"There!"
My head rung a bit as I sat up. Did I fucking fall asleep? I hope I was dreaming about that kiss.
"Dib, you fell asleep. But look."
As he typed in several codes our pictures showed up, one after another but instead of the red and maroon writings, green lit up under each of our pictures.
"Now put your arm out." He said, as he extracted a vile from a machine.
"Wait why?"
"So I can immunize you." He rolled his eyes, the needle was rather thick, I mean for a needle. But I couldn't look like a complete pussy right now. I nodded and reached my arm out.
"Lift your sleeve."
"Lift yours"
"What?" He asked.
"The cuts. . . I'm self conscious okay?" he rolled his eyes, lifting his sleeve. It'd been about as bad as mine, though you couldn't see them too badly from under his 'facade'. His blood wasn't red, that's for sure, it wasn't green or anything weird, just darker, a bit purplish.
"Now lift your damn sleeve." I nodded, attempting to push the leather of the coat up I found it easier to just take the jacket off, and push the blue sleeve of my under shirt up.
He took a moment to look over the red marks which ran across my wrists and ran up my fore arms, I mean I didn't restrict to my arms but it was obvious the work was a bit more present here. He sighed a bit, some had had pink around them.
"Recent. . ." He ran a finger over one, it stung a bit. His eyes averted to an old scar which was only visible by a lighter shades of skin and scarring.
"These ones were deep. . . were they from your attempt?" He's so damn curt.
"Yeah." I sighed, he ran his fingers over the spot, a bit melancholic. He lifted the needle, pressing it into a vein and injecting.
"Side effects may include drowsiness, fever, and blurred vision within the first 4 hours. Though it's not 100% they'll occur, we're not taking the chances of letting Keef and Gaz be on look out tomorrow while we sleep in the bus."
I nodded a bit, it wasn't that bad.
I grabbed my jacket, but he stopped me. Why did he have to keep doing this?
"Listen. . . Zim, I like you but. . . you should really go take this sexual frustration out on Keef, you shouldn't cheat on him."
"Cheat?"
"Like. . . adultery for people who aren't eloped."
"Ahh, well he and I aren't together."
"What do you mean?"
Was it normal for me to feel scared right now? Because I could feel my gut and chest tighten as he stepped closer.
"We're not together, I mean we've done things."
"As in?!"
"Whoa, so jealous. None of which concerns you."
I couldn't help the urge to strike him across his face, though he caught my hand right after the stinging slap.
"So violent."
"Stop it Zim!"
"You like me, why do you keep denying it?"
Why was I denying it? Fuck I'm stupid.
"Well, give me one good reason and I'll stop."
He's not cheating on Keef, so that's one, I like him, fuck I think I might be falling in love with him after those previous conversations, we're so alike. . . just like he said we're two of a kind. Why was I still fighting? This is wrong, but who's to say what's right? This isn't the time but right now is as safe as it's going to be fore quite some time.
"Give in." He whispered in my ear. I'm so close to actually letting him. . . letting him what? What the hell is he planning?
Give in? Give into what? My feelings? Sex? Maybe he just wants to kiss? No of course not, he said it himself he was lusting.
Do aliens even have dicks?
I'm kind of curious now I mean his anatomy is similar to that of a humans in many. . many ways. I think he has a belly button too-
"Well?" He smirked. I nodded, I couldn't make out words, I'd just choke, My heart began to race as my stomach knotted. What were we about to fucking do?
He wrapped his arms around me, reassuring me and for a moment he didn't seem so cold, he didn't seem so broken either perhaps he just meant give into my emotions? He grabbed my scarred wrist and tugged me up the steps, finger over his lips he signaled for me to hush. He glanced around the corner to see that Keef had fallen asleep on the floor and Gaz was passed out on the couch, great fucking look out. He smiled though.
"Where's your room?"
"D..down the hall. . .The blue door." He pulled me with him again, pushing me into the dark room, shutting the door quietly.
"Shh." He whispered as he turned on the lamp beside my bed.
"S..so." I smiled awkwardly. What the hell was I supposed to do if I didn't know what we were doing in the first place? He sat on the bed, nodding to his side signaling for me to come and sit.
"Zim when you said 'give in' what exactly did you-" The bittersweet taste met my lips again as he pulled me on top of him, his lips against mine. My face began to burn, I'm a complete slut aren't I? We haven't talked in how long and I'm already cock-to-cock through the fucking skinny-jeans with his tongue in my mouth. I just need to relax, this whole time I've thought too much and perhaps know is the time to stop thinking...Fuck his hands are cold. Wait his gloves are-I can't tell, they're just creeping up my back in soft traces, they tickle a bit but I'm no where near laughing, rather I'm whimpering, and squirming. I must look like a complete virgin...maybe because I am I mean I'm 18 it's not normal in this day and age but I could still pretend to be proud of it, right? Wrong, but what's so great about loosing your virginity anyways? Why is everyone so hung up on it-
Oh...maybe that's why.
My heart was pounding in my chest and Zim's constant groping didn't help, but I'm positive I know why every one is so hung up on getting laid. Fuck.
"Fuck.." I couldn't help but say that one out loud, his knee was just between thighs, brushing up against me teasingly. Fuck this fucking foreplay, 'I want my first time to be special' bull shit, I wanted him now.
I began to tug off my shirt as I sat up on his waist, he grimaced a bit at the cuts that were on my abdomen, but he'd been no different himself. He tugged off his sweat shirt. His anatomy had intrigued me. I mean I've seen his elders, they were much taller, but he'd still grown a bit. Perhaps it was the human atmosphere or his disguise that made his body so. . . interesting. He'd had a skinny frame, but his unusual bone structure made his 'ribs' less adamant, as if instead of bones he'd had large discs of some sort in a similar shape. He'd been unusually lanky, his abdomen was rather long, just as his legs were, where as I was similar in shape, except I was a bit more leg than him.
He kind of had nipples, they were more like marks-
Okay. Why did he have a belly button?
I didn't mind, I still traced my fingers down his chest, and abdomen. He did have hip-bone like things that stuck out a bit more, they seemed sharper than human ones, or at least a bit more triangular.
His disguise left his skin a bit humanish though it was a sickly pale and a bit green as expected.
"Still gawking, dib-worm?" He smirked, which killed my confidence. . . He let out a breathy chuckle and sat up, pushing me down onto the bed so he could examine me as well.
"Let's play abduction."
"What you're going to probe me?" I scoffed rolling my eyes.
"No, I'm going to cut you up, and then probe you."
Fuck.
