Do I look like a girl to you?

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Summary: After another fight with Sanji, Zoro disappeared on the unknown isle. Where is Zoro? And who is that girl Sanji found in the forest? Gender change, violence. Lemon XD. ZoroXSanji

My Comments: Hello guys … I'm pretty down today … so I'll just write a short one, or so I thought when I started, but I ended up being a long one again. There are going to be a kind of new plot … sorry I'm changing it again … but I think this one is funnier XD. Robin going to help Zoro.

Thinking

"Talking"

'Reading from a book or a letter'

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Chapter Nine: New Trouble.

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Zoro and Sanji didn't talk the rest of the watch, and Zoro didn't dare fall asleep again, afraid he might talk again and make everything clear for Sanji. When the first ray of light began showing they went down from the crow nest. Sanji went to the galley to make some breakfast, while Zoro went to his room to find some new cloth, hoping Oz wouldn't be there. To his relief he wasn't, and he hurried and got dressed into a white t-shirt and a pair of black-green pants. He looked like a female version of Zoro, even though he already was that. He put his hair into a bum and went out on the deck, to see the others were beginning to awake. Zoro noticed Robin and went over to her.

"Hey Robin … can we talk for a bit?" Robin looked at him, and sends her 'fake' smile, as Zoro called it, at him.

"Of course Kenshi-san." Zoro motioned her to follow, and they entered the guest room. "What is it?" Robin asked, sounding like she was actually curious.

"Well I kind of took one of your books this other day, and I found out a lot of things." Zoro gave to book to Robin, opening the book at the right page. Robin read it for some time and closed it.

"So you can't turn into a man again, huh? You must have taken that pretty hard." Zoro gaped.

"What? Don't I just have to make the first person I saw wanting me to turn back?" Zoro knew he wasn't good at kanji ((a way of writing in Japan.)), and he had just skipped over the part he couldn't read, but he was almost sure of what he could read.

"Well there is written you can gain the ability of a man back, but you will still look like a woman on the outside." Robin stated.

"But the most important part is what's comes after that." Zoro blinked. He hadn't bothered reading more, since he didn't find it important, after all he had thought he could change back, but now he couldn't. "What is it Robin?"

"It says that the female transformation not only affects your look, but also your personality. If you not retrieve a kiss from your love before the transformation is complete you'll forever lose your normal ways of thinking. This could be bad Kenshi-san" Robin looked up. Zoro looked at her.

"What? That can't be. I can't become the greatest swordsman, if I'm thinking like the girl inside me! She is scared of her own damn shadow!" Zoro spat. Robin had never seen Zoro so much out of character. He usually would keep his cool and say something like "it's not like a girl can't use a sword", or something like that. It was clear that Zoro was already beginning to transform.

"I see, but you only have to fall in love and kiss the person." Robin said, trying to calm the upset man down, but it didn't help.

"This is ridiculous. First I have to endure …" Zoro stopped. He could slap himself. He was just about to tell Robin he had been raped, but some part of him really wanted to tell her, maybe it wasn't so bad if just one knew about it. He looked at Robin, who was sitting and looking at her with a worried face.

"Are everything alright Kenshi-san?" she asked. Zoro looked at the window, then back at Robin.

"Well … umm … it's nothing. I'm going to be fine as soon these girly feeling vanishes." He just said, trying to smile at Robin, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

"I see" Robin just stated and looked down at the book.

"I guess it'll be best if we keep this a secret for the time being. There is no need to make the other worry about this too, when we also have to decide what to do with Oz." Zoro frowned, by hearing the name.

"Can't we just drop him off at the next dock?" Robin closed the book and placed it on the bed. "You really don't like him?" she asked as they both exited the room.

"Well it's more complicated than that. Let's just say it either him or me." Robin nodded, understanding that Zoro didn't want to talk about it, for the moment that is. She would surly get it out of him some time in the future, maybe when the 'girly feelings' had taken more control over him. She was about to say something to Zoro, when Luffy came and crashed into Zoro, making both of them rolling into the railing. Zoro felt the pain of the wound on his stomach hit hard, and suppressed a scream.

