"Usagi are you ok? I mean you don't have to open the letter now you can wait till you are ready" said Ami she couldn't understand why her friend was having a hard time receiving a love letter from her boyfriend.
"I am fine it's just how can I explain this I always wanted him to do something like this romantic spur of the moment you know it's just why did it have to come when we just had a fight. I rather have it when everything fine you know. I just afraid the letter will make me feel worse than I already do about the situation between us. I don't know what to do about it as it is." said Usagi
She was still holding the letter tight starring at it. What if it doesn't help reading this? I mean he is sending me loves letters and roses when just a few days ago he didn't believe in our love. Doesn't seem right at all to me to try to romance someone that you didn't even believe in just four days ago she thought.
"Usagi I know you two are not getting along and you ask for some time apart but at least maybe give him a chance by at least reading it I mean would he dare make it worse by a letter. He's trying to get his princess back that's all. I mean we are the ones that mess up really if you think about it not him. We convince him that Seiya and you had feelings for one another. We are the ones that misunderstood the situation in the first place. We are the ones that messed up and told him to take it slow with you and to try to get you to fall back in love with him. When you never fell out of love with him so don't let us win if you think about. "Said Minako
Usagi couldn't believe Minako she never heard her so serious before. Then she looks at the letter. Maybe I should read it, it isn't his entire fault in reality and he is trying so hard I mean he never lays his feelings on the line.
"I guess you are right Minako I will read it but I kind of prefer not to read it here really I mean what if it makes me sad then I be all red face for the rest of the day. So I think I prefer to read it after school does that make sense?" said Usagi
"Of course Usagi I don't blame you at all for not wanting to read it here" said Ami
"Ami right why don't you go to the arcade with us the afternoon I told Motoki I would see him there this afternoon" said Minako
Motoki I forgot all about him Usagi thought.
"Speaking of him what did he want with my locker number and combination Minako I don't believe that bull about him throwing a party he could have given us invitations in person you know?"Said Usagi
"Locker number and combination that's it Usagi remember you said how did he get in your locker it must have been why Motoki really need it. "Said Ami
"Are you kidding me he got Motoki helping him?"Said Usagi
Minako kept looking back and forth between the two. What are they talking about she thought.
"Oh hello, what the heck are you talking about Usagi and Ami?"Said Minako
Usagi looked at her friend oh no Motoki I going to kill him for playing with her feelings.
"Minako I am sorry but Motoki I don't think is really have a party. I think he used you to get information out of you cause of this letter I think "said Usagi
"I really sorry Minako Usagi and me were talking about it and it doesn't make any sense why he would need our locker numbers to drop off invitations for a party. I know you like him a lot Minako but I think he used that to gain knowledge for Mamoru" Said Ami
Minako couldn't believe her ears so he used me to help Mamoru out. Oh I see.
"Oh I guess I should have known but I got so excited when he started talking about a party I mean he was talking to me for two hours. I know it's a stupid crush when he's got Reika I just wish I could find a guy like him you know he is so wonderful she's so lucky to have him "said Minako
"Actually Minako you deserve better. I feel sorry for Reika now. For a man that uses someone feeling to gain information for own personal gain even it was for his friends is just wrong. He knows how you feel about him and that is just wrong and if Mamoru had something to do with it he will be dead by the end of the day that's for sure. "Said Usagi
Minako couldn't believe after everything they had done to her she still wanted to take up for her.
"Thanks Usagi I mean I don't deserve it after what I done to you but I appreciate your kindness. Actually I guess it's karma you know. What comes around goes around I deserve it for what I did to you. Don't hurt Mamoru over it please!"Said Minako
"I can't make any promises thou but we see. I might just kill him then bring him back to life does that sound better "said Usagi sounding serious but inside she was cracking up.
Minako just looked at her like she had gone nuts. Would she really do that? She thought
"I am just playing Minako I would never do that but to see your face that's just hilarious "said Usagi bursting out laughing at her.
Ami couldn't help but join in. Finally Minako understood and starting laughing herself.
"Thanks Usagi I needed that you are a true friend thanks "said Minako as she hugged Usagi
"You're Welcome I will always be here for you guys no matter what ok. I will always be there not even Chaos himself could keep me from all of ya." Said Usagi
Ring…
"Well I guess we better get back to class say we meet each other outside the gate to go to the arcade?"Said Ami
"Sounds like a plan" Said Usagi
The rest of the day for Usagi was very refreshing it was like a loud off of her mind making up with Minako and Ami. Finally the time came for school was over with and she was walking outside she could see Minako and Ami next to the gate talking to Makoto. Makoto I wonder oh I hope she wants to make up too I miss her so much too Usagi thought.
