Emmett's POV
'So what, we've just wasted the last two years of our lives?' I questioned, the anger and frustration clear in my tone.
'I feel like I don't even know you anymore.' she said quietly.
'Then why have you been avoiding me?'
I looked into her eyes and saw fury, mixed with pain. I took hold of her hand, but she pulled away.
Sighing I asked, 'Can you just tell me what I did wrong?' When I saw she wasn't going to answer I guessed, 'Is this about me being late again? Rose, I'm sorry, I honestly got confused, please?'
I had planned a date with Rose this afternoon, after she had finished shopping with Alice we were meant to go to the movies. But I had gotten carried away playing baseball with Edward and Jasper. I eventually remembered, but showed up half an hour late. I didn't see the problem seeing as the movie didn't begin for another hour and she was still with Alice. Rose hadn't seemed to mind either, up until just a little while ago.
'I don't care Emmett, I'm just sick of this!'
'Are you going to tell me or not?' I asked, angry now.
She just glared at me, so I stormed our of the house.
'Emmett? Where are you going?' she called after me, all traces of anger gone.
Great, now she wanted to talk. Without answering I climbed into the car and sped away.
The rain was pouring down, smashing against the roof of my car. I had parked on a quiet road near the forest, to think.
Rosalie was right, I was always late, or forgetting the things we had planned...and then there were other issues. I had always known I wasn't good enough for her, but foolishly I had hoped we could make something work. I had to let her move on...but how?
I could feel the tears slid down my cheeks and a horrible pain crushed my chest. I didn't want to let her go, but she deserved someone better.
I sat in the car contemplating, but couldn't come to a decision, maybe I could talk to Carlisle...
My phone buzzed again, this time I checked the I.D. It was Esme. I hated making her worry, but I didn't want to talk right now, so I rejected the call and sent her a quick text.
Sorry, I'm OK. Just had to have a little breather. I'm coming home now.
I started up the car and headed back home.
As I pulled into the garage I saw Rosalie on the porch. I jumped out of the car and walked out to her. As soon as she saw me she ran straight into my arms.
'Em, I'm sorry...Please don't go...I'm sorry.' she sobbed.
I rubbed her back, 'I'm here, it's OK.'
The words burnt at the back of my mind, yes I was here, but for how long?
Bella's POV
By the time I woke up on Sunday, it was early afternoon. I felt refreshed, but a little guilty seeing as I wouldn't get to do everything I had planned before I was due to go to the Cullen's.
I decided to turn my ancient computer on, and while I waited for that to load I went to get something to eat. Charlie had already gone out, so the house was eerily quiet. I turned the T.V on in the other room for a little bit of noise. After I finished my bowl of cereal, and had washed the plate, I made my way back upstairs to check my emails and write a new one to my mother. I'd done all my homework last night, so there was nothing to do there, for once.
Then I grabbed some money, and the shopping list. I took my time shopping, trying to think ahead about what I could make during the week. When I got home I began making dinner. Charlie came home when I was nearly done.
'Hey Bella.' he called out.
'Hey dad.' I called back.
He came into the kitchen, 'Mmm, smells good Bells...I thought you were going to the Cullen's house for dinner?'
'I am, but I thought I'd cook dinner first. I couldn't let you go hungry.' I answered.
'Bella, I survived for 17 years eating my own food.' he pointed out.
I scrunched my nose, 'I don't know how.'
He laughed and started inching towards the lounge room, 'Thanks Bella.'
After dinner, Alice, Jasper, Edward and I made our way into the lounge room. We were still deciding what movie to watch when Esme called Alice, naturally Jasper followed her. That left Edward and I alone.
'Titanic? Seriously? You cried didn't you?' I accused.
He cast his eyes down, 'It's a classic.' he defended himself.
'But Titanic?'
'Esme said it was my mum's favourite movie.'
That shut me up, I never knew what to say when on of the Cullen's or Hale's brought up their biological parents.
'What's your favourite movie?' he asked.
I thought about that, 'Um I'm not sure. A Walk to Remember is a great romance, guaranteed to make you cry.' I teased.
He poked his tongue out at me. Then leaned closer.
'Every movie you have picked has been a romance.' he announced, smirking.
'Yeah.' My heart skipped a beat, he was so close his breath blew over my face.