"What the … Luffy Get of me!" Zoro yelled, clearly angry over the sudden attack. Luffy just laughed.

"I knew you didn't hate us Zoro." With this comment Zoro froze. He knew he had been a little distanced for the last couple of weeks, but still.

"What? Why should I hate you?" Luffy stood up and leaned on the railing, waiting with the answer until Zoro was also standing.

"Well that's just something Usopp said the other day. He said you were acting strange, because you hated us and wanted to leave the crew, but then I saw you talking to Robin and I knew you couldn't hat us." He said and sends a goofy smile to the confused swordsman.

"Of course I wouldn't let you leave just like that" Luffy quickly added, when he saw the puzzling face Zoro was making. Zoro made a little smile to the captain.

"I guess you wouldn't. Not after the vow I made to you when we first meet." Luffy nodded grinning.

"Hey captain. I have a request for you then." Zoro said, while leaning his back at the railing, while looking up at the sky, finally feeling like he was getting his control over his body again. Maybe being with Luffy made his male side stronger, who knows? Luffy looked at the sea, waiting patiently for the first mate to say something.

"Can we drop off Oz?" Zoro asked. Luffy looked at his first mate.

"Why's that?" Zoro looked down to meet Luffy's eyes.

"I can't stand being near him." Luffy nodded. He kind of understanding why Zoro had been so angry Oz had joined the crew.

"I guess if you feel that way, we can make him leave at the next port." Luffy said after a little while. To tell the truth Luffy found Oz a really nice guy, but keeping him would mean losing Zoro, and that was something the strawhat captain couldn't allow to happen.

"Are you going to tell him?" Luffy asked. Zoro shook his head.

"I would rather kiss Sanji then do that." Luffy laughed by that comment.

"Never thought I would hear you say that" Luffy said between his laugh.

"Me neither" Zoro said beginning to finding it kind of funny, and with that they both laughed. Soon they heard Sanji shout.

"Me-shi!" Luffy chanted and soon he was gone. Zoro chuckled and stood up and was about to go to the galley, when he felt something wet running down his stomach. He didn't look under his shirt, but he was sure the blood was going trough the bandage. Deciding to ignore it for the time being he continued to the galley in a slower pace, to make sure the bloody stomach did hit the white shirt. Luffy was fighting to get trough, but Sanji was blocking the way.

"Oww … just let me in Sanji…" Luffy begged.

"No you idiot. Haven't I told you so many times, that the ladies are going in first?" Sanji said angrily at Luffy. Then he heard a chuckle from behind the hungry captain and saw Zoro. Sanji frowned.

"You're not getting in either marimo. Even if you look like one you're clearly not a girl inside" Sanji stated.

Well not yet that is. Zoro thought in his head as he just grunted in respond. Sanji was about to say something when Robin and Nami came. Robin sends Zoro a smile and walked inside the galley, while Sanji send hearts at her and Nami. For some reason Zoro found that irritating, well he always did, but this time he just wanted to smack Sanji for being interested in someone other than him. Was this jealousy? Zoro shook his head. Why would he feel jealousy over that? The cook had just kissed him and hugged him … no big deal, right? Maybe he should ask Robin how a girl would react on such things. He sure would smack Sanji one on the head.

"Hey Marimo. You want to enter or what?" Sanji said, getting the swordsman back to earth.

"Huh? Oh, yeah right." Zoro said and entered the room. He noted Oz hadn't come yet. Where could he be? Zoro hadn't seen him after the dinner yesterday. He had a bad feeling about the twins sudden disappearing. He took a few step inside the galley, when his vision suddenly begun to be a little blurry. Had the wounds really opened that much? He sat next to Luffy, who didn't seem to notice the difference, maybe his hunger distracted him. Zoro then felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up and saw some black and a little blue.