"Hi Usagi how was the rest of your day "said Ami
"It was good very good "said Usagi then she looked towards Makoto, Makoto looked like she didn't know how to speak she was just hanging her head low.
Finally Makoto cleared her throat and tried to speak.
"Um I am sorry I miss lunch with all of you I would have skip cooking club meeting if I had known you would have been there Usagi I missed talking to you "said Makoto
Usagi had never seen Makoto this way. She could tell she was in pain. Gush I missed all of them, my life quite isn't the same with them not around.
"It's ok Makoto I miss you too. "Said Usagi as she walked up to her and gave her a hug
"Thanks Usagi I really am sorry I promise to never interfere in your life ever again ok. I sorry it hasn't been the same without you around you know that. Even Rei has been depressed without you. You know she is depressed if she doesn't find a reason to fuss at Yuuichirou." Said Makoto
Usagi couldn't help but start laughing "Poor Yuuichirou he gets hell all the time I sure he is enjoying the quiet time." Said Usagi
"Acutally believed it or not he keeps asking her what's wrong he thinks he has done something for her not to fuss at him" said Makoto
"Ah poor Yuuichirou he is such a sweet guy I wish Rei really would give him a chance" said Usagi
"Yeah I know I can feel the bond I am the goodness of Love their attraction is undeniable. " Minako
Ami looked at her like she was crazy "Goodness of love shut your mouth please you are not always right and you know it" said Makoto
"What! I don't know what you are talking about name a time I have been wrong" said Minako
Usagi could tell where this was going I better end it before it gets worse. Don't need them two fighting she thought.
"Ladies how about the arcade now ok I could use a shake!" said Usagi
"I agree how about we follow our princess orders and enjoy ourselves this afternoon" said Ami trying to change the subject.
"Ok you two are right let's go" said Minako
They starting walking to the arcade and Minako couldn't help but notice Usagi got quiet she looked deep in thought about something.
"So Usagi read that letter yet because you seem like you are thinking about something mighty hard" said Minako
"Can't be no harder than you think" said Makoto
"Hey!" said Minako
"Enough you two, no I haven't read the letter. I don't want no part of it if Motoki used you to help Mamoru give it to me you understand me. I will have no part in I don't approve it .It goes against everything I stand in. You do not use someone for personal gain." Said Usagi
"Oh Usagi don't do this for me. I don't want to ruin you two chances of maybe patching things up. Look forget about it I am ok about really I am" said Minako
"No Minako it is not ok. Usagi right if Motoki used you to get information out of you for Mamoru that is wrong. Whether Mamoru was a part of it or not it goes against everything Usagi stands for using people she is right it is wrong. IF Mamoru wants to patch things up with Usagi he should do it on his own not like the way Motoki doing it." Said Makoto
"Do you understand Minako it's not really that fact that it was you it's the point I don't believe in using people. It's not right and I won't stand for it. So let's continue walking I need to have a talk with Motoki but if Mamoru there I will have a talk with him instead." Said Usagi
"Ok but I starting to feel sorry for them now" said Minako
"You better not because if he did Motoki catching my fist up side his face for using your feelings for him for his personal gain." Said Makoto
"Thanks Makoto you are a true friend" said Minako
"RING"
Motoki turned around to see four girls coming in. Well I see they are getting along now hey if she forgave them already maybe she is ready to forgive Mamoru. That's great he thought.
"Hey ladies what can I get you "said Motoki
"I am sorry ladies you hear something sounds like a bug in my ear. Can't quite understand what it is saying but it's very ignoring. "Said Usagi she was clearly piss everyone could tell. She never talked to Motoki that way before. At that moment Motoki sister Unazuki came walking out from the back.
"Hey Usagi, Ami, Makoto, and Minako what you ladies up to today what can I get ya?" said Unazuki
"Can you get my friends and me Milkshakes, burgers and fries for each of us please? To answer your question we up to nothing really just don't have time for two timing sorry ass losers thou" said Usagi as she walked to one of the booth. The girls didn't say nothing Makoto was pissed but even she wanted to laugh at Usagi she never heard her insult him before it was very refreshing to her ears at that moment.
