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Emmett flew into the room as a blonde bundle, the child made it to the edge of the bed legs poised to leap into the bedridden teen before she screamed "No!" And pulled the pillow tighter against her waist in a desperate painful motion.

The hurt look that instantly appeared on Emmett's face made the teen wince, she internally scrambled for a excuse as she struggled to focus on anything that would help rid herself of the traitorous erection underneath the pillow.

"She's been through a lot Emmett, I don't think her body is ready for a dog-pile" A sensual voice tittered, the owner of said voice moved from the hallway into the room silently, Tanya took one look around the room noticing the pained expression on Bella's face and the shocked frozen expression on Esme's face instantly, a slight guess to what might have happened mere seconds ago crossing her mind.

The blonde bit her lip at the thought not being able to deny to herself that the thought of Bella doing anything sensual was not a devastating turn on, the unintentionally arousing action made Bella stiffen, she pulled the pillow towards her with a spasm of pain before her face turned red and she croaked "I-I".

Tanya looked towards the gone-from-this-world Esme shaking her head slightly before she thought "was it really that good?". She turned towards Emmet and spoke softly "I'm going to need your help Em" with the patience only a doctor could have.

The boy turned towards her the hurt look nearly gone from his face though the shine in his eyes spoke otherwise until Tanya spoke once more "I need you to be your mom's doctor, can you do that Big man?" she asked with a dimpled smile for added effect.

The boy looked to a still traumatized Bella and spoke "can I see Belly later?", the question was rushed as he quickly thudded over towards his mom gripping her lifeless hand and tugging her out the room in a single energetic motion followed by a door slamming shut.

The Doctor finally reached the bedside of a now sweating Bella as she spoke in a mutter without looking back "Of course... But you didn't hear that did you?", The door stood silent as if answering her question making her sigh "No one listens to me unless someone is dying" she thought.

Bella's grip tightened on the pillow as the pain and nervousness increased, her hand shook as it turned white. Tanya observed all this silently before she sat down on the bed slowly as if she was trying to calm a wild animal, she sighed silently when the teen scooted away from her with a grunt of pain.

The wall thudded when Bella's back finally hit the bordering wall, she clenched her teeth ignoring the wave of pain as she said "I'm fine", the stunning blonde raised an eyebrow as she leaned towards Bella and pressed a single digit below Bella throat, she pushed into the collarbone with slight pressure making the teen curse softly in pain, "You feel fine because of all the adrenaline coursing through your body".

"We have many things we have to do, you need your medication, and exam, We need to talk about the Cullens, and James... Him especially-" Bella shook her head "No" the answer rang through the room with finality making the Doctor tense.

"You are not going to give me a exam, I am not taking any medication, and I am not going to talk about anything." the teen hissed, Tanya bit her lower lip in frustration not sure how to handle this conversation before she finally spoke her head and thought "just spit it out".

Bella had opened her mouth to reinforce what she wanted before Tanya said rapidly "Bella I know", the teen stiffened looking away from the blonde with a hard unwavering look on her face "know what?" The teen denied with a slight twitch agitating her left eye.

"Bella you have nothing to be ashamed of" she spoke sincerity, the scent of fresh cinnamon washing over Bella's flaring nostrils making the teen involuntarily harden to the point that it was visble surprising both that she hadn't climaxed yet.

The red blush covering Bella's face would have made Tanya coo in adoration at the adorable look had Bella not flinched away from her so quickly as if she was awaiting a painful blow. "You are perfect" the doctor whispered to Bella unknowingly angering the teen.

"Do you really think that this is perfect" the teen practically growled as she whipped the pillow from her lap in a painful jerk, the doctor glanced at the bulge barley able to avoid the "wow" that nearly left her lips before she forced herself to look away.

Tanya gripped the Teen's face gently and spoke to her sincerly "You've probably been told different your whole life but your perfect nothing about you has to change, society has too because sometimes people are just different".

The teen pulled the pillow back into her lap as she ripped her face from the doctor's hands and spit out venomously "where did you learn that Pysch 101" the blonde didn't even miss a beat replying nearly instantly "No a fortune cookie".

The teen glared at Tanya for a moment all the warmth in the room seeming to be silently absorbed by the teen's mocha colored eyes before her lips twitched slightly, the silence of the room becoming deafening until Bella's head tilted back and she howled with laughter her eyes tearing up as she leaned against the wall behind her for support.

Bella's laughter was cut off with a groan, "the pain will go away within a few days" the doctor murmured as she reached into the night stand table near Bella's bed jostling a water bottle as she removed a pill bottle from the stand's drawers.

