DPOV

As I watched her sleep I felt at peace with the world but then that world came shattering down. She had started thrashing around. I had no idea what to do. I tried to wake her up but nothing would do it! Then she started moaning "help me, help me Dimitri" I had been watching her but when she said my name, I had no idea what made me do it, I climbed in next to her and whispered "Its ok babe! I'm here! Don't worry! I will always protect you" As I spoke I caressed her hair and slowly but surely the thrashing ceased and her breaths turned back to peaceful intakes. She curled up against and I welcome her comfort and we just laid there till morning had passed and the night had replaced the blaring light. I had made sure that when I started living here I shut out all the cracks that could hurt me. But today was a new day and I felt as if I was a cleansed person, I almost went outside but I knew that was stupid even though the sun was almost set it would still damage me severely. By the time Rose was up I had been out and found some human on the ground but I didn't need as much as usual as inside I felt is if I was filled to burst I was so emotional.

As I got back Rose was sitting up in the bed looking around at her surroundings but when she saw me she came over to me almost dreamily. I met her half way and embraced her in a way that showed all my feelings towards her and I felt hers right back.

"How are you this morning?" I didn't let go of her just put her at arms length to look at her completely.

"Tired but happy, so happy. When I woke up this morning and found you not there I thought it was a dream and I got worried if it was a dream how did I end up here and then you came back in looking like the angel you are". She spoke with such passion it hurt I kissed her once more.

"You are my angel and I need you to trust me that I will never leave you or hurt you again. I love you…" before I could finish my speech you put her fingers to my lips.

"I promise you as long as I live I will never forget that moment when you were taken from me, shh before you say anything please just let me finish" I had just been about to interrupt her to say I was sorry for everything that happened and I wished I could take it all back. "As I was saying about when that tragic accident happened and I could never forgive myself for not going after you when I could have saved you but now what is done is the past and all that matters is the future which I want to spend the rest of my life with you." She concluded in a way that even if I wanted to I couldn't change her mind it was set on me and only me. Again I got the feeling that for the first time I was forgiven for everything and all was how it should be I couldn't care less about anyone else apart from the girl, should I say women now in front of me. I smiled at her and she asked what I found funny.

"It's just that all this time I thought I could never truly be with you and here you are standing in front of after you traveled half the world to find me first then rescue me and still standing there giving me the rest of you and I just thought what an idiot I must have been to not have started our relationship sooner instead of worrying over what other people thought of me and I am just so happy that I have you. And that is why I will never leave you again."

"I gave myself to you because I love you it is that simple." She said with such sincerity and hope my heart broke.

"What takes me a whole speech to say you some up in three simple words and it really is that simple I love you too and it hurts to even let you out of my sight. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and when you're gone I won't be far behind you I can not live my life without you. I knew I couldn't ever since I first set my eyes on you. And ever since that day onwards even when other girls were in the picture I couldn't stop thinking about you, you were always on my mind." As I had been speaking I had been looking at the ground because I couldn't bear to look at her face incase I saw something I didn't like but I looked up at the end and she was crying but even though she was I could tell they were tears of happiness. She wiped her eyes and gave me a smile that lit up my whole world. I leaned forward to give her a peck on the cheek but at last minute she turned her head at met me full on where I deepened it thankful for the closeness of another body which I hadn't felt for what seemed eternity and all the memories came rushing back. And then she looked at me and her eyes told me what I wanted to see full trust and longing to be with me. I only wished there was a way the past months events hadn't happened, that the world had just stopped moving at that moment in the cabin but happen the way you plan it to be so you just have to live with what you have and what I had is very good very good indeed.


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