Hi everyone! I'm so So SO sorry that I haven't updated in so long. I am a horrible person and I feel so bad for taking forever. It's just I'm super busy…Anyways
Thank you so much for those still reading even though I've been MIA for almost a month. And a special thanks to the reviewers. You guys are great!
So here is chapter 9. I hope you guys like it, it's taken awhile because I have writers block and then no time to think of ideas…so if anyone has an idea for the story I'm all ears to her what you have to say! Thanks.
And now on with the story…
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Leaving Studio A Jude lets out a loud frustrated sigh.
"Hey Jude what's wrong?" Sadie asks coming up from the side hallway.
"Oh you know the normal 17 year old drama. The ex-love of my life has come back after a month with no phone call and expects things to be fine. My ex-boyfriend who is a super star rapper has come into my life and apologizes for cheating on me with my arch nemesis Eden and he wants to try and date again. Then my music mogul boss Darius is pushing my new album even more since my second album went double platinum." Jude stops to take a deep breath. "You know normal 17 year old drama."
Sadie just laughs before pulling Jude over to the receptionist desk. "Well you were the one that started all this drama when you entered a singing contest at 15."
"Yes but I didn't realize that I would get lil' Tommy Q as my producer and end up falling in love with him. Then two years later when things are finally working out he decides to leave with out a reason." Jude says plopping down Sadie's chair.
"Jude I'm so sorry that everything is happening to you so fast, but you can handle it. You always have before." Sadie says while filing some papers away.
"Yes I know, but I don't know what to do about Shay and Tommy. I mean everyone is making such a huge deal over what happened yesterday and I don't understand why. I didn't do anything wrong!" Jude says throwing her hands in the air.
"No you're right you didn't do anything wrong, you just did something very surprising is all." Sadie says looking up at Jude and giving her a sympathetic look.
How is it that her little baby sister could be having this much trouble. Jude was only 17, but she has lived a life of 30 year old it seems like. Sadie has been surprised by Jude time and time again. She can act like such a child sometimes, but it seems that when ever something is going seriously wrong she just flips the switch to maturity.
Jude has had so much drama in her life and Sadie just wishes that she could throw a protective cloud or bubble around her so Jude won't have to face some of what's to come.
"Sadie…Are you ok?" Jude asks waving her hand in front of her face.
"No I'm fine. Where was I now?"
"You told me that what I did was surprising, but not wrong." Jude says jumping right back in to the drama that is her life.
"Oh right. It's just after everything that happened with you and Shay, nobody expected you two to hook back up. Specially so fast and openly in front of everyone."
"Me and Shay are not back together! I don't know how many times I have to say that before people start believing me."
"Well maybe people would if you two hadn't locked yourselves into Studio C for an hour."
"Nothing happened. All we did was talk. That's it."
"Yes well not everyone believes that."
"Do you?" Jude asks worried that she's not going to get the answer she wants.
"Yes I do believe nothing happened. You're my sister and I know you better than to think that you would do that. Especially with Shay."
"Well thank you for your support. It's appreciated."
"Well what are sisters for?" Sadie says doing her princesses pose.
"Well they're really good for giving advice." Jude whispers leaning forward.
"Ok what do you want my opinion on?" Sadie asks leaning forward so she could hear.
"What should I do about Shay and Tommy?"
"Do you honestly want my opinion?" Sadie asks giving Jude a questioning look.
"Yes Sadie I do. I wouldn't be asking if I didn't."
"Ok and you promise you won't freak or yell or get upset with my opinion?'
"Yes I promise I promise. I don't understand why you're acting this way." Jude says rolling her eyes.
"Oh lets not forget the time I gave you my opinion on what you should wear for the first day of high school and you retaliated by breaking my CD collection."
"Sadie you told me that I should drop out of school, change my name, and move away and tell no one that I know you." Jude says laughing.
"That was only because you were such a weird kid and I didn't want my friends to know you existed and were related to me!" Sadie says in a joking, but loving way. "Besides that was no reason to break my CD collection!"
"Sadie your CD collection consisted of five CD's and three of them were from Boyz Attack." Jude points out. "Besides I replaced all but one and that was because it was no longer for sale."
"Yeah so it's still the point of the matter." Sadie says putting on a fake pouting face.
"Ok anyways! What should I do!"
"Ok first of all you should tell Shay that you and him can be only friends and nothing more. Than you should talk to Tommy and I mean actually talk to him. You know have conversation where you don't storm away or slap him. And finally stop denying you love Tommy since we all know you still love him as much as ever."
"Sadie I don't love Tommy. He's hurt me to many times for me to love him."
"Jude you don't want to love Tommy because you're afraid, but you still do. And he loves you. If you both would stop being such worriers and actually confronted each other we wouldn't be having this conversation."
"Sadie what if I get hurt again though? I don't think I could take another heartbreak like the last time he left. It almost killed me the last time."
"I know hun, but I don't think that's going to happen this time. I honestly think it could work this time."
"Why do you have so much faith in this? You hate Tommy remember."
"No I don't hate Tommy. I did for awhile there, but I understand that you two love each other and are meant to be together. Me and him, we weren't right. You know?"
"If we are so meant for each other, than why does it seem that we can never get things right?"
"Because…you guys are you. That's all I can think of."
"Sadie I don't want to get hurt again." Jude says wiping away the stray tear falling down her cheek.
"I know you don't. Just try things my way and see what happens. Jude he loves you I know it. Just give him a chance to explain himself. You never know maybe he has a good reason for leaving."
"I'll think about it ok?"
"Ok that's probably for the best." Sadie says nodding her head and pulling Jude up from the chair to give her a hug. "Now see if my advice wasn't so bad this time was it?"
"No. But if this ends up badly I'm breaking your CD collection again." Jude says pulling away with a big smile on her face.
"Fine. But you're going to be the one replacing all of them."
"Oh I think I can afford 8 CDs Sadie." Jude says through her laughter.
"Hey it might be 9 if I get that new CD I've been hearing about." Sadie says while sitting down to work.
"Well I have to go. Shay wanted to talk to me and I should probably get that over with."
"What are you going to say to him?" Sadie asks looking up at Jude.
"I don't know yet. We'll just have to wait and see." Jude says before turning away to find Shay.
There is chapter 9! I hope you guys enjoyed reading it and I'm going to try super hard to update as much as possible, but it's going to be kinda hard.
But thank you again SOO much for those who are still reading this and haven't given up on me. It means a lot. So Thank You! And thanks to those reviewing. You are the ones that keep me from just giving up. So special thanks you guys.
