Diclaimer: Disclaim.

T.b: WRITERS block. But, this is what I manged to make from all that goo that seeped from my ear.

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"Imagine me and you.

I do.

I think about you day, and night.

It's only right

To think about the girl you love

And, hold her tight

So happy together"

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It was a typical Saturday morning in the Sohma household.

Well, at least this type of day was typical before Kyou had showed up.

Right now, it was too quiet.

Well, at least it was too quiet for me.

Hm, maybe it was quiet because Yuki and Tohru were busy in their rooms doing naughty, naughty things to each other!

I smiled, and giggled mischievously.

While I'd been caught up with Kyou and Haru, I'd forgotten completely about Yuki, and Tohru!

I made my way up the stairs, and right now, I was standing in front of Yuki's bedroom door.

Oh! This was going to be good!

I pulled the door open, not all the way though.

It was pulled open just enough, so that I could peer into it.

And, it was empty?

Oh! Maybe they were in Tohru's room!

I laughed again, oh this was going to be the perfect blackmail!

I crept up to her bedroom door.

Oh, I was a very bad dog!

My mother always told me to knock before going inside a woman's room!

But, damn! This was an emergency situation!

I was standing in front of the doorway, and as I opened the door, I realized.

It was completely and utterly empty!

…Was Kyou in his room?

I quickly ran over, and peered inside.

"…Kyou?"

Why was he crying?

Why was that pillow flying right at me?

Why didn't I move out of the way?

Why am I asking you?!

I looked at him curiously, as the pillow bounced off my face. This looked like a job for Sohma Shigure!

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"Leave me alone"

I whimpered. Why didn't he understand? Oh, yeah, wait, I forgot.

He's Shigure.

"Na-ah-ah! Not until you tell dear, uncle Shigure exactly what's bothering you!"

I glared at him.

"Get the hell out of my room!"

"Oh, Kyou! You don't seem to understand at all!"

I made a fist, and dug my nails into my hand.

Why was he being so stupid?

I hated him sometimes.

"Let me guess, is it about a girl?"

I hated him all the time.

"Oh! No! It's about Haru, isn't it?"

I hate him.

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"Happy Birthday to You"

I looked around, but, I didn't see him anywhere.

"Happy Birthday to you"

It would have been easy to recognize him by his bright orange hair. But, he wasn't here.

Tohru, and Yuki had showed up.

But, where was Kyou?

Happy Birthday, dear; Haru

Why didn't he come?

He was the first fucking person I fucking invited!

Where the hell is he?

Happy Birthday to you

My eyes were dark, as I began to get angry.

Everyone hated me like this, but, fuck them.

That bastard didn't show up.

At least Yuki had the decency to come, even if he fucking didn't like me back.

I was black.

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"So, you're telling me, dear Shigure…That, Kyou was crying?"

"That's exactly what I'm telling you, Ayame, darling!"

"This is a problem!"

"It is, indeed!"

"So, the question is, what are we going to do about it?"

"Well, that is exactly why I called you, Ayame! I have a plan!"

"Oh, do tell!"

"Well…first…."

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I walked Yuki home.

Tohru just happened to follow along.

And, she just happened to invite me over for dinner.

My party had been alright, actually, it was better than that.

Or, it would have been if he had been there.

I closed my eyes, and tried not to think about it.

It wasn't a big deal.

I would see him at school on Monday.

That's what I kept telling myself. Over, and over. That one phrase repeated itself in my head, and I think that was the only thing that kept me going through that lunch.

Halfway through Tohru left to check on something upstairs.

And, she came downstairs in tears.

Then, Yuki left upstairs, and when he came back downstairs, he seemed more upset then he did before, but he ignored his own feelings (as usual), and tried to comfort her.

Was I missing something here?

"Yuki?"

"Yes, Haru?"

"Could I use the bathroom?"

Yuki nodded, "It's upstairs."

I nodded, I know where the bathroom is. It wasn't a big house, I wouldn't get lost.

How stupid did he think I was?

I shrugged it off, before walking absently upstairs.

"Is anyone up here?"

I called out, I was going to find out why Tohru was crying, and why Yuki was upset.

I heard some noises, and they were coming out of that room over there. I don't remember there ever being a room over there. I looked at it curiously, before walking over to it, and knocking on the door.

"I said I don't want to fucking talk to you! Leave me the hell alone!"

My eyes widened, who was this?

I don't remember there ever being someone else living with Shigure, or, I don't recall anyone bringing it up.

I rattled the door knob, "Hello? I'm coming inside." I said, as a warning, before I opened the unlocked door.

But, to my surprise the first thing that greeted me, wasn't a warm smile. It was a big, fluffy-

SMACK.

Pillow.

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"I told you to get the fuck out of my room! I don't want to talk to another damn person who THINKS they know what the fuck is wrong with me!"

Kyou yelled, as he glared at the cow.

". . .Kyou?"

". . .You heard me! Don't preten-"

My eyes widened. Haru? What the fuck was he doing here? My heart stopped beating, as I felt my throat become dry.

"What are you doing in Tohru-kuns house?"

"I-"

"Did she invite you over for lunch too?"

". . .y-yeah."

"False conversation

Hidden Agenda

You think we're stupid?

How dare you?"

Kyou tried to shake the song from his head, as he bit down on his lip.

"Oh, I get it." The cow snapped.

"..Get what?"

"You came here, because you like Tohru."

Kyou felt his face flush, as he looked up at the cow, only to see a hint of . . . jelousy?

"The rug has not been pulled

Over our eyes, you fool!

We can see right through"

The cat shook his head, "N-No. . .I don't like Tohru like that."

"Don't fucking lie to me, Kyou!"

My eyes widened, he was black?

"Tip-Toeing villain

Eyes in the ceiling

Your false intentions have grown thin

But, we've been in your room

And, in your closet too!

We've got one on you"

". . .Haru?"

"You didn't come to my fucking birthday party, so, why the fuck are you coming over to some girls house? Unless you fucking like her!"

"I-I wasn't allowed to come to your party, Haru."

He glared harder, "But your parents let you come to some random girls house? Yeah. Right, you're such a fucking liar!"

"Lies make it better

Lies are forever

Lies to go home to

Lies to wake up to"

Kyou's eyes grew, as he felt himself shake.

"Why the fuck do I have to fall in love with all the fucking people who don't even like me in the end? Eh? Answer me that Kyou! All the fucking people, all have sticks shoved so far up their asses, they can't even tell that it fucking hurts!"

Kyou pushed himself back against his bed, and continued to shake.

"You're so damn conceited! So what if you don't fucking like me back, huh Kyou? At least pretend you do! Have some fucking decency! At least Yuki shows me that! I cant-"

The cow couldn't finish.

He'd made Kyou cry.

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"So, Aya, what do you think?"

"Well, Gure, to be completely honest. . ."

"Yes?"

"It's a stroke. . .Of genius! Oh, Gure, it was so beautifully constructed, I think I'll tell my grandchildren so generations of Sohma's will know how beautifully my dear Gure can twist words to form stories!"

". . .Aya?"

"Yes, Gure?"

"It wasn't a story. . ."

". . .Oh."

Shigure sighed.

"Aya! This is a serious matter!"

"Almost as serious as the time that you XXX'd me in Hatori's car, while Hatori XXX'd you, and. . ."

"Yes, Aya!"

"Oh! Well! When you say it like that, I'll be right there!"

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"I'll be right there,

In your arms,

As you die."

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TBC