Robin Zoro thought. She said something, but Zoro couldn't quite hear it. It was then he began seeing everyone at the table moving. They surrounded him. Everyone was talking to him, but his ears didn't get anything. He felt himself lose the strength to sit, but instead of hitting the floor he was met by two strong arms. The last thing he saw was the color yellow, before everything turned black.


Zoro was alone. He was in his room. How he ended up there was a mystery. Suddenly the door opened.

"Hello Zoro I came as I promised." Oz said while grinning evilly. Zoro's eyes widened.

"What … why are you here?" she whispered. Oz didn't answer, but just walk over to her. On his way he took Wado from the floor. Zoro tried to make some distance between them, but his back hit the wall. In shook he looked at the wall, then back at Oz, who now was right in front of him.

"No, get the fuck off me, you freak!" She yelled trying to punch him in the face. Oz took a strong grip in Zoro's wrists, and pinched his arms against the wall with one hand, while the other still hold Wado. Zoro looked at the sword, his most precious possession.

"What are you going to do?" she asked, but she already knew the answer.

"I want to hear you scream" he said. Oz now stabbed the sword into Zoro's stomach.

Zoro woke up screaming. He looked down on his stomach to find it bandaged. He fell to the bed.


Just another nightmare. It didn't happen. Zoro said to himself in his head. Then something hit him. Chopper wasn't there. Zoro was sure the little doctor would stay by his side and this time tells him not to train, or something like that, but he wasn't there. Neither was anyone else for that matter. Zoro stood up, with a little difficulty and went out off the infirmary and into the galley. Again he found it strange to find the galley empty. Shouldn't the shitty-cook be making snacks by this time? Then he heard a scream coming from the deck. He ran out of galley and kicked the door.

The sight before him made him vomit right on the spot. There was blood everywhere and in the middle of it stood Oz and Sanji. Sanji was panting heavily. Looked like he had been fighting for some time. Oz laughed and kicked the head of the navigator. This made Sanji attack hard. Zoro looked at the fight with horror. Around them where the rest of the crew lying dead.

Luffy's arms were cut off, and his left arm had been used to choke Usopp to death. Robin's arm had deep wounds in them and she had a hole through her stomach. Nami's head was a few feet away from her lifeless body. Chopper where lying lifeless, blood coloring his fur red. It was impossible to tell the little reindeer's condition, form where he was standing. Franky was lying flat on his stomach with a big cross on his back. Brook was nowhere to be seen. Zoro felt like vomiting again, when he heard a scream coming from the only surviving crewmate.

"Sanji-ii!" Zoro yelled, as he saw Sanji being cut in the side. The two fighters looked up, and for the first time noticing the guest. Oz ginned

"So you decided to join the party?" Zoro saw Oz nearing him. Sanji looked up at him. "Zoro. Ron now!" he shouted, before he once again attacked Oz. Zoro hurried inside the galley and closed the door. Again he heard a scream. He closed his eyes trying to ignore everything.

This must be a dream. It has to be. Come on wake up! Zoro yelled to himself, but it didn't work. Soon the screaming stopped outside. Zoro froze. Had Sanji died? Or had he won? Soon footstep could be heard. Zoro moved away from the door, afraid of who would enter. Suddenly a blade went through the door and a kick made the door fly into the wall on the other side. Before him stood Oz, dragging a dead Sanji on his back.

"No-oo! Sanji-iii!" Zoro yelled, feeling like crying. Oz just laughed, as he dropped the dead body and moved closer to Zoro, who was now shaking uncontrollable. As Oz hit Zoro and he screamed…


Zoro sat up screaming, scaring the little doctor, causing Chopper to scream as well. Zoro looked at the little reindeer and then back at his stomach. He then noticed Robin looking worried at him from the corner of the infirmary.

"Y-you are alive" Zoro just said. Chopper looked at Robin, then back at Zoro, who was lying down again, because sitting caused even more pain.

