Chapter 9
Kahlan placed a hand on the base of his growing erection, holding it up to her lips, her mouth surrounding the head and sucking on him. She felt his member hardening under her ministrations, despite his earlier protests. She craved his response to her, needing to know that she was still able to draw out a reaction. She reached down with her other hand and cupped his balls, rolling the two globes of flesh against her palm.
His head tipped back as his hands curled around her hair. The hot, wet cavern of her mouth around him made him forget why he hadn't wanted to do this. His body was thrumming with the need to be with her. He spread his legs wider allowing her to move closer and she took more of him into her mouth. The way her hand was squeezing and pulling at the base, moving up until it touched her mouth and then sliding back down was sending him closer to the edge. He noticed her eyes were closed; usually when she pleasured him with her mouth she looked at him using the eye contact to increase his arousal.
The fact that he was responding so quickly gave her hope that he still wanted her, that his body still answered when hers needed it to. She let him slip free from her mouth, kissing the head before following the vein down towards the hand that was cupping his sac. She moved slowly, but deliberately, licking the soft skin on his shaft all the way to the base. Her mouth took one of his balls into it, laving the underside with her tongue and sucking gently, letting is scrape lightly along her teeth as she released it. The other was soon occupying the space, and she repeated her actions. Kahlan felt them pulling against her, inching closer to his body, her ears could almost feel the vibrations from the throaty moans he was releasing.
"If you want to feel me inside you, you should stop now." Somehow the words left his lips, but he didn't know how he'd managed to form them. Her mouth was doing things to him that he'd never felt. She'd gone down on him before, but the emotional turmoil and the amount of time since he'd last come was aiding his climb to orgasm.
Before she let go, she gave him a firm squeeze at the base, trying to help alleviate his immediate need. She kissed her way back up to his mouth, her tongue dancing over the definition of his abs, teeth scrapping along the muscle. She heard him hiss as she left teeth marks above his belly button. Quickly soothing the ache she'd created with her tongue, she continued her journey.
As she climbed up his body she crawled back into his lap, pushing him to move back further onto the mattress. Her legs straddled his lap as they moved towards the headboard, settling in when his back was propped against it.
She discovered the tiny points of his nipples and began to suckle on him. She used her mouth as if she was nursing, letting him feel the pressure that made her milk flow. His nipple popped free as she released her suction. Her thumb came up to tease the nub and her lips moved along his pectoral and up to his neck. His ear felt the touch of her teeth as she pulled the lobe in and worried over it before sucking it and moving on. She scooted closer to him, her wet sex pressing his erection against his stomach, rubbing herself along his hardness, coating him in her juices.
His hands were resting on her skin, one tickling across her thigh and the other rubbing circles on her back. He was letting her take the lead in everything; he knew that she wanted to feel in control of something in her life right now, even if it was just sex with him. He could feel her desperation in the way she was moving, her body wasn't as fluid as normal, her actions were stiffer and she was only working towards release, not taking the pleasure she normally did in just touching and connection with each other. He would give her what she thought she needed. He couldn't turn her down, even if it was for her own good.
Kahlan's lips felt their way along his jawline, searching out his mouth. She wouldn't open her eyes; she only wanted to feel, she wanted her body to let go. She ached down to her soul, but the press of his flesh against hers, the taste of his skin and the movement of their bodies took away some of that pain. She reached between them and angled his cock to line him up with her sheath. Her mouth found his and she begged entrance with her tongue as she pressed down, his erection entering her.
Her body moved over his rapidly, establishing a hard, fast tempo. Her hands gripped and clawed at his shoulders, using them as leverage, her knees bouncing on the bed and her arms pulling her up on him, before slamming herself back down. Her mouth left his and her head fell back, concentrating on the rhythm of her body, her hair sweeping across her ass as she rose and fell on his erection.
The clamping and releasing of her internal muscles was driving him quickly towards release. He looked at her as she rode him, her breasts bouncing and rubbing along his chest. The hand on her back came forward to hold her. His thumb swiped over the nipple and felt a bead of milk there, using it to lubricate the nub and slick his finger over it to harden it more. Her voice touched his ears through the haze of his arousal; the blood rushing through his body was making it hard to concentrate. He focused on what she was saying.