The teen's eyes followed the pill bottle instantly making the Doctor sigh "their not what you want" she spoke softly remembering the results of Bella's toxin screen as she shook two pills from the orange bottle into her hand and placed the container into her pocket for good measure.

The teen stiffened "how-" Tanya grabbed the unopened water bottle and twisted the cap with a flick of her wrist before offering the items to the teen who in turn stared at them as if they were offending her.

A full ten minutes passed without any movement from the teen. "Please" the doctor whispered softly making the teen shift her eyes from the pills to the Doctor who was fighting the urge to cram the pills down Bella's throat if that's what it took.

"Their Oxycottens" the Doctor clarified when still not a movement was made, silence and stillness was the teen's only answer making the Doctor's hand tremble as the urge grew stronger. "They'll help with the erection" she suddenly blurted making the teen raise an eyebrow at her questioningly.

"I assume you don't want to be erect anymore" Tanya stated with a blush as she looked away thoroughly embarrassed by her surprising lack of tact. The room was silent for a moment before the creak of the bed replaced it when Bella leaned forward to collect the pills swiftly swoailling them before draining the bottle of water.

"Is their a reason why I was brought back here?" The doctor raised an eyebrow and asked "is their another family that-" Bella waved a hand thoroughly dismissing the question making the Doctor frown "No just I'm surprised wanted me brought back here" she murmured more to herself than to Tanya as she rubbed her thumb across her lips absently mindly.

The blonde opened her mouth to ask a question before Bella beat her to the punch "I'd rather not talk about families or James... Just let me be happy for a little bit, it truly is a rare feeling for me so... Please just stop for now".

"What are they going to do?" The blonde wondered to herself as she watched Bella for a moment before speaking "lay back and relax" the Teen raised an eyebrow looking at Tanya with a mischievous twinkle in her eye as she smirked "I didn't realize bruised and battered was your type".

The Doctor turned three different shades of red before she sputtered "You- I- Not" the mischievous Teen couldn't help the laughter that bubbled out from her throat, the pills obviously doing their job when the pain was finally lowered to a threshold she could tolerate when she jerked with the movement.

"Relax, it was a joke" the teen managed to force out between bouts of laugther. Tanya scolded herself for walking straight into that as she fought to calm her blush, the Teen's laughter finally faded away allowing the Doctor to gather up the confidence to move forward.

Tanya moved her hands up Bella's sides firmly applying pressure while closely monitoring her reactions and nothing but slight winces. She moved her hands below Bella's chest fighting a blush that disturbed her and counted her slightly exhilarated heart rate "I'll have to monitor that" she thought with a frown. The teen saw the frown and being who she was could not let it slide and replied "what not satisfied with feeling me up?"

The Doctor burned bright red before she sighed rueing that she had to ask this "Bella would you please..." the embarrassed woman trailed off as she thought "Damnit I'm not even the one with erection and I'm the one embarrassed", Bella fluttered her eyes comically as she waited for the Doctor to continue.

Tanya dug her fingers into her palms leaving jagged crescent indents in her palms as she preped herself mentally to ask Bella to remove the cloth separating her from completing the exam, she swallowed a breath of air letting it go quickly "Wouldyouremoveyourshirtplease" the Doctor said in one rapid gush of air leaving silence to fill the room as the irony of the situation sunk in.

"What kind of women do you think I am?" Bella spoke seriously making Tanya begin to sputter before she quickly came to her rescue and just said " breathe Doc" as she moved to remove her shirt with a slight hitch in her breath at a wave of manageable pain.

The shirt was quickly removed and tossed to the side as Bella laid back making the Doctor sigh with relief when she went down quietly, Tanya's moved her eyes from Bella's eyes to her abdomen, her mouth opened in horror as her eyes traveled up Bella's stomach silently taking in the severely scarred portion of skin.

Tanya's eyes couldn't focus on the perfection that was chiseled abs on display, instead she tried to separate the scars entwined with others like a complicated maze. Tanya hesitantly reached a hand out and softly traced a practically bad one.

Tanya opened her mouth to speak before Bella cut her off "Don't make me regret showing you this... Please" she whispered softly as she felt Tanya's hand tremble softly on her stomach.

Tanya's eyes met Bella's "I just want to be happy... At least for a little bit remember?" Silence reigned in the room for a moment before Tanya nodded "I won't ask until after the exam, one crisis at a time", the teen smiled slightly, softly thanking the woman before looking away.