"Ok coming right up! Hey Motoki what you do to Usagi? I never seen her mad at you before must have been bad so fuss up?"Said Unazuki
"Actually I have no idea she never been mad at me before to my knowledge. I rather her be mad at Mamoru than me sheesh what on earth did I do I mean how does a guy like me make her mad. "Said Motoki
"You really do have a big ego you know that right? Let me get their orders I suggest you stay away from her she looks like she could kill you. Especially since I didn't even see Minako talked to you so I know something up" said Unazuki as she walked back to the kitchen to fix the girls orders.
Hum she is right, not even Minako talked to me. I don't like it I can handle Mamoru being the bad guy but me what I do he thought as he went back to wiping the counter.
"Usagi I am so proud of you girl. You really told him oh my god that was so cool" said Makoto
"Actually he looked very confused he doesn't seem to understand what he has done" said Ami
"Oh he will, Ami don't worry about that he will" said Usagi
"Hey girls here your order and Usagi what my brother do I never seen you mad at him before." Said Unazuki
"Actually he did a lot him and Mamoru both, do me a favor thou don't say nothing about what I am about to tell you till I talk to Mamoru." Said Usagi
"Ok spill I won't" said Unazuki
So Usagi starting explaining what Mamoru did and then what Motoki but then the girls heard the ringing of the door and saw who was coming in. All their heads flew up and saw who it was. Luckily for them he didn't seem to notice them yet.
"OH no Usagi, its Mamoru what are you going to do? What if he comes over here and try to talk to you" said Minako
"I don't know I guess I just play it out if he does not sure thou yet" said Usagi
All the girls nodded they understood how Usagi felt.
"Hey Motoki what's up?" said Mamoru
He could see him wiping the counter when he came in, a little too hard for his liking. I wonder what's wrong with him. He thought.
"Oh hi remind me to never talk to women again ok! Said Motoki
"Why that did you and Reika have a fight?" said Mamoru he was getting a little amused at his friend.
"It's not funny Mamoru and no I didn't have a fight with Reika I had a fight with your girlfriend but don't ask me what's it all about I don't know she is pissed at me and doesn't want to talk to me." Said Motoki
"What Usako pissed at you what you do to her because I swear I'll …" said Mamoru
"See See I just told you I didn't know what I did ok I don't know what I did ok so back off man "said Motoki getting pissed now that his own friend wanted to kill him too now and he didn't even know what it was about.
"Ok I'll lay off but I am serious Motoki if you did anything to hurt her I swear I will kill you" said Mamoru
"Well instead of making threats why don't you help your best friend out and go over to her and ask her what I did please!" said Motoki he was clearly frustrated he was not use to everyone hating him.
"Alright alright keep your pants on I see if she will even talk to me you forget she mad at me too "said Mamoru as he walked away from Motoki to go see his girlfriend. I wonder if she will even talk to me I hope so I miss her so much he thought.
"Usagi here he comes are you sure you up for this "said Makoto whispering to Usagi in her ear.
"Yeah I be fine ok don't worry" said Usagi in a low voice to Makoto
Mamoru could see all the girls talking together even Unazuki was over there. Hum I wonder when all of them made up. I glad she got her friends back at her side at least I know they will be there for her even if she won't let me be.
"Hi girls" said Mamoru
"Hi Mamoru" said everyone except for Usagi
He looked down at her man she won't even look at me. Great what can I do I want her back so bad he thought?
The girls saw Mamoru looking at her and all felt bad they all thought it was their fault they weren't together.
"So Unazuki show me that new game you said Motoki got in" said Makoto
"Yea us too come on Ami" said Minako and grab Ami
Usagi knew it was no new game. Here they go again I don't know if they are just scared to be here or they trying to play matchmaker she thought
The girls ran from the table fast as they could before Usagi could stop them they knew it was wrong but they knew they needed time to themselves.
"So can I sit down and talk to you for a minute?"Said Mamoru
Please say yes Please he thought.
"Sure I don't see why not" said Usagi trying not to look directly at him because she knew if she did she would want to jump in his arms.
"So how you been?" Said Mamoru as he sat down
"Fine you?" said Usagi
Great she barely saying more than two words to me he thought.
