "Well, well, well, Mr. Cullen. That's quite a predicament you find your self in, isn't it?" I said, leaning down to him.

Getting over his initial surprise, Edward put his arms behind his head and grinned up at me, "Well miss, seems you like being in charge, so I'm going to just lay back here and enjoy the ride..." he drawled with a wicked glint in his eyes.

"Oh... I see... So you're intending that I, a pregnant woman, do all the work, huh?" I said as I wriggled my ass further down, closer to his dick. I heard Edward catch his breath and his hands came out from under his head and towards me, "Oh no, hands off!" I grinned at him and sat up. I could see his hands twitch, wanting to touch me, before he put them back behind his head with a wide smile on his face. He had an expectant look in his eyes, waiting for my next move.

Looking at Edward looking at me, it hit me like a speeding train, I had no idea what I was doing here. I'd only had a few boyfriends, and they had barely gone beyond the missionary. Last time I'd had sex had been months ago. With Edward. And that had been a disaster. What if I messed this up even more? I started to climb off Edward when his arms shot out and he held on to me.

"Where are you going?" he looked a little worried.

I hid my face in my hands, "I'm sorry Edward, but I have no idea what the hell I'm doing here," I could feel my face turn every shade of red behind my hands. I wanted to dig a hole and crawl into it. Edward pulled me closer to him, I could feel his lips at the top of my head. We just stayed that way, saying nothing. I was grateful that Edward was sensitive to my insecurities. He made me feel safe. But I was also incredibly horny and frustrated. I wanted to take matters into my own hands, so to speak, but my doubts kept me from doing anything. Anything but enjoy Edward's closeness. Feeling safe in his embrace, I fell asleep.

EPOV

It was hard to believe that someone as beautiful as Bella would feel so insecure about herself. Her eyes and her face had told me far more than her words. She had retracted into herself, and I had known I had been about to lose her to her self doubts. So I had done the only thing I could think of, I just held on to her for dear life. As Bella fell asleep, I relaxed and felt myself drift off to sleep as well.

Some time during the night I had a very vivid dream about Bella giving me a blowjob. I groaned in my sleep. My own groan made me startle awake. The sight that met me was almost identical to my dream. Bella's head was bobbing up and down, her mouth warm and tight as she worked her magic.

The sight made me groan, and Bella lifted her gaze to my eyes at the sound I made. When I saw the fire in her eyes I just grabbed onto the sheets and couldn't take my eyes off of her. My intense stare made Bella smile. I could see the corners of her mouth quirk up a little.

With the feel of Bella's mouth on me and the visual, it didn't take long before I felt the warm burn in my lower abdomen, I was close to coming.

"Bella," I croaked, my throat dry, "I'm about to..." I didn't say more words as I felt Bella's hand tugging lightly on my balls. The sensation made me shoot into her mouth. As I was riding out my orgasm, I felt one of her fingers press hard on that sensitive spot between the ass and the cock. It made the orgasm that much more intense.

I was totally spent when Bella let go of me and crawled up my body. She didn't say anything, but found her now familiar spot on top of my chest. She said absolutely nothing, just kept her gaze locked with mine. A small smile was playing on her lips.

"What are you thinking?" I asked her. She didn't say anything, just shook her head before laying her head down on my chest, just beneath my chin.

I wrapped my arms around Bella's torso, and just laid there pondering about her, me, the baby, our lives, and about the most intense orgasm I've had in a very long time. How did she know that trick?

Kissing the top of Bella's head, I thought about the fact that I still hadn't made love to Bella. Our first time had been hurried and she had run off right after. There had been no repeats since. It was too much of a crime that I had found my release and she hadn't. I had to rectify that.

I rolled us both over to the side. Not saying anything I let my hand run from Bella's neck, down her arm and to her hip, where I let it rest. Leaning in to her, I kissed her softly on her mouth, letting my lips massage hers. I felt Bella's hand run up to my neck where she grabbed onto my hair and pulled my head closer to hers. I deepened the kiss, letting the sensations take over.

