So, I promised an update soon. I know this is really different from my usual stuff.. but please give it a chance.

Inspiration: "They want me, I want you, and you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around."

This one's for November Romeo and what she said about Laughter. Thank you. Your support really gave me strength and the confidence to do this. Sorry if it's a bit late!


The Lost

"He was so perfect."

Heartbroken Confession



Ruka

It was a dream come true.

You remember the day she transferred into your class. She was beautiful. In reality, you could have had any girl you wanted. But, at the time, and now still, it didn't matter. Hell--- Aphrodite herself could propose to you right here, right now. You wouldn't care. You have your eyes set on the girl with the soft auburn hair and the smile that could bring you back to life.

Even though that smile is so rare. It's hardly directed at you these days and you have to wonder why. They say it's because of the boy with the dark as night hair, and the red as blood eyes. You're his friend. Behind his darkness is the light you crave for in every person. But, you can't help but to feel a bit of hatred for him.

Besides, you've spent enough of your life giving. You'd rather give your life before you lost the auburn hair and olive eyes.


Mikan

They say that you were meant to be, you and Ruka. Like two peas in a pod, which would always make you snort. Because it was such a cliché, and that's what you had always hated. What you always feared. It was all so wrong.

Just as you're on the edge, you meet the one. The one that led you to dazy eyes and admiration for starry nights. The one that you dreamed for and hoped for all your life. Someone that would come along unexpectedly-- just the way he dropped into your life.

You find his crimson red eyes enrapturing. They catch you with a two second passover and hold on with an iron grip. It's enticing-- you feel yourself falling. But then your stomach clenches and your world begins to spin. Reality comes crashing down and you can see the impossibilities. The inpenetrable walls and hurdles that stand before you.

And then you can't help but wonder what happened to your hopes and ideals.


Natsume

They say you're a mystery. A wonder of Alice Academy. The stares and the whispers that circulate around you-- you can't stand it. Because it reminds you of that person. The man with the harsh glares, the deadly power, and the long, snake like hands.

You remember his poisonous grins and the danger they represented. You cringe at the thoughts and you're sure the nightmares will be worse than usual when you think of it. At that time, you thought you were strongest than this. You thought you could stand against it and fight back. But in the end, you lost. You ran.

There's only a few tolerable people here. Either way, it's more tolerable than the pain from before.

People here call you cruel. That you're heartless. They're all wrong, you think. It's not that you're heartless. But your heart's already occupied. With the love for the one you failed to protect. The regret. The remorse. The hatred. There's nothing else that can matter to you. Not as if now, at least. Because all you can think about is that you don't deserve to start over. You don't get to turn around. Why?

Because you failed to save your own sister.


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Yours Truly,

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Heartbroken Confession