Chapter 8: Feelings & Declarations of Love


Jasper's POV

It has been three weeks since we arrived at Peter and Charlotte's. I'm now feeling a lot better. My eyes are now gold again. Bella has helped me a lot. She has made me laugh, smile and be me again. I feel like she is hiding something from me but I can't put my finger on it. I have started to have feelings for Bella. But I will not tell her because how can she love some one like me?


Bella's POV

I'm sitting in the living room talking to Peter and Charlotte while Jasper is out hunting. We have been here for three weeks. Everything is going great. I've kept in regular contact with Jake and the pack so they have kept me informed about the whole Edward, Alice and Victoria situation. Why can't Alice and Edward just give up? I haven't talked to Charlie since the last time I called him. I'm not in the mood for another fight, that is sure to happen if I call again.

"Bella when are you going to tell Jasper that you love him?" Charlotte asks

I snap me head up towards both of them.

"We know sugar. You love him", Peter says looking at my smiling

"Oh alright. I love him", I say with a sigh

Charlotte smiles, "Bella has anyone told you about my gift?"

I just shake my head

"Bella I can see soul mates or True mates", Charlotte says

"What?" I ask her shocked

"I can tell if too people our soul mates", she explains

"Is Jasper my soul mate?" I ask her

"Yes. He is", Charlotte says smiling at me

"That is why he never hurt you after he slipped up. It is why only you have been able to reach him. It is impossible for the male vampire to hurt his mate", Peter explains

I don't say anything for several minutes. What Peter has said has made sense.

"You have to tell him Bella", Peter says

"What if he leaves me?" I whisper

"He won't. He loves you too. I can tell", Peter says

I start thinking about what they both said maybe it is time for me to tell Jasper the truth. I was broken out of my thoughts by Jasper's return.

"Hello Darlin'. What are you so deep in thought about?" Jasper asks me coming to sit beside me.

"I have something to tell you", I say biting my lip

"What are you so nervous about Darlin'?" he asks me

"Can we go for a walk outside?" I ask him

"Sure Darlin'", he says grabbing my hand and leading me outside, "What do you want to talk about?"

"Well these past three weeks have been really great…", I say biting my lip again

"You're leaving", he says looking sad

"No!" I shout

"Well then what is it? Have you finally realized that I'm a monster?" Jasper asks jumping away from me

"Jazz your not a monster", I say firmly

"Well then what is it then?" he asks me

"I'm in love with you", I blurt out

He freezes in shock. I wait for him to say something but he doesn't move. After 5 minutes I start to get worried. Then I remember what Peter said about how Jasper could never hurt me because I'm his mate. I grab a sharp rock and I cut myself on my upper arm drawing blood keeping my eyes on Jasper the whole time. This eyes snap to mine. But I'm pleased to see his eyes stay gold.

"Bella", he says quickly coming over towards me

He rips the bottom of his shirt and wraps it around my cut. And then cups my face.

"Do you really love me?" he breathes

I look him in the eyes and let him feel my emotions. He gasps.

"I love you Jasper", I say

"I love you too Bella", he says smiling at me then he send me his emotions.

I smile when the feelings of love, happiness, devotion, and protectiveness wash over me. He then lends down and kisses me. I felt like I was whole. After a minute he pulls away and leans his head on mine and I pout. He chuckles. Then his face turns serious.

"What's wrong Jazz?" I ask him

"Alice, Edward, my family and yours. They will find us", he says

I chuckle that is all he is worried about.

"Why are you laughing this is serious?" he asks me

"I'm laughing because your family or mine is not a problem", I say smiling

"Why?" he asks confused

I was about to reply when I hear chuckles from the trees. We both look up to see Peter and Charlotte sitting in the trees watching us.

"What do the two of you think you are doing?" I ask them

"Watching we couldn't miss this", Peter say jumping down the ground

"Jasper you will defiantly not have to worry about your family", Charlotte says laughing

"Why's that?" he asks looking from me to Charlotte confused

"Our little Bella had a little talk with them", Peter says laughing

"Don't you mean talk down with them", Charlotte says laughing

I blush then look at Jasper who is watching me.

"Is that the truth?" he asks me

I shrug, "Jake told me they were looking for us. Especially Eddie and Alice. So I called them and yelled at all of them. And I told Eddie again that it was over and that I was never going back to him. I also told Alice that you and her were over. They didn't take it very well. But the rest of the family apologized and said they will not try to find us"

He smiles at me and takes me into his arms, "So my kitten has grow some teeth"

I laugh, "I love you"

"I love you too", he says kissing me

I hope everything with be alright now…


Jasper's POV

"Can we go for a walk outside?" she asks me

"Sure Darlin'", I say grabbing her hand and leading her outside, "What do you want to talk about?"

"Well these past three weeks have been really great…", she says biting her lip again

I can't believe it she is leaving me. I knew this would happen.

"You're leaving", I state

"No!" she shouts

"Well then what is it? Have you finally realized that I'm a monster?" I ask her jumping away from her. I need some space right now.

"Jazz your not a monster", she says firmly looking me in the eye

"Well then what is it then?" I ask her

"I'm in love with you", she blurts out

I freeze in shock. Did she say she loved me? That can't be possible. Suddenly I smell her blood and I snap my eyes to meet hers. I quickly realize her blood doesn't appeal to me at all.

"Bella", I say quickly go over towards her ripping of the bottom of my shirt as I do so. I quickly wrap it around her arm and then I cup her face and look into her eyes.

"Do you really love me?" I ask her needing confirmation

Suddenly I can feel all of her emotions, Love, happiness, devotion and more love wash over me and I gasp.

"I love you Jasper", she says

"I love you too Bella", I say smiling at her then I send her all my emotions.

Then I lend down and kiss her. I felt like I was whole. After a minute I pull away and lean my head on hers and she pouts. I chuckle. Then I remember that my family is probably still looking for me.

"What's wrong Jazz?" she asks me noticing my face

"Alice, Edward, my family and yours. They will find us", I say

She chuckles

"Why are you laughing this is serious?" I ask her

"I'm laughing because your family or mine is not a problem", she says smiling

"Why?" he asks confused

Then we hear chuckles from the trees. We both look up to see Peter and Charlotte sitting in the trees watching us.

"What do the two of you think you are doing?" Bella asks them

"Watching we couldn't miss this", Peter say jumping down the ground

"Jasper you will defiantly not have to worry about your family", Charlotte says laughing

"Why's that?" I ask looking from Bella to Charlotte confused

"Our little Bella had a little talk with them", Peter says laughing

"Don't you mean talk down with them", Charlotte says laughing

Bella blushes then look at me.

"Is that the truth?" I ask her

She shrugs, "Jake told me they were looking for us. Especially Eddie and Alice. So I called them and yelled at all of them. And I told Eddie again that it was over and that I was never going back to him. I also told Alice that you and her were over. They didn't take it very well. But the rest of the family apologized and said they will not try to find us"

I smile at her she is truly amazing. I quickly take her into my arms.

"So my kitten has grow some teeth", I say smiling

She laughs, "I love you"

"I love you too", I say kissing her

Finally I can be happy…


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