Tanya closed her eyes for a moment "This cannot be happening again, not after Felix" the woman begged as she tried to silently reason away the newly discovered crush, an image of a large man jerking off a hospital bed as V-Fib paddles electrocuted him filled her mind. She shook her head quickly, moving her thoughts to the back of her mind just as Bella opened her eyes, quickly beginning the final portion of the exam.

Unwilling hands ran themselves down Bella's toned stomach applying pressure in random spots before she asked for pain after each push always receiving the same false answer "No.".

"I don't want to care" Tanya whispered to herself as she handed the shirt back to Bella and sat in the chair Esme had previously used during her vigil and looked at the teen expectantly.

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Authors Note: So we're just gonna ignore my absences right? Right! "You guys are-" [dodges brick] "Okay I'm very sorry". I do have another chapter already completed it just it um... lemony like Bella lemony and this is my first lemon so I'm kinda on the wire about if you guys even want lemons in this story, I mean how do I even ask my beta to review that like " hey would you read? Because I'm not not sure I used doggy style correctly"... oh my god it would be as awkward as my first time please God no let's just move on right... now: ANYWAY! Huge mega thanks to my beta Kailrish without her this story be very illiterate and very possibly even later than it is. My beta is a lifetime supply of strawberry pop tarts!

It's time for the so you think you can review show... Um sorry tv rotted my brain slightly more I was away anyway I'm gonna answer all the reviews now.

Lonewolf (guest): I am glad your hooked, and thank you for loving the story. I'm sorry I suck at updating, you are definitely a strawberry pop tart.

Kailrish: I here by officially hate you my tablet auto corrected your name twice so i had to write it three times -_- just kidding thanks for being interested in my story and remember you said you would whip me into shape so don't hesitate to kick my sorry behind into action if I take to long.

Kamonwan9952: sorry about that cliffhanger!... or am I? 0.o. I know that this sounds horrible but I'm glad I made you cry because you sincerely felt what Bella felt, thank you for thinking this story is great that makes you awesome like, strawberry pop tart awesome, sorry for the wait.

Someone awesome (guest): I still love that username... it is now mine, you can have mines xD, thank you for enjoying this story you are another strawberry pop tart lol, I will explain how Bella was entered in the hospital next chapter and I'm sorry this is hard to follow I am working on that I promise! Sorry for the long wait!

Uncg4ever: if this was a soup, this would be a soup you would not be able to stir anymore because it's so thick lol, I hope this chapter explodes your mind even more like Chernobyl type explosion :D, you are a honorary strawberry FROSTED pop tart for being a constant reviewer.

Nayaleaamber2013: James is definitely Cray Cray, I hope he dies though... I didn't say that... you did! Thank you for reviewing!

Fralalalalala (guest): um was that a dude "wtf are you doing are?!" or dude "my mind is Chernobyl exploded" thank you for reviewing anyway! :D

Guest: thank you for loving the story and being able to wait for more you are my last strawberry pop tart... The box is empty... don't judge me -_-

Guest: No Rose and Jazz are not Carlisle, they were just shocked and their will be more on that later,you will find out about eddy in the future (oh we oh)... yes I know that was a lame impending future sound effect. Thank you for loving my story... you shall be the box of the pop tarts it plays an important job do not under estimate it. Sorry for the wait!

ClarionRomance24: thank you for telling me of your name change, it is very much appreciated, thank you for sticking with this story and I will keep you to your promise, thanks for loving this story! You are another Frosted strawberry pop tart... please don't judge me i stopped this reply to by more, sorry for the wait!

Guest: No problem the more questions the better,and yes it is which must seems weird because of how Bella is in this story she just so (growls)... ahem excuse that, thank you for reviewing, sorry for the wait!

Day6: :D sorry for the wait but I'm back now baby! Wooooooo!

Arabella Whitlock: thank you FROSTED strawberry pop tart, sorry for the wait!

Nikalex: I promise to explain that next chapter, and I know James is a complete chocolate and grape pop tart just a horribly disgusting thing that dose not deserve to exist, and no sadly not in this story maybe the next one thought, I'm sorry I didn't update asap will it make it better if I said you were also a frosted strawberry pop tart? I hope it does. Sorry for the wait!

MsBoom13: thank you for loving this story, I wish more people write about Esme and Bella but sadly it is a dying pair, sigh, thank you for noticing that by the way, and I will always right for- [please ignore my impending superhero wannabe rant], sorry for being late strawberry pop tart!:D

Kilylou: Thank you for liking the last chapter, you are stamped with my seal of approval! i hate James too...he's just a grape chocolate pop tart .. sorry for being late updating!