"Mickie.. I-Im so s-sorry" Randy said moving towards me. "I-I didn't mean to.. I-"

"Its ok…" I said moving my hand away from my now red cheek. "Y-You didn't mean it.."

"I don't know why.." He trailed off, shock still evident on his face "I-Ive never done that before, I have… I swear I have never done anything like that…."

"Randy…" I sighed, standing up and walking over to him. "Look at me"

At first, he just shook his head, until I forced him to look at m by grabbing his chin in my hand and making his head move to my direction.

"Randy.. Im fine. I know you didn't mean it. Ok?" I pleaded.

"NO! Its not ok! I hit you, I hit a woman, something I swore I would never do." He said, his voice full with emotion "Im sorry Mickie. Please forgive me"

"I forgive you Randy. Please dont beat yourself up like this. Pleasse" I said as I felt the tears coming to my eyes. This was the first time I had seen Randy like this, and I hated it. I hated him blaming himself. Yeah, he hit me, but not purposely. I know he would never do that. I stood up and extended my hand, it took awhile, but finally he took it. I knew that he was still beating himself up, and I hated the fact that he was.

"Im sorry" He kept mumbling as we walkd towards the bed. He sat on his, removing his hand from mine, and placing his head in them.

I made my way to the mirror that was hanging in our room, only a couple of feet away from my bed. As I looked at my reflection, my eyes trailed to my right cheek. Nothing bad had happened, I just had a bit of a bruise, but nothing a little make up couldn't fix. I looked through the mirror and saw Randy making his way towards me. I turned around and was shocked to see that I was staring right at his chest. He placed his hand on the bruise and stroked it gently. I looked into his eyes, wanting to know what he was thinking, but all I got was sadness. He kept stroking my cheek, so softly. His touch was so soft.

I finally let out a breath that I had no idea I was holding. I grabbed his hand and moved it away from my cheek and just held it in my hand. I saw and heard him sigh as he tunred away from me. "What will you tell everyone?"

"What?" I asked, my eyes opening because I didn't understand the question.

He shook his head and sighed "About your bruise?"

"They don't have to know" I said as I moved away from Randy and lay down on my bed "I will just cover it with make up. No one has to know"

I closed my eyes, I then felt the bed go down slightly on one side and I opened my eyes to find Randy lying next to me.

"Are you ok? It doesnt hurt?" he asked me. He sounded so concerned.

"Im fine, " I reassured him "I have taken worse" I was just tying to lighten the situation up.

He rolled over on his side, as did I, and now he was looking Into my eyes "I never ment that, and I hope you know that. You are an amazing friend, and I never ever want to hurt you"

"I know" I whispered "An amazing friend. So are you Randy, and please dont lt anyone tell you any differently"

He placed his hand on my cheek again before slowly leaning down to capture my lips with his. I responded to the kiss and brought my arm away from my side and slowly placed it under his shirt before he pulled away.

"Whats wrong?" I asked breathless.

"I don't want you to be doing this because of someone you think I am. Im not a good guy Mickie" He whispred.

"Im not doing this because of how you think I think you are. Im doing this because of who you are" I said placing a small kiss on his neck.

"The first time I saw you back on Raw, I wanted you" He confessed.

"I could tell, you were intense" I smiled

"You were scared" He challenged.

"I didn't want to loose myself again" I sighed "I didn't want to be, just another notch in your belt"

He closed his eyes, lik he was disappointed in himself for what he is like "You never will be" He admited "Loving someone shouldn't make you less of what you are, it should mak you more"

"Love?" I asked.

He just merely shook his head and placed a kiss on my neck. I moved my hands back under his shirt, loving the feel of my hand on his smooth skin.

He rolled m over so he was now ontop of me, his lips manovred away from my lips towards my neck. I threw my head back in the pillow, letting a moan escape my swollen lips.

His hand travelled down to the buttons of my shirt, he slotly started unbuttoning them. After he was done, he ripped my shirt off and began kissing my lips again. I loved this. I was finally with Randy…

"Are you sure?" Randy asked…

I just nodded, wanting to let him know how I feel about him. I don't really understand how we got here, but I don't care, all that matters is im with Randy… nothing can ruin this.

"I love you" We both spoke at the same time.

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I awoke the next morning to find Randy not laying next to me, I sat up and saw my clothing scattered across the floor. I quickly threw on my underwear and threw on some clothes.

I heard a knock at the door and made my way to open it. Only to get the shock of my life when I saw who was standing there.

"S-Sam?"

"Hi.. You must be Mickie. I heard that you and Randy were rooming together. Have you seen Randy around?"

I shook my head no and said "I don't know where he went"

"Do you mind if I stay here until he gets back? I really need to speak with him" she begged. If she wasn't pregnant, I would yell at her and kick her out for what she done to Randy.

"Ok" I agreed, but just minutes after, Randy walked in the door.

"Hey Micks.." He then focused his attention to the woman sitting next to me "Sam?"\

"Hey Randy" She smiled.

I decided to leave them in the room by themselves, I stood in my room and listened to what they were saying.

Randy's P.O.V

I was shocked to see Sam standing there. Literally. How could she have the nerve to come here? After everything she put me through.

"What are you here for?" I asked, struggling to keep the anger out of my voice.

"I wanted to talk to you.. Please. Im sorry for what I done. I love you so much." She cried "I didn't mean it. Everything with Nathan, it meant nothing Randy. You have to believe me"

"Why did you do it?" I asked while staring at her.

"I was scared. I was so scared Randy. You are always on the road, and I was alone. Im sorry. I love you so much." she pleaded with me.

"What about your baby Sam? Its not mine!" I said..

"How do you know that?" She asked….

"You slept with my brother! Its his isn't it?" I said, anger welling up in my voice again. But my anger calmed down a bit when I saw the tears in her eyes.

"Im sorry" She cried "Please. Just consider us again. Me and you"

I looked at her and she reached out to grab my hand. I let her hold it for a second before turning away. "Ok"

"Thankyou" She said, a small smile on her lips. She went to kiss me but I moved away

"I will call you" I said.

She looked disappointed "O-Ok" she started walking away "Tall Mickie I said godbye ok" and she left.

I heard something fall over in the room so I made my way into it. Only to find Mickie packing her bags.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

Mickie's P.O.V

"Where are you going?" Randy asked.

"To Evans room Randy" I said, moving across the room to grab my things that were sitting on a chair.

"Why?" He asked, doing nothing to stop me.

"You tell me why Randy" I stared at him for a bit before shaking my head and throwing more stuff into my bag.

"Mickie. A couple of weeks ago. This was the woman I planned on spending the rest of my life with" He pleaded.

"Whatever Randy" I sighed "Last night, was the best night of my life, and you are going to go back with Sam?"

"Mickie. I love her" He sighed.

"You said you loved me too. Lastnight Randy" I wanted to cry, but I wouldn't give him the satisfaction.

"Mickie.. Please"

"Last night? It meant nothing to you?" I asked, looking him right in the eye. But he couldn't keep eye contact with me. "Have a nice life Randy" I grabbed my two bags and walked out of the room. I waited until I was a fair way away from the hotel before I broke down crying. I dropped my bags and leaned against the wall, letting all my tears fall. I turned around a hit the wall. My emotions getting the best of me.

How could this happen? Lastnight it had meant something, and then Sam came and now it meant nothing.

I continued crying before I felt the strength to walk again. I wiped away my tears, but they kept coming.

Why does this hurt so much?

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