"Well of course Zoro. You are the one who's dying. All your wounds are infected. It's because you won't let me treat you properly!" The little reindeer scolded Zoro. Zoro saw the bandage on his stomach was already getting red again.

"You have to lie down and rest for at least two days." Chopper said. To tell the truth, when Zoro had lost conscious Chopper had been so scared of losing him. Zoro was like a big brother or maybe even a dad figure for him. Zoro had been kind to him, but when it came to injury he always tried to act like nothing was wrong. Now Robin came closer.

"I would recommend that we made sure Kenshi-san do gets his rest." She said. Chopper nodded, and then he ran out of the infirmary into the galley. Soon he came back with Luffy and Sanji. Luffy sat down newt to the bed.

"Hey Zoro … um I'm sorry … if I had known your wounds were that bad I wouldn't have …" Zoro just smiled and placed a hand before Luffy's lips, making him stop talking.

"Luffy you don't need to apologize. It's my own fault. I should have let Chopper treating me instead of run away from It." everyone, except for Robin, gaped. They couldn't believe Zoro would be saying something like that. Zoro's smile then disappeared as he looked at Sanji. Then he looked at Robin.

"Can you guys leave me alone with the shithead?" Robin nodded, and the others leaved. Sanji was curious. What did Zoro want with him? And why did he make the others leave? Zoro sat up slowly. He looked out of the window.

"Am I dreaming?" Zoro asked. Sanji looked confused at him.

"Of course not you baka." Sanji said, thinking Zoro was messing with him. Zoro just kept staring out of the window.

"Are the others dead?" Sanji was surprised by the question, but even more by the serious tone in Zoro's voice.

"Of course not you idiot. Why do you even say something like that? Its f*cking creepy." Zoro then laughed, but it wasn't a joyful one, but it was bitter and full of sadness. He then looked at Sanji.

"I'll ask one last thing Sanji." Sanji looked at Zoro. His eyes were serious.

"Do you think it would be better if left the crew and Oz stayed?" Sanji felt like someone had just given him a slap in the face. He knew what he wanted to say, and what he should be saying by now, but what if he said that and made Zoro leave? He couldn't let that happen.

"I would rather have you around. That Marimo wannabe is creepy as hell" Sanji just said, blushing a little. Zoro noticed and giggled.

"Why are you laughing?" Sanji said, finding Zoro a little weird.

"You're blushing. I just found it cute." Zoro said, and then she giggled again. Sanji gaped. Zoro said he was cute. That was something that was never to happen. Soon the male part of Zoro registered how wrong the whole thing had been and the giggle was replaced by a shocked expression.

"I mean if I was a girl I would say something like that." Zoro said. The he stood up from the bed a little faster than the body allowed, because the sudden rise made him dizzy. Sanji caught him before he fell.

"Hey. You are supposed to be resting." But apparently Zoro ignored him and exited the infirmary. Chopper saw Zoro enter the galley. "Zoro you can't walk around like that. You have to rest." But Zoro ignored the doctor and went over to Robin.

"It's getting worse" He just said, as he continued outside and out on the deck. Robin looked after him. She knew what he was talking about, but she didn't know how to help him. She went into the infirmary to see a very red Sanji.

"Is something wrong cook-san" Robin said. Sanji looked at her.

"Zoro said he found me cute." Sanji looked shocked. How what he going to take this? Does this mean Zoro actually likes him? Meanwhile Robin was beginning to understand something. Zoro's girly side is falling for Sanji. She thought to herself. But before she could say anything to Sanji he was gone. Sanji had to talk to Zoro about this. He had to be clear on what the comment had meant. He found Zoro in the guestroom.

"Zoro we need to talk" Sanji stated. Zoro opened the door. Sanji entered and sat at the bed, because that was the only place to sit. Zoro sat down next to him. Sanji tried to think about how he should start the conversation, but then Zoro placed his shaking hands on each side of his face and their eyes locked. Sanji gulped.

