Please read this :

Im sorry that this isn't a new chapter, but i would like to say something. during the time i started writing this book, someone had started texting me, and teasing me about my crush. they told me to hurt myself. the blamed it on my best friend, and i believed them. i broke our friendship. but it continued, but this time it was worse. then is said finally : go kill yourself..

i tried to hurt myself, i couldn't bring myself to it though. it was so tempting. i lost weight and sleep. i wasn't eating as much and was always sad. i couldn't even write. this attempt has been brought to a halt thank god. Cyberbullying is dangerous and kills. this is a true story. but because of this, i've gone into a deep stage of depression. im talking to my doctor, and i hope you understand why i haven't been writing. im sorry. i just dont feel up to living anymore. i dont. i dont see a reason why if i will always be sad all the time. The hardest part of living is taking breaths to stay. i hope you took the time to read this because i miss my old self, and just let someone know everything.

please listen to this : watch?v=T_AR9lgDnDY

~Thanks