"Ok I guess Usako I see you and the girls made up I am glad. I know they have missed you. "Said Mamoru
"I am glad too I miss them too. I have something I need to give you back and I didn't read it" said Usagi as she handed him back the letter.
He was stunned she didn't even read it and she wants to give back is there no chance at all for us?
"It's not what you think ok I see the way you are looking at it I refuse to be involved in a woman's feelings being used for someone personal gain" said Usagi
"I don't understand whose feelings were used by this letter I just wanted to tell you how I felt I thought it would help us right now. Tell me Usako how is that using someone feelings cause I am lost right now" said Mamoru he wanted to just break down and cry he spent hours on that letter writing down his feelings for her and she didn't even want to read it. He was emotional exhausted.
"Minako's feelings were used by this. Motoki used Minako feelings so you could get this letter to me that so wrong. He knew how she felt about him but he didn't care at all and he did it anyway. He used her that is against everything I stand for Mamoru you ought to know that." Said Usagi breaking down crying she couldn't help it she didn't want him to think she didn't want to read it but it was not right to her friend to read it.
"Oh I see sorry Usako I didn't know he just said he would call her and just start talking to her about maybe throwing a party I didn't know I am sorry I didn't think it was using her feelings I am sorry. I understand I am sorry I should have never let Motoki help me. He offer to help me out he knew I not that good at stuff like this Usako ok I just wanted to be with you again. I am sorry." Said Mamoru
"I know and that's why I can't accept your letter ok. It's not right even thou I do want to read it it's just not right to use someone like that" said Usagi
It got quite he didn't know what to say. She didn't read the letter and now Motoki made it worse now she thought we were going around using women. Can't I do anything right he thought.
She could see the hurt in his eyes. Why does things have to be so complicated between us. I just want to be with him but I can't let them go around hurting my friends to get what they want she thought. Maybe I should still give him some sort of chance.
"Ok how about this, how about I give you the opportunity to read me the letter yourself?" said Usagi
Oh no she got to be kidding me. Me read the letter? I could barely write it now she wants me to read it?
"I don't know Usako please understand it was hard just writing that letter you know I am not the one to say their feelings out loud ok maybe another way ok let me take you to dinner ok" said Mamoru
"No" said Usagi
"No please Usako, I miss you terribly" said Mamoru
"Mamochan if you can't tell me in person how you feel then how to you expect to have a relationship with me. Yes I know how it's hard for you but Mamochan I am the point I need a reason why we should be together ok. Reasons like how you feel when you are with me and why you want to be with me. Just saying you miss me is not going to cut it ok understand this I need more I need your heart if you can't give me that than there is no more us." Said Usagi as she stood up from the booth
Mamoru didn't know what to say I thought she knew she had my heart. But he understood how could he not he knew it would come sooner or later. She wanted him to express himself more to her he just didn't know how.
"Usako you already have my heart I thought you knew that." Said Mamoru
"As you also have my heart but sometimes the heart should be speaking to the other staying silent is not good for the heart" said Usagi
"I see." Said Mamoru
"I give you some time to think about it" said Usagi she started to leave but then he caught her by her arm.
He looked at her and he knew he couldn't let her walk away from him again not this time.
"Usako I don't need time ok. You are right ok I don't speak my feelings like I should but I won't and I repeat won't let you walk out of my life now. I can't I will not live a life without you. Cause if I do let you walk out it's not a life worth living" said Mamoru
"Oh Mamochan" said Usako as she ran into his arms
HE was in shocked she's hugging me. Finally registered to him and he wrap his arms around her.
"Sorry it's just that what I want to hear ok so you me dinner and we can talk ok" said Usagi
"Dinner you and me?" said Mamoru in shocked that she wanted to go to dinner together
"Well yeah silly you did invite me to dinner but remember what I said you have to read the letters to me don't forget. Pick me up at 7 tonight don't be late cause I will be waiting." Said Usagi as she started to walk away
"Ok I be there I promise Usako I won't disappoint you." Said Mamoru he was so happy inside he wanted to jump up and down they were going out tonight but on the downside how was he going to read the letter to her?
"You better not I see you tonight and tell Motoki he's not off the hook but you can tell him for what he did I ought to call Reika I got a good mind to do that. I have her number you make sure he knows that" said Usagi
"I will let him know" said Mamoru as he watches her walk away then he saw the girls follow her out of the arcade.
Oh boy how the heck am I supposed to do this? If I can't I will lose her and I can't lose her.
