Hello, I know i haven't written for this story in such a long time. Sorry i hope people are still reading. I started working on another story on Wattpad called OUR GLEE KIDS, that i fell in love with and forgot about this one. It's so fun to write. Please check that one out if you want. The user name is pretty much the same just add a 14 (KlaineKrazey14). Anyways Enjoy!
Chris woke up feeling warm this morning. It was like a sack of heat had been placed next to him to protect him while he slept. That is until he realized where the extra heat was coming from. Will had somehow sprawled himself all over the bed and on top of Chris.
"Will get off of me"
Chris said, gently removing Wills body from on top of his. With all the movement, Will woke up.
"Goodmorning" said Will sleepily
"What are you doing here?"
"I just...It was cold and lonely downstairs last night, so i came up here" explained Will
"Okay understood, but we can't do this"
"Can't do what" said Will completely waking up now
"The cuddling, the I love yous, the sleeping together, not until we figure out whats going on between us"
"Oh" said will sadly looking down at the bed and making circles with his finger.
"Well...have you decided"
"No...not exactly, its just...when you were talking about what love ment to you last night, it made me think really hard about what it ment to me too, and who i could see myself loving"
"And..." said will waiting for him to continue
"Well if im being completely honest because that's what were trying to do. Be honest with one another. I pictured Darren" said Chris with eyes closed
"Only Darren" asked Will already knowing the answer
"Yes" said Chris fast, as if saying it faster would make the pain go away
"Oh...so you choose him" said Will reasuring chris's answer too make sure he heard him right
"Im sorry Will" said Chris opening his eyes and looking into Wills
"you know some part of me knew, you know deep inside, i think i just kept pushing the thought away in the hopes that maybe if i didn't think about it, i would't have to come to the realisation that it was true" said Will tears falling from his eyes
"I could see it though, everytime you looked at him, i could see it in your eyes. And everytime you kissed it looked like you meant it but i just told myself Chris is just a really good actor, theres no way he doesn't love you. Chris is crazy about you and Darren is just a friend. There not sleeping together behind your back, Chris wouldn't cheat on you, hurt you like that... I guess i was wrong"
"Im so sorry, I don't know what else to say" said Chris crying
"All you can say is sorry, there is nothing that can take back those days and i can't make you stay with me when your in love with him" said Will wiping his tears away
"Your happiness matters to me Chris, so were going to sit here, stop crying and let go. No one has to know about the cheating, none of the fans, none of the cast. No one but me, you and him."
"I may have told Heather"
"okay no one but me, you, him and Heather"
"this will be our official break up and your free to be with him Darren. All you have to do is tell him" said Will with a bitter sweet feeling
"What about you, your happiness matters to me too" said Chris holding his hands
"Im going to head back to Paris and focus on my movie. I think i need a break from relationships right now"
"Im so sorry, if it was me, i would not be this cool about being cheated on. Why don't you hate me, why aren't you making me feel like shit. Why are you so cool about this"
"Im not cool...Im heart broken...but i know theres no point in hurting myself and getting upset over something i can't change. What's done is done and please stop saying sorry, were moving on from that right?"
"Yes, sorry"
"Dammit i did it again" said Chris
"Yes you did" said Will laughing
And then silence as the both stared at eachother
"Well, Im gonna go and get my plane ticket changed, so i can leave tomorrow" said Will breaking the silence
"Yea sure"
"You mind if i sleep here one more night, i promise i won't end up in your bed"
"No of course not, stay as long as you need"
"alright well i see you later"
He went over and hugged him before walking out the door.
Okay so imgoing to focus more on this story again but im still going to work on OUR GLEE KIDS. Thanks for reading, see you next chapter.
