Awkward was the only word you could use to describe the past few days. You couldn't wait to find Harvey and get off this damn ship. Even if it meant handing over a piece of the map.

Kylo and you avoided each other at all cost. You regretted having sex with him. You waited until he was asleep to let your thoughts run free. You were so disappointed in yourself. You were supposed to stay away from Kylo since he was on the dark side. Luke warned you about this. He told you that you would be tempted by it. You had been so close to him and almost lost the wall you put up. What would Kylo do if he knew the truth? What would he do if he knew I was a Jedi? You were sure he could sense that you were force sensitive but the story that you created was a good one.

After Han took you in, you met Luke a few years later at the age of 16. Han didn't expect to run into Luke since he had apparently been missing for a while. Han and you were on Naboo in the lake country enjoying a well deserved break when Luke appeared. Luke said that he could feel that the force was strong in me. So he decided to find me. He told me he lost everything and the force told him that you needed to be trained. He said that you could help him bring balance back in the universe.

Han told you not to go. He told Luke that he already took too much from him and that you were going to stay with him but you had other plans. You were hesitant but the thought of possibly being a Jedi excited you. You could sense how desperate Luke was. You had always felt like you were different than other kids but you never knew why and now you had your answer.

You left with Luke the next day. Luke trained you for the next five years while you both searched for the first Jedi Temple. If you found details about it, Luke never let you know them. You always had a feeling that you wouldn't be going to the temple with him.

One day, Luke woke you up and told you that you were going to split up. He said there was an awakening on the horizon and we needed to prepare. Luke gave you three pieces of a map and helped train your thoughts. He helped you put up a metal wall so no one could see you inner most thoughts. He showed you how to project certain thoughts while keeping your secrets hidden.

Luke told you he found the temple and that you should not come looking for him. He wanted you to disperse the pieces of the map carefully since they couldn't be found until the right moment.

Luke's parting words to you were " You will cross paths with Kylo Ren one day. You must stay far away from him. Don't let him seduce you to the dark side. Stay strong in the light. Be careful young one."

You had let Luke down. You were falling for the enemy. As much as you tried to not think about those moments in the lake, it kept you up at night. You kept replaying it over and over again. You could hear him moan your name. You remembered how good it felt to have him inside of you. But you couldn't have him, you both had chosen your sides.


You woke up earlier than Kylo did. You decided to leave without him. You thought about leaving a note but you figured he would figure it out.

You walked into the bar. You figured that you might be able to catch some people that were left over from the night before. Harvey had been known to stay overnight and just continue drinking into the next day. You sat down in a booth and waited.

An hour past and that is when you saw him walk in, there was Harvey looking like he was nursing a bad hangover. Once he sat down at the bar, you join him in the seat next to him.

" You look like shit Harvey. Still trying to drink yourself to death?" you say.

" Addison, why are you back here? Didn't Marcus' gang run you out of here?"

"Yeah, I'm not too concerned about them. I'm actually looking for you. You see I need that map back. I told you to keep it safe for me. "

"About that." Harvey gets out of his chair and starts to make a break for it. Too bad you are much quicker than him. You tackle Harvey to the ground. You sit on top on him while asking him more questions.

" What did you do with it?"

" Don't worry its safe."

" Where is it?"

"ummmmm" This was going nowhere. You didn't want to use any Jedi mind tricks on him in case Kylo could sense it but if he is still asleep maybe he wouldn't notice it.

" Come on Harvey."

" I don't have it."

" Don't lie to me." You start to pat him down trying to find the map. You easily find it in his pocket.

" That was a terrible hiding spot, Harvey. What were you thinking?"

" I heard someone was looking for me. So I decided to keep it close. " You punch him in the face to knock him out.

" Harvey, you are a moron."


When you return to the ship, you find Kylo still sleeping. You tap him on the forehead to wake him up.

" Wake up sleepy head."

" Ugh, leave me be."

" Its not like you need your beauty sleep since you wear a mask all the time."

Kylo glares at you and starts to get up.

" Why are you walking me up?" You toss the map in his lap.

" You're welcome"

" What is it?"

" Well I found this really cool stone while out for my morning walk. I thought you would like it."

" So you are giving me a gift?"

" Oh my gosh, you are dense. It's the map! I decided to go look for it myself since I'm sick of being on this damn ship with you. I got lucky and Harvey walked into the bar this morning."

" I can't believe it. This is it?" He picks it up and examines it.

" Yep, or at least that's what I was told."

" We need to get back to the base at once."

" Perfect, that is the best thing that you have ever said to me."

" I bet you'll miss me once we get back."

" Nope, I hate you."