I watched Caleb walk away, my heart beating madly, the pain of it all killyng me inside. Why did you have to come back, Caleb? Why now? Must everything in my life be so twisted and dark? Don't I deserve any happiness? I can't wrap my head around the fact that you're back. YOU'RE BACK, I keep yelling inside my head, back here, in Rosewood, once again.

As understanding finally settles in, I manage to return back to reality. I had been so caught up in my world I forgot that Travis and Allison are standing beside me, both of them questioning me with their eyes.

Suddenly I realize I have no way of explaining any of this to Travis because seriously, how the hell am I supposed to explain any of this to anyone else when I barely manage to understand it myself? I sigh as I turn around to face Travis.

For once I am surprised to see Ali walk away from the drama. She walked out of the Brew with a small nod of her head. As much as I'm grateful for the privacy I was given, I can't help but notice that she was heading in the same direction as my head, I turn my attention back to Travis.

-"What's your ex doing here, Hanna? What does Caleb want?" I must confess that I admire Travis for being so blunt and not beating around the bush when it comes to asking me this.

-"He came back to Rosewood. We ran into each other earlier here at the Brew, and he told me he was back for good". I didn't add the part where he told me he wasn't giving up on me, nor did I have to. Travis studied my face for a moment before asking me a question I literally no idea on how to respond to.

-"And what does this mean? Do you want to go back to him?" It was a fair question, given the circumstances, that made me things over once more. I had spent weeks crying myself to sleep because the pain of loosing Caleb was too much for me. And now that he was back... Was I willing to go back to whom I was before, to the person I was when I dated Caleb? Should I try to do so? Would it be enough to start over once more?

-"I don't know how to answer this, Travis. He's a huge part of my life and I still care about him, but I am dating you. He knows this and as far as I'm concerned, it's not fair on my behalf to act this way towards you. You do deserve better than to be treated like this so, for the moment, I'll try my best to make things work between us".

Travis' face filled with relief as I finished talking. As he took me gently by my hand and walked with me towards my home, I felt my heart tighten because it was not his hand I wanted to hold mine, nor was his scent the one I wanted to wrap myself up in. When we reached my house, I turned my head away when he tried to kiss me, making him kiss my cheek.

-"I'm sorry, Travis. It's been a long night". He calmly nodded his head, his eyes shadowed by an emotion I couldn't quite understand. As he walked away, I turned around and walked inside my house, closing the door behind me. I sighed as I leaned against it mentally and emotionally exhausted. I then made my way to the kitchen and saw Spencer waiting for me there.

-"Caleb is back". I managed to tell her this before I broke down and put my head against her shoulderletting my tears fall down freely.

Spencer's hands wrapped around me, supporting me and holding me tight against her. As I let my emotions run their course before I'm finally to calm down. When I raised my face to look at Spencer, I saw a strange expression on her face.

-"You knew he came back and didn't tell me?" I ask her softly.

-"He's staying with Toby until he finds a place to live". I start to choke as I hear what she just told me.

-"Well fuck me. What have I done to deserve something like this"? I groan.

-"No thank you. I'm not Emily and you're not my type. I don't dig blondes". As Spencer answered me we start laughing so hard we both end up on the floor. My mom finds us there half an hour later as she came back from work."