Regina
I moved on from the floor to my bed. I am trying so hard to put the walls back in place but I doesn't work. I killed my mother. I had a mother with a heart for a few seconds before exactly that heart took her life. If I… she would still be alive. Another set of tears run down my cheeks and I hate it. I can feel the anger growing inside of me. How could I´ve been so stupid? The last time I felt this angry it didn't go very well. I don't want that to happen again. I don't want Henry to see me like this so I am gonna do the one thing that I swore I´d never do. There are still tears running down my face as I stand up and start looking for a small box. I walk around the dark room and try to be as quiet as possible. I don't want anyone to wake up and come in here. I look in drawers, my walk in closet and finally under my bed. That's where find what I am looking for. I take the box and sit back onto my bed with my feed crossed and the box in front of me.
The next day
I wake up with a small headache but feeling a lot better than last night. I look at the clock on my nightstand. 11am? That can´t be true. I never sleep that long. I look for my phone and find it on the other side of my bed. I sit up and unlock it only to see a picture of me and Henry. I look at I for a while. It´s an old picture but one of my favorites. Henry must´ve been three or something. It shows us sitting on the couch reading a book together. Looking at it brings back the memories of that day. Henry was really tired and that day but refused to take a nap. So we agreed to read books on the couch together. I can´t remember who took that picture, probably Ruby. She was my best friend at the time and always complaint about how there were only pictures of Henry alone or with other people since I was the one behind the camera most of the times. Thinking about it makes me smile a little. I can feel my phone vibrating which brings me back to the present. A message pops up on my screen. It´s Ruby.
"Answer your f…ing phone!" What?
I go to the menu and see 25 missed calls and almost 40 unanswered texts. Most of them are from Ruby, surprisingly. I wonder why she texts me when the events of yesterday come back to my mind. Right. Before I can think about it too much I hear a knock on the door and something falling on the floor. I take that as my cue to get out of bed. I look at myself in the mirror and I only realize now that I am still wearing the clothes from yesterday. Yup, I need a shower and get changed.