"Sanji I'm scared." Zoro said, shaking violently. Sanji wasn't sure what to do, but he softly placed a hand on Zoro's waist and caressed Zoro cheek with the other. Zoro relaxed a little and lean into the touch.

"Why are you scared?" Sanji asked softly, still trying to calm his one love down. Zoro closed her eyes and placed a hand on top of the hand on her cheek. Then he looked back at Sanji.

"I dreamt that you were killed." She said eyes looking like tears could fell every minute. Sanji looked confused at Zoro. Was that the reason he was scared? It got to be a joke. He tried to stand up, but Zoro pulled him down.

"You were all dead and I was left alone." She said, as she began shaking again. Her hands gripping into Sanji's shirt. Tears falling slowly down.

"I couldn't save any of you. I'm weak. I don't deserve to be alive, when I couldn't do anything to help you" Sanji began to panic. Zoro was not making sense anymore. He was crying, talking about the crew as if they were really dead, and he even called himself weak.

"Hey! Zoro it is okay. We are all alive and well. You don't have to feel guilty about anything, okay?" Zoro looked up. Sanji send him a reassuring smile. Zoro send him a smile back. Sanji then found himself kissing Zoro. He knew he shouldn't be doing it, but this Zoro needed someone that cared for him. Zoro resounded again. This time she even deepened the kiss. Sanji wrapped his arms around Zoro's waist, and pushed her softly down on the bed, as he climbed on top of her. Zoro's arms were around Sanji's neck. Her fingers rand through his hair. Soon the need of air came and they parted. Both panting and looking at each other. Sanji didn't whether or not to make the next move. Even though he really wanted to he couldn't before he was sure Zoro wanted it to, otherwise the rejection would hurt so much.

Zoro could see the hesitation in Sanji eyes as well as the need of her. She moved one of her hands away from Sanji's neck and ran it down his chest. Sanji was perfectly still, not believing what was happening. Zoro was touching him. Her fingers then continued down until they rested on the bulge in Sanji's pants. Sanji suppressed a moan as the hand caressed his growing member there was under his pants. Zoro then let their lips meet once again. This time Sanji added even more passion. Zoro's lips parted and let Sanji taste her mouth. Zoro moaned and Sanji felt him getting even harder. He wanted this, maybe even needed it. They parted again.

"If you want to stop you have to say it now. Otherwise I'm not sure what I'll do" Sanji whispered into Zoro's ears, but suddenly she hissed in pain. That was when it hit Sanji. Zoro was in no shape to do anything other than sleep. He hit his head.

"I must be a total idiot." He mumble so himself as he sat up again. Zoro was lying next to him. "I can't do this." Zoro wanted to sit up, but her wound prevented her. She looked at Sanji. He didn't look at her. Her eyes then landed on the bugle in Sanji pants. He was painfully hard. Zoro felt bad for making him like that, and not able to make him release because of her condition. Using a lot more power than there normally was necessary she got up and sat next to Sanji.

"I'm sorry for being injured" she said, looking at Sanji's face, which was now facing her. She gave Sanji a quick kiss on his lips before she lied down again and rolling to have the back against the cook. Sanji just sat there in a state of shock. Had Zoro really wanted to make out? Maybe Zoro really loved him. The little hope inside of him was showing with a smile on his lips.

Meanwhile Zoro was one big mess. His girly side had totally taken control over him, and apparently she wanted Sanji really badly, but Zoro wasn't sure what he felt for the cook. He had never really been good friends with Sanji, but the past incidents had changed the swordsman's view on the cook. Sanji could be caring. Zoro had to admit he liked they way Sanji had hugged him and helped him to stop crying, but even though he deep inside he wouldn't admit he loved the feeling of the cooks lips on his own. Soon Zoro felt in sleep and for the first time in the past weeks he didn't get a nightmare.


Zoro woke up to hear her door open. She looked to see Sanji enter. Sanji had a plate with him.

