July 17, 1386
Dear Mommy and Daddy,
I feel an emptiness in my chest. I try to fill it up but nothing seems to work. I try to practice my vampire powers at night at least three times a week. I want to be strong. I want to be a shinso vampire, the strongest vampire type there is. If I can do that somehow, I can walk in daylight instead of always hiding in the night. I want to be powerful. I realize now that I disliked being a weak human being. There is so much I can do now that I was not able to do as an ordinary child.
I have to move between towns and cities every now and then, lest someone finds out what I truly am. I feel I am loosing contact with the human world. I can take care of myself well enough, but I seem to socialize less and less with people. Thinking back, when I was still a human girl, I was really scared of the dark. It is kind of ironic now that I embrace the dark. Somehow, I feel right at home in the shadows. That is not to say I don't still consider the castle in Galloway my home. I still do! It's just that I...I feel that since I'm not really a human anymore, I should live with the non-humans.
I left one night and must've walked almost three leagues without getting tired at all! I once picked up a rock and crushed it into pieces with one hand! It seems that a weak vampire has more strength, stamina and speed than a human being. I guess it is true that everything in life has its good points and bad.
I grow stronger with each passing day, but at the same time, I can also feel that I am slipping further and further into the shadows. I have dreams where these demons are reaching out to me trying to make me one of them. I try my best to resist. I had one recently where this being comes to me and again tries to persuade me to come to their side. I try to resist at first but persuades me with this. If I am to kill the man I will need power beyond my wildest dreams, he said if I become one of them, I have the potential to be their Queen. Me, the Queen of Darkness? It has a nice ring to it. He showed me a vision. Near the town of Wiltshire, there is a circle of rocks called Stonehenge. There he will meet me and show me a ritual that I can do that will grant me the power of darkness. I noticed it is a big detour from London, but no big deal, I have all the time in the world. I swear, I will have my revenge. I can't wait. I can already taste his blood on my lips.
-Evangeline
Dark ritual at Stonehenge? I have not heard of that. I always thought that pile of stones was used to mark the dates of a calender and the solstices, apparently there is another use for it...
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