"Need to come... please. Why can't I come..." Kahlan was begging her body for the sweet release. Her hand was between them rubbing swiftly over her clit. She was pressing all the normal buttons that enabled her climax, but why was it so elusive?
Richard caught her hand, bringing her fingers to his lips he cleaned off the juices, and then he replaced it with his own.
"Kahlan." He called her name asking her to look at him.
Her head tipped forward and her eyes opened a crack. Her frantic movements were not quieting, just becoming more off tempo and less satisfying.
"I need it, help me Richard... please, I need you to help me..." She felt the tears begin, "Please make me feel good, I'll do anything..."
"Shhh, baby." Richard used the hand on her hips to quiet her movement. "Look at me." He waited until she was still and her eyes were locked with his. He could see the sadness in them, despite the dilation of her pupils, her magic waiting to be set free with orgasm. His thumb began tracing circles around her clit, holding her hips still until he built her arousal back up. He saw her eyes begin to close as she concentrated on his touch. "Keep them open, Kahlan, I want you to look at me. Watch me as I get you off. I need you to see how much I want to give you this."
She nodded at him and bit her bottom lip. Her mind tugged on her to close her eyes and feel nothing but his touch, but she couldn't. She needed to give him her focus. She'd already tried to take from him and her body had rebelled. Locking away her emotions hadn't worked, so she held his gaze, though her eyes blurred with the tears, she didn't break the connection.
"I'm going to guide your hips, okay?"
She nodded and waited, his hand leading her body down the path of pleasure. His thumb strummed her clitoris, as her hips moved up and down on his hardness. The action was slower then she wanted and more loving then she thought she deserved. His fingers dug into the fleshy part on the top of her thigh asking for a little more speed. The pressure on her clit was building as he pulled the hood back and forth over the sensitive head.
"Keep moving like this, and I'm going to move my hand to hold your breast, but don't speed up or I won't be able to tease your nipple." Trusting that she would listen, he moved his hand up to cup her breast. He rubbed the hard nub against his palm before rolling it between his thumb and forefinger. The milk was bubbling out and he collected some on his thumb and brought it to her lips. "Taste how good the milk is that you make for our baby." His hand brought more to her lips, letting her leak out as her arousal built. "She'll get to have some soon, Kahlan. She'll be the one drinking from you, getting to know how wonderful her mother is. Together, we'll have years to adore her." He saw the tears renew in her eyes, but the corners of her mouth moved upwards in a small smile.
"Then we can have more?"
"As many as you want." It seemed so simple right then as her face seemed to change shape. Like he'd just given her all the answers she'd ever want, in a simple five-word sentence.
His fingers pinched her nipple and his thumb pressed down on her clit, right as she buried him deeply inside her. He felt her body let go.
"Richard!" She moaned out his name as her body was overtaken by her climax. Her magic thundered through them and she felt her body relax. All her muscles were tight with pleasure, but her mind was set free, floating along the cloudy haze of her orgasm. She felt her breasts let go of milk, as if he was nursing on her, but his mouth wasn't suckling on her. The power of her pleasure making them lose all control as well.
He watched as the orgasm rolled through her, and he let himself feel it with her. The rippling of her sheath around him made him on edge, but what sent him over was watching as milk was freed from her breasts, covering his chest in the warm, sweet liquid. His seed spurted into her as he let his body fall over the plateau of climax. The long, ropey, bursts made him grimace as the pleasure raced through his veins, his heart filling with hope as he poured his seed into her body.
After her breathing calmed she let herself fall onto his chest, his arms were holding her to him, trapping her against the hard planes of his body. The kisses he was placing on her head soothed her and the guilt she started to feel for using him dissipated when she heard him murmuring that he loved her, over and over again. He just kept saying it; she couldn't ignore the truth she heard in his voice. The conviction that he spoke with. She knew, then, that they would be alright.