"Dinner's ready." Zoro looked a little confused at him.

"Oh right. You have been sleeping for about a day now. Chopper said there wasn't anything wrong with it." Sanji just said as he got closer and placed the plate on the table. Zoro looked at the table, then back at Sanji.

"Has Oz been in here, while I was sleeping?" Zoro asked, hoping for a no. Sanji shook his head.

"He and Usopp are making something to his goodbye party." Zoro nodded. It made sense the Luffy had already told the others. Then Sanji stood up again.

"I go tell the others you are awake" Zoro smiled. Sanji left and Zoro tried to sit up slowly, but to his surprise the wound still hurt like hell, so he stayed lying.

Didn't that shit head say I have been sleeping for a day or something? If what he say was true, then the wound shouldn't hurt like this. I'm usually getting over wounds … then it hit Zoro. He didn't heal as well as he used to do. The wounds hadn't got much better after he got it. No they had even got worse. Zoro then heard the door open and saw Robin and Chopper enter. Chopper came over to him.

"Zoro how are you feeling? Does it still hurt?" Zoro hissed, when Chopper touched his stomach. Both Robin and Chopper were surprised. Chopper took the sheet of Zoro and yelped. Zoro's shirt was bloody and so was the sheet under him. Chopper quickly took his heavy point and carried Zoro to the infirmary.

Sanji was standing outside, when the door suddenly opened and Chopper ran away with Zoro in his arms. Robin came out too and their eyes met.

"Robin-chwan was going on?" Sanji asked. Robin looked at him. She was just as confused as him at the moment. She knew how fast Zoro usually healed, and it was just inhuman. Now he all of the sudden stopped healing and was dying.

"Zoro's wounds haven't healed properly. He's dying." Robin said. Sanji felt like this was the end of the world. Zoro couldn't just die.

"But he had lived through far worse than the wounds he have now." Sanji said trying to sound strong. That's right he survived thriller bark and the cut he got from Mihawk.

"I know. I don't get it either. I'll go talk to Chopper." Robin said and then she left. To tell the truth she actually wanted to talk with Zoro, maybe he had an idea what's were happening. As she entered the infirmary Chopper had already stitched Zoro's worst wounds and now putting some medicine into the lesser one to stop the bleeding, before putting bandage around then wounds. Then he looked to see Robin.

"Robin. Why are you here? Zoro is going to be fine… or so I hope. It's weird he doesn't heal like he use to. I would have thought the wounds already would be being healing nicely." Chopper stated. Zoro looked at Robin. He had been conscious the whole time. Robin could see Zoro had an idea to his sudden lack of healing ability, but he didn't say anything. Then it hit her. Zoro was transforming into a girl. That meant his usually strong will to survive that make him heal faster, was getting weaker for each passing day. It had to be that.

"I think it's best if you tell the reason to doctor-san. He has to know why you can't heal properly." She just said. Zoro frowned, but nodded. Of course she was right. She always was. Chopper looked at them.

"What should he tell me?" said the reindeer, that now was feeling really confused. Both of them looked at Chopper. Zoro sighed.

"You see Chopper. Me and Robin have an idea why I can't heal properly, but you can't tell this to anyone, okay?" Zoro said, sounding rather hoarse. Chopper nodded, and both Robin and Zoro explained the whole situation Zoro was in.

"… and that why I think I can't heal properly." Zoro ended. Chopper nodded.

"In some point this does make sense. Zoro's strong will to live are getting weaker, because the female thinking are getting more control over him." Chopper said. He looked at Zoro.

"When do these girl feelings come?" Zoro looked at him.

"Um … I guess they are mostly there when Oz and aho-cook are around." Zoro said after thinking a little over it.

"So that would mean you'll heal better if none of them are to see you until you have healed properly" Chopper stated.


SC: So guys that's Chapter nine. It ended up a lot longer than I thought I would write it, but I guess it's okay. Make some reviews please.