Yeah...sorry that took me a while :D Had a lot of stuff to do... :D But now here's chapter 9 :D Enjoy.


Chapter IX

„ WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?"

Misaki opened his eyes and looked into his brother angry eyes.

Oh no, was everything he could think.

He just could watch how is big brother stormed over and pulled his boyfriend away from him.

„ Nii-san!" He was too late.

Takahiro beat Usagi right in the face with his fist. The author stumbled back and fell against the wall.

„ WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY LITTLE BROTHER?!" He beat Usagi again and Misaki could just sit there and watch.

„ Nii-san. Don't!"

Usagi doodged the next beat and held Takahiros wrist.

„ How can you force my brother to do something like that?"

Takahiro glared at Usagi. His eyes full of despise.

Usagi didn't answer.

Misaki saw how his lovers confidence was wavering. He knew exactly what Usagi thought and it pained him to know that he made the man so unsure.

„ No...Nii-san..." He looked up and blushed. „ Usagi-san isn't forcing me..." He blushed even redder.

„ Not at all.", he added whispering but still loud enough for his brother to hear.

Then he saw how Usagi smiled at him with gently lavender eyes. But Takahiro became even angrier.

„ Shut up. Like hell your doing this out of free will."

Takahiro turned to Usagi again and kicked his friend in the stromach.

Misaki was now really getting scared. He never saw his brother this angry.

„ Nii-san, please stop."

Don't hurt him...

He started crying as he noticed that Usagi wasn't defending himself. Just taking Takahiros beats.

I can't fight against him... It would only hurt Misaki... Ugh..., he thought while recieving more punchs.

„ NII-SAN! STOP!", the boy screamed.

Takahiro held in. Glaring at Misaki. But then he suddenly turned calm.

Too calm, Misaki thought.

Takahiro walked over.

„ You two are never going to meet again! Never!", he said.

Misaki felt how tears felt his eyes.

„ What?", he chocked out faintly.

„ You and this pervert of man are never going to meet again!"

„ But Nii-san..." Misaki couldnt move.

No I don't want to leave Usagi-san. No not right now. We just made up.

Usagi could see how torn Misaki was inside.

The boy may love him, but Takahiro was his only family. And he knew that Misaki would never decide for him if he had to choose between him and his family.

His heart broke and he just could look at the boy with eyes full of pain.

His not going to choose me. He may love me...but Takahiro is what's most important for him. I have to let him go if I want him to be happy.

„ Misaki...", he began.

„ NO!" Usagi looked at the boy with great shock. So did Takahiro.

„ I will not seperate from Usagi-san." Misaki starred at his hands. His eyes a little sad.

„ I love him...and we're..." He paused. „ We're engaged."

Takahiro looked at his little brother with unbelief in his grey eyes.

„ And I will go with Usagi-san. I hope you'll exept this..."

The boy looked at his brother, hoping the older would exept his relationship.

Bu the black haired man just couldn't.

„ Misaki, you're are going to live with me after you leave this hospital!"

„ NO!" Misaki began to tremble.

„ Stop being so selfish. That's exactly why our parents di-"

„ TAKAHIRO!"

Usagi couldn't believe what his best friend was about to say.

Misakis eyes widend in shock and hurt. Tears streamed down his face, but he just looked at his brother.

Takahiro who realized what he had done came a step closer.

„ No... Misaki..."

That's not what I wanted to say... No...this is bad...

„ It's my fault... it's all my fault...all my fault...", Misaki whispered not stopping. He spoke it like a mantra.

„ No...Misaki... that's not what I..."

Usagi glared at Takahiro. Never had he felt this angry over his friend.

How could he say that? He knows that this is Misakis greatest fear. To be the one that caused their parents death.

„ All my fault...I'm sorry...Mum...Dad..."

As much as he tried, Takajiro couldn't find the words to calm his brother. To tell him that he didn't mean it.

Usagis heart pained as he saw his lover cry so desperatly.

„ I won't be selfish again...I'll be a good boy...so please...Come back...I'm sorry...", the boy continued to mumble.

Usagi couldn't bear it anymore. He walked over and kneeled next to his boyfriend.

He put his large hands around the boys face and lifted it up, so he could look in those emerald eyes.

But Misakis eyes were empty, not seeing anything.

„ Misaki...Misaki...", Usagi gently called his name. The green eyes not reacting. Nothing of the boy was.

„ Misaki love... It's not your fault. Nothing is your fault." He whiped away those tears.

„ No...no...It's my fault. It's my fault that they are dead. Nii-san knows. Everyone knows. It's all my fault..."

Akihiko glared at the older brother piercing him with his eyes.

„ No Misaki. That's not true...Look at me...Oy...look into my eyes!"

The younger one face upwards looking into his lovers eyes, his full of tears.

„ Usagi-san...they died because of me... Everybodys gonna hate me...", he whimpered.

It's my fault... Usagi's gonna hate me... I killed my parents... he won't love me anymore... He's going to hate me... And Nii-san hates me too... I'm alone...

Misakis heart broke more with every thought of his. He never wanted to be hated. He didn't want to trouble anyone.

Usagi forced a kiss on the thin, trembling lips. Not a gentle but a passionate one.

Takahiros eyes widend. So did Misakis.

„ Usagi-san..."

The older man gave him a soft slap on the cheek and Misaki looked at him in surprise.

„ Now listen here... Nobody hates you... I love you... And so does Takahiro, even if he isn't showing it right now, and so did your parents." He held Misakis hand and stroke it.

„ It is not your fault. It never was... Don't think such things ever again. And don't you ever think that I could stop loving you. Do you understand?"

Misaki didn't answer. He just looked at the man with red cheeks.

He's not hating me? He still loves me?

„ Do you understand Misaki?" The boy nodded and fell around Usagis neck.

The silver haired guy pushed him back and kissed his forehead, then he put a gently kiss on his lovers lips.

Takahiro was torn.

He was happy for his brother to have a person that seemed to love him endlessly, but he didn't approve of the fact that this person was his best friend and a man to boot.

Misaki watched his brother over Usagis shoulder.

„ Nii-san...please... Don't hate me for it... please... I want to stay with Usagi-san..."

Takahiro sighed. He knew that his answer ment nearly everything to Misaki, but he couldn't decide just yet.

„ Let me think about it.", he said and left the room. Misaki watched him walk away with fear in his heart.

What if he doesn't approve. I still would want to live with Usagi-san but...

„ Misaki...let wait with our marriage."

Misaki looked up to his lover, insecurity shading the ermerald of his eyes.

Is he having second thoughts?He's having second thoughts isn't he? No that he saw how weak I am...

„ Don't look so unsure. I'm not having second thougths. I love you... That won't ever change. Get that in you beautiful head already."

Usagi kissed him again. Ressurring Misaki with his warm lips and his hot tongue inside the others mouth.

„ But I know how much you want Takahiro to approve. So we'll wait till he does, okay?" Usagi softly patted Misakis hair and gave him a small smile.

Misaki nodded and leaned over to his lover.

He was very tired now. His whole body hurt and he just wanted to sleep.

Usagi who seemed to have read his mind laid him on the bed softly kissing his eyes and with it the last remining tears.

„ Sleep, my love. I'll be here when you wake up..." , he whispered.

He called me his love... He never did that...

Misaki smiled slightly.

His body fell into a deep sleep but his mind was still thinking.

I like it... when he calls me like that.

Everything will be alright, right? Nii-san will approve, won't he?


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