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Sara sat up in bed and listened to the shower, as Grissom got ready for the day.
After waking up in the middle of the night, Sara tossed and turned in her sleep, as she thought about her situation with Grissom.
She loved him and he was obviously attracted to her, so why could she not allow the next move to happen.
Lady Heather, as always, was the answer.
Smiling as Grissom came out of the bathroom dressed, Sara quickly grabbed the clothes she was going to wear that day and went to get ready.
Turning the shower back on, Sara was in the middle of washing her hair when she made a decision, though not sure she could go through with it.
Putting her head under the water to rinse out the shampoo, Sara's rational mind took over and she decided that a quick fling would not hurt anyone.
Sara knew if Lady Heather ever found out she would probably not live very long, but chuckling to herself briefly, Sara knew Grissom and he would never tell.
Washing herself, Sara knew it would be hard to give him up, but she knew she would never have him otherwise and besides she could keep her memory.
Only her heart would be broken, but it was already broken, so what difference would it make?
Seeing the smile Sara gave him when he came out of the bathroom, spurred Grissom even further and he decided to book a romantic dinner for them away from the hotel.
Sitting on the bed, Grissom smiled again at Sara when she walked out dressed, "I was thinking that maybe we could go out and have some dinner tonight away from this place," he said.
Sara smiled back, nodding her head in agreement, "Yeah, we can go and see the sights," before looking through her bag for her hairdryer.
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Walking through the lobby, Grissom and Sara split up to attend different lectures and agreed to meet back for dinner that night.
Sitting in one of the conference rooms, Sara was trying to cover up another yawn and wondered if it was her lack of sleep or the bad speaker.
Sara was feeling nervous about what she was going to do that night and decided she needed to take a walk.
Sitting quietly until the lights were dimmed, Sara was surprised when she saw a number of other people also using the darkness to sneak out.
Walking to the front desk, Sara inquired about local shopping areas and decided to take a cab to a local mall for supplies.
Wrestling with her emotional brain that kept saying she would get hurt, her logical mind spurred her on.
Sara knew if tonight was going to be successful she would need new underwear and some birth control, as she was no longer on the pill.
Walking into a drug store, she could not suppress her nervous smile, as she picked up the packet of condoms, feeling like a teenager about to have sex for the first time.
Sara knew she was no virgin, but apart from a lucky near miss with Hank, she had not had sex since she left San Francisco.
Paying for the condoms, Sara reminded herself that sex was like riding a bike and what better way to get back on the saddle than with someone you had fantasized about for years.
Smiling to herself, Sara walked through the mall and saw a lingerie store and decided that her tee-shirt bras and non matching underwear would not turn Grissom on.
Sara knew Lady Heather would have 101 different outfits and she didn't want Grissom to think any less of her, so she decided to buy something a little bit more risqué.
"Can I help you with anything dear?" an older female shop assistant asked, after noticing Sara looking at some of the sets.
"Yeah, um I like those," Sara said, pointing to a black lace plunging bra with matching briefs.
Trying the bra on Sara admired herself in the mirror and decided that since she was playing out her fantasy, she would buy a thong.
"I am sure you will make a great impression," the sales clerk said, as Sara handed over her credit card.
Nodding her head, Sara thanked the woman before accepting her bag.
Walking out of the store, Sara felt her stomach rumbling and was shocked to see it was nearly 1pm.
Enjoying a veggie burger and chocolate shake, Sara's brain was in overdrive with half telling her she was being incredibly foolish, while the other half in ecstasy, knowing she was going to sleep with Grissom.
Mentally telling her brain to shut up, Sara spent the next few hours buying some gifts for Catherine and her mother, along with clothes and toys for Charlotte.
Getting back to the hotel just before 4pm, Sara quickly went back to her room and deposited her purchases.
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Having spent the past few hours taking a nap before her 'date', Sara walked out of the elevator and caught her breath, as she saw Grissom standing to one side looking amazing.
Grissom was dressed in a black suit and Sara felt giddy as she imagined his beard leaving scratchy marks all over her body, his lips on her skin, looking deep into his deep blue eyes … loving him forever.
Seeing Sara walk out of the elevator, Grissom caught his breath as he saw her walk towards him on a slinky black cocktail dress.
Leaning in for a slight kiss, he closed his eyes catching her scent, a mixture between fresh coconut and wild flowers, and started to feel giddy.
Pulling back, Grissom told himself to calm down as he wanted to wine and dine her rather than pull her over his shoulder and carry her back to their room.
Arriving at the vegetarian restaurant, Sara was impressed that he was taking her feelings into consideration to such an extent, when she knew he was a big meat eater.
Picking at their food, Sara saw that Grissom was as nervous as her and hoped it was not because he was going to cheat on his girlfriend.
Declining the dessert menu, Sara and Grissom went back to the hotel.
In the elevator on the way back to their room Grissom was sure that he would be able to cut the sexual tension with a knife and decided to talk, "This has been great Sara, I just want to," about to continue, he was pulled into a full body on body kiss.
Unable to stop the butterflies in the pit of her stomach, Sara decided it was now or never and pulled Grissom into a kiss, happy that his tongue didn't take long to find hers.
Hearing the ping of the elevator, Grissom and Sara managed to get to their door without breaking contact with their mouths.
Getting into their room, Grissom half carried Sara to the bed, where their kissing took on more force, with their hands exploring each others still clothed bodies.
Sucking on his bottom lip and tracing it with her tongue, Sara moaned in slight disappointment when he removed his mouth, but moaned even louder when he replaced his mouth on her neck.
Panting from the lack of oxygen and her arousal, Sara thought she was near ecstasy when he pulled up her dress and felt his hands on her ass.
Kissing and nipping her neck, Grissom slid his hands down and felt his arousal became painful against his pants, as he felt Sara wearing a thong.
About to remove her underwear, both suddenly stopped when he heard his phone ringing.
Hearing the noise, Sara instantly froze and her emotional brain immediately took over.
What the hell was she doing?
God, what she had just been doing with Grissom made her loose all self control.
Even though she had convinced herself all day that this is what she wanted this, Sara knew she was not the type of woman to sleep with a guy in a relationship. Even if it was Grissom – the man she loved.
"You should get that, it might be important," Sara said before standing up shakily and walking into the other room feeling dirty.
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