He ran his fingertips along my cheek, down to my chin. Ever so softly, he pressed his lips against mine. Then he pulled back and gazed into my eyes for a moment. He jumped away abruptly and a couple of seconds later Alice burst back into the room.
Edward's POV
I thought about the kiss that night. It was a stupid move and I can't believe I actually let it happen. I didn't want to be vulnerable like this. I didn't want to fall in love.
Ugh, why did she have to show up here and ruin what little piece I had?
Then on top of that there was something wrong between Rosalie and Emmett. Would they work through it this time? If not could they both live under the same roof?
Would my family be able to handle it if one of us left?...Probably not.
Would I be able to handle it if my family fell apart?...Definitely not.
I sighed, mentally exhausted. Why did love have to destroy?
Bella's POV
I smiled when I spotted Edward, he was sitting up against a tree reading. The rays of sunlight seeped down through the leaves to play in his hair, the result was dazzling. I was early so I made my way over to him.
'Hey Edward.' I greeted.
He looked up from the book he was reading, gave me a slight nod, then started reading again.
I was a little confused, but I tried to shrug it off. It was probably just a good book. I left him alone and walked towards my first class.
The rest of the day passed by in a blur, and then it was lunchtime. I walked with Alice, and seeing as it was a rare sunny day, we decided to eat outside.
'So the boys are a bit grumpy, they were meant to leave for camping this morning, but it got put off for tonight.' Alice informed me, 'Esme didn't see any point in them staying home, even though Jazz tried to convince her that going to the river behind our house is reason enough.' We both laughed, of course the boys would try something like that.
Edward was already sitting on one of the bleachers, so we went to sit with him, as my heart skipped uncomfortably in my chest.
'Hey grumpy!' Alice teased.
Edward looked up from the food he was playing with, then just as quickly he dropped his gaze. I heard Alice sigh as she placed her tray down. Just before she took a seat, she groaned and slapped her forehead.
'I forgot to give Jasper back his wallett, I'll be back in a few minutes.' she explained, already rushing towards the cafeteria.
I sat hesitantly, a little afraid to be alone with Edward, least I make his mood worse and I was extremely unclear where Edward and I were after last night.
'Hey.' I whispered, the word catching in my throat.
'Hi.' he mumbled, not looking up from his food.
'Nice day, huh?' I asked, stupidly.
'Mmm...'
'Alice told me you were meant to go camping, you bummed it got put off?'
He shrugged, 'The hospital needed Carlisle.'
There was an awkward slience after that so I decided to ask him the question running through my mind. 'Edward, about last night, what does that mean for...'
He cut me off, taking a quick glance at my face as he answered, 'It was just a kiss Bella, nothing more than a stupid kiss.'
I felt the rejection wash through me, I was glad he couldn't see me turning red and forcing back the tears. Alice and Jasper made it back to our table then, Jasper looked curiously between Edward and I, probably sensing the tension.
They were closely followed by Rosalie and Emmett.
Trying to break the silence Alice spoke up, 'So Bella, seeing as the boys are going camping tonight, do you want to sleep over?'
I thought about it for a second, 'Er...I'll need to run it by Charlie...'
'It's a public holiday tomorrow.' Alice argued.
I nodded, 'I'll probably be allowed.'
'Cool, I'll come with you and then we could go shopping if he says yes.'
Alice's eyes lit up at the prospect of going shopping, and I did need some new clothes. I nodded again.
'Are you coming Rose?' I asked.
'Nah.' She answered, casting a worried glance at Emmett, 'I think I'll just wait at home, keep Esme company.'
'Oh right, boys are leaving early.' Alice said, pulling a face.
Jasper took her hand and whispered something in her ear, she nodded in response, smiling now. She looked over to Edward, who was still playing with his food.
'What's up Edward?'
'Nothing.' he mumbled, 'I'm going to head off to class.'
He stood up and picked up his tray, he took a step before he stopped and placed his tray in front of Emmett. I couldn't be sure, but it looked as though he was glaring at Emmett, then he stormed off.
Emmett pushed the tray away and held his head in his hands.
'What's wrong Em?' Rose asked, rubbing his back.
He looked up and shook his head, 'Nothing...Hey gimme that!' he snatched Edward's uneaten pizza out of Jasper's hands.