Bella was moaning into my mouth as her body was trying to get closer to mine. While Bella tried to mold herself to me, an idea started to form in my head. Maybe there was a way to do this without crushing Bella and the baby, and without making her self conscious about having to take the lead. Letting my hand slide from her hip to her knee, I hiked her leg over my hip.

Pulling away from the searing kiss, I looked at her, "Bella, do you still want to do this?" I had to know. She looked at me before she nodded. Going back to kissing her, I slowly let my hand between us. Touching Bella's core, I found her dripping wet. Which made me moan loudly. Inserting a finger into her, I felt Bella trying to push herself even closer to me.

Removing my hand, I grabbed onto my dick and positioned myself at her entrance, "Bella, I want you to look at me," I whispered. I locked my gaze to hers and entered her slowly, letting her adjust to my size. It had been a while for the both of us.

BPOV

Edward had wanted me to open up my eyes. As soon as I looked him in the eyes, he entered me. I found myself suck in a breath. When he was fully in me, Edward stopped moving. I felt myself adjust to his size. God, it's been too long. When he felt me relax, he started to move slowly in and out of me. Still holding my gaze, he leaned back in to capture my lips. I couldn't help it, I closed my eyes, wanting to absorb every sensation.

I was so horny and worked up from not having had any for so long, I knew it wouldn't take long for me to come. Pulling slightly away from Edward's lips, I whispered, "Faster, please," before attaching my lips back on his. I felt the buildup, but it wasn't enough, "More" I begged. I felt Edward's hand between us, one of his fingers found my clit and started to rub it gently. It didn't take many seconds before I was flying high. A few more pushes, and I felt Edward come inside me.

Edward didn't pull out immediately, instead we just stayed where we were holding onto each other. I was still trying to come down from the very earth shattering orgasm. None of us said anything. I was just basking in Edward's warm embrace. I felt Edward shift his hips, the movement turning me on and making me groan. At the sound of my groan, I could feel Edward getting hard again inside me. I couldn't stop the chuckle that left me, "Again?"

Edward just smirked, "You keep making those sexy noises, and it's going to be a very long night."

The thought of more of this made me giggle like a school girl, "Promises, promises," I quipped. I couldn't help myself.

When I woke up the next morning, I was sore. Sore and confused about where I was. As I was waiting for the fog to lift from my brain, I felt movement behind me. Everything came rushing back to me like a speeding train. My fainting, the hospital, the fight, the sex. Oh god, the sex... Taking a deep breath, I slowly turned around and came face to face with Edward. He was still sleeping.

Lying next to Edward staring at him, I felt the sudden urge to pee. Usually I got up in the middle of the night to relieve myself, but last night there had been no 'bathroom breaks'. No wonder my bladder felt like it was about to explode. I tried to get out of bed without waking up Edward, without much luck. As soon as I sat up I heard a hoarse "Good morning."

Turning my head back towards him, I only managed a shy "Hi."

"Where you going?"

"Bathroom," I felt my face go red at that. I'd had very hot sex with the man last night, and I blushed admitting I needed to pee. I got out of bed and walked quickly to the bathroom. I didn't bother cover up, Edward had seen pretty much everything there was to see of my body. My ass had gotten bigger with the pregnancy, but I refused to let that bother me.

Washing my hands in the sink, I looked at myself in the mirror. What I saw there made me groan. My hair looked like a bird's nest. Not even sexy rumpled. Just a hay stack. Deciding I couldn't go out like that, I turned towards Edward's shower. His was bigger and nicer than mine, so I figured I might as well take advantage of it. Turning the levels to the right temperature, I climbed in and let the water soak me. Standing under the warm water I let images from last night flood my mind. Edward had gotten...creative...once he had safely gotten the first schtoop out of the way.

I felt two strong arms snake around my waist, I'd been so lost in the memories from last night I hadn't heard Edward join me in the shower, "You didn't come back to bed," he whispered in my ear.

"I should have said something, but I just needed a shower."

"Do you mind if I join you?" I just shook my head, I wasn't about to pass up on having one of my fantasies come to life.

A/N: This chapter doesn't end too cliffy, but you gotta wonder what happens in that shower... Every review make this girl happy, but is not necessary. Thank you for sticking